Friday, December 21, 2018

An Unhealthy Addiction to Love


Day One
How did things get to this? It was just a normal day. Got up early in the morning, ate breakfast, went to another boring day of high school, and talked to my friends especially the girls I like. Annie wants to be a nurse, Marie wants to be a teacher, Patricia a crime investigator, and the Jules wants to be a singer. They’re all nice girls to be with. I’m not sure who I’ll ask out one day, but I’m not sure if I’ll have a chance. This situation I’m in is dire and I’m not sure if I’ll make it out unscathed.
This calculus homework is Hell. Whoever thought it was a good idea to make allow calculus to high school students should be arrested for the abuse of minors. I know I got most of the problems done right but I’m stuck on the last few questions. This assignment is important and might cost me if I’m not careful especially since I get Cs on all the tests and quizzes.
Whose good idea was it to take this course to begin with? Oh yeah, my parents. They thought that taking this course would allow me to skip calculus if I wanted to take a major with a bunch of math in it. I’m not even sure if I want to be in business, human resources, or something entirely different. People nowadays expect kids to know what they want to do after high school, but I’ll bet anyone that less than ten percent of kids are set on what they want to do. Whatever, I’ll just finish this homework when I get to school. One of my friends should have the answers to it even if they aren’t the right ones.
Time for some R&R for my brain with some internet. I wonder what new games are coming…out…Who’s that girl in the distance in the dark? I see a girl with a weird looking anime mask in the across the street while looking outside the street. The mask has purple eyes and she has a dark pink bow in her blue hair. She’s wearing a red dress that comes down to her knees and some black sneakers. She waves at me before giggling then moving out of my sight. That was weird. Did she do that just to mess with me or is there some other reason? I’ve been pranked by many of my friends, so this just might be another one of them.
There was this one time they dressed in a black suit like one of those Creepypastas we used to read. One of them filmed my reaction and shared it with everyone. I got back at them by pretending to be a killer, so this is probably them trying to get back at me.
I open the window and say, “If you do what I think you’re going to do, then I’m going to shoot you with my paintball gun!”
…They should know I’m serious since I’ve done it before. After a few minutes of internet, I close the lights in my room and go to sleep. Minutes pass before I hear someone opening my door and walk into my room. I’m too old to think a monster or something has entered my room, so I just keep my eyes closed. Now someone is on my bed. Who-
“Oh crap!” I scream as I see the girl with the mask in my bed.
She pounces on me, restrains my arms, and pulls out a needle and puts it on my arm.
“Shhh,” she says in a whispering voice, “You don’t want anything bad to happen to your arm, do you?”
“Who are you and what do you want with me?”
“So many questions so little time. I just want your blood to keep for myself.”
“Why?”
“It’s precious to me. Now, hold still.”
The crazy girl takes some of my blood with her needle. Why is she doing this to me of all people? What’s so special about my blood?
“What are you a vampire or something?”
“Hahaha, no, but your neck does look tasty to me. Let me bite it!”
“Get away from me!”
“Hold still. I still have my needle near your arm.”
“Tch.”
Maybe I can at least see her face. Dang it, she has some sort of black mask that covers half of her face. She slowly moves her head over to my neck. She then softly bites my neck before biting hard into it. I swear I don’t know what I did to attract a freak like this to me. She’s sucking on my neck now. This is not how I wanted something like this to happen.
“Get off already!”
“I accidentally indulged myself a bit too much and drew blood. Don’t worry. My licks should heal it.”
“Get away from me!”
I kick her away, get out of bed, and put my hands up to defend myself.
“Hahaha! That’s what I want to see from you.”
“Leave my room before I kick your ass.”
“As much as I want that, I’ll just leave and come back tomorrow. Love you!”
The masked girl walks out of the room. I hear her walk a few footsteps before stopping. I quickly open my door to see that she’s disappeared. Did this really happen? I go to sleep, wake up, and see that the bite marks are still on my neck. What am I going to tell my parents and the people at school? That a freak with an anime mask took my blood and drank some of it? I need more proof than this to show to people. Maybe I can even find out who it is. Maybe it’s one of the girls I know. I’ll take them out to see which one it is.

Day Two
“Good morning, pup,” Ariana says.
“Good morning. What’s for breakfast?”
“Eggs in a basket.”
“Sounds great. How did you know I wanted that?”
“You’d think I’d get your eating patterns by now.”
“Haha, I guess you do.”
Ariana is a neighbor I’ve known since I was a kid. She’s been a sort of big sister to me who taught me everything I know and more. She’s been staying with me since my parents are in the army and currently serving overseas. Ariana usually lives home by herself and manages her own online convenience store that has everything from food, toys, games, and medical supplies. She stays here when my parents go back to the army. Even though we aren’t related, I treat her like my sister and she calls me pup because I’ve always clung to her when I was younger because my parents are usually gone.
I don’t think the masked girl was Ariana because I doubt she would ever do the things like that freak did. We do kiss and sleep together especially after binging TV shows and movies, but nothing serious. Besides, she’s supposed to be dating online right now. Speaking of which…
“Did you find anyone to date you yet?”
“No, not yet. Are you worried that someone will take away my attention from you?”
“Not at all. I just wanted to know.”
“Does the boy I pick need your approval?”
“He does.”
“Okay, dad.”
“I’m just trying to look out for you.”
“I know. I’ll show you the guy I’m interested in when I see him.”
“Good. Hey, did you hear anything last night?”
“I did. I heard you making noises in your room.”
“Yeah...Um.”
“You were looking at porn, were you?”
“What? No!”
“Are you sure? The first time I caught you looking at it-”
“I wasn’t looking at it that time! I told you I was curious because my friends were telling me about this one sick site.”
“Don’t even entertain your curiosities. You know what that garbage will do to your mind.”
“I know.”
“So, what happened?”
“I uh. Had a bad dream and fell out of my bed.”
“I guess that’s how you got that mark on your neck. You know you can always sleep with me if you want.”
“I’m older now. I don’t need to sleep with my sister.”
“You say that, but you never go to sleep if I didn’t sleep with you after we binge horror movies.”
“Whatever. I’m going to school.”
“Don’t forget.”
“Yes, mom.”
I give her a kiss and she gives me one.
“Have fun in school, pup.”
“I’m going to have so much fun.”
Another boring day of school rolls by with nothing notable happening. My mind is too preoccupied with what happened last night and how to deal with it to worry about school. Today, I ask Patricia out to hang out for a bit after school and Annie decides to join us. I’m not sure if this is an indicator that she’s the masked girl or not, so I’ll have to keep an eye on her. She’s the only who probably knows how to use needles, so she’s at the top of my suspicious people list. What actually happens is much less interesting than I thought.
The two girls talk more with each other than me. Nothing is out of character for the girls and neither tries to get my attention unless I comment on something. The only cool thing that happens is me walking around with two girls by my side with other guys looking at me in jealousy. I don’t want two girlfriends at once, but I don’t mind being out with two at once like this. After hanging out for a few hours after school, I go home, do some homework then relax with Ariana. I want to stay with her for the rest of the night, but I’m not sure if the masked girl will kill her to get to me, so I go to bed by myself after playing video games together with Ariana.
After a few minutes of nothing happening, I remember that it’s a smart idea to lock the door, so the girl can’t get in. When I get to the door, it’s too late. She opens the door and I see her creepy mask through the crack in the door.
“Hello, sweetie,” she says in a creepy voice.
“You aren’t getting to me today!”
I struggle to shut the door on her, but then she manages to put her hand through the door and put a syringe inches away from my neck.
“Fight me again and you might not like what will happen,” she says.
“I’m not going to like it either way.”
“You’re going to love it. Open the door.”
With no other choice, I open the door. The girl injects the syringe in my arm and I start to feel weird. I feel more relaxed and attracted to her.
“What did you do to me?”
“It’s a special love potion if you could call it that. Now…relax.”
She pushes me onto my bed and holds me. I try to resist but I feel weak. This is wrong, but it also feels right. No! Got to resist! I push her off with whatever strength I muster and throw a punch at her face, which misses but at least I have some distance from her.
“I love it when you play hard to get!” she says before moving her mask up to kiss me.
Her kiss tastes so sweet. Did she eat chocolate or something before this? She smells so sweet too. This is so intoxicating-no! The freak took my first kiss away. I…have to…fight!
“Get away!”
“You liked it. Admit it.”
“Just because my senses like it doesn’t mean I do.” I throw a couple of punches, but my foggy mind makes me slow and miss. “Leave me already!”
“I will…for now. I got what I wanted. Love you.”
“Shut up.”
The girl walks away as I fall on my bed and pass out. When I wake up the next morning, I still feel a bit of the residual effects of whatever she injected in me. I still taste her sweet taste in my mouth-Stop thinking about it! One of the next two girls I’ll hang out today have to be the culprit. I don’t want to do this every night.

Day Three
“I made one of your favorites today,” Ariana says with breakfast on the table. “Chocolate pancakes and hot chocolate or as we like to call it…”
“The morning chocolate reaper,” we say together.
“Thank you so much, sis.”
“Dig in, pup.”
As I’m eating the pancakes, I can’t help but be reminded of that masked freak. It tastes almost exactly like her. Dang it. I have to get my mind off her. I just have to keep my mind on my food and keep eating.
“Hungry, pup?”
“No, your cooking is just that good.”
“I’m glad you think so. I heard wrestling last night. Did something happen again?”
“No, not really.”
“You know you can-”
“Fine, I’ll sleep with you tonight.”
“It’ll be just like nights when we first met. Do you remember how old you were back then?”
“Five years old then.”
“And I was eighteen. Now you’re sixteen. Almost an adult.”
“My parents might as well have left me with you from the day I was born with how much time I’ve spent with you. They barely did anything for me.”
“Don’t say that, pup. They still love you.”
“I guess, but I think you love me more.”
“That I won’t argue with.”
I still don’t feel right. Maybe I’ll just walk it off.
“Whelp, I better get to school.”
I give Ariana a big hug and kiss.
“Ah, okay. Have fun.”
“You bet.”
Yep, got to walk it off. So, walking it off helped a bit, but not too much. I’m actually energized while at school and don’t feel like leaving with every second there. I still didn’t learn or do anything fun or useful for me though. Anyways, I ask out Jules and Marie decides to tag along as well. We go out to the mall and they keep asking my opinions on things. “Do you like this or this better? Movies or comics? Video games or sports? Red or black?” Wondering why both want to know what I like, I ask them why they keep asking. Apparently, they were betting on me liking particular things. I’m sure they both like me, but this isn’t the same as…I just realized something important.
The masked girl is a little taller than me. None of the girls I talked to are taller than me but wait! My calculus teacher is taller than me. She always wears those outfits you see in erotica with teachers in it (not that I look at it just saying). She always winks at me, hugs me, and talks to me a lot more than the other teachers. It has to be her! I knew the abuse of minors in public schools is worse than Catholic schools, but I didn’t think it would happen to me. Well, I can’t know for sure until tomorrow.
Tonight, I sleep with Ariana it’s comforting being in her arms after being in the arms of that freak. She doesn’t know it, but I lock the door to the bedroom for peace of mind. Thankfully, I sleep peacefully through the night.

Day Four
Okay, the moment of truth. After eating a quick breakfast, I head off to school and endure it to my last class, which just so happens to be my calculus one. I talk to my calculus teacher and ask her if I could talk to her in her office. Surely, if she was the masked girl, then she wouldn’t try anything in school, I hope.
“What do you want to talk about?”
“I was just wondering what you were planning to do tonight.”
“Just going out with my boyfriend for some drinks. Today is the start of your spring vacation, right? Us teachers have to rest too, you know?”
“Oh.”
“Hm? Is something wrong? You seem concerned about something.”
“I-it’s nothing.”
“Oh, let me guess.”
“Hm? Guess what?”
“Just because I act more personal students doesn’t mean I’m attracted to you.”
“What?”
“It’s happened before. You don’t have to be embarrassed. Even though I do like younger men, I don’t date students I teach.”
“I’m not wondering about that!”
“Oh, so what is it then? You seem troubled by something. Is there something private you want to talk to me about?”
“It’s nothing. I was just wondering what teachers like you do during spring vacation. My friends were wondering too.”
“I can tell when men are lying.”
“Trust me, it’s nothing.”
“…Okay. Have it your way. If you want to talk to me about anything, just email me and I’ll be sure to set aside some time for you or recommend you other people to talk to.”
“Thank you and sorry for bothering about something so small.”
“It’s no problem. Have a good vacation.”
“You too.”
It isn’t her. Who is it then? None of the girls I talk to fit the body type of the masked girl, but my teacher does, and yet, she’s taken already. She wouldn’t be obsessed with me. Could it be some other girl in school that I don’t talk to that much? Whatever the case is, I’m going to find out tonight.
Ariana went to bed early tonight and I don’t think she’s expecting me in her bed. Good, I’m a grown man after all. I can take care of myself. I lock my door and sit in my bed for a few seconds before I start hearing noises.
“Ahhhhhh!”
She was hiding underneath my bed. The freak climbs on me again and holds me by my wrists to prevent me from punching her.
“You’re mine for the entire week. We’re going to have so much fun together. I can’t wait!”
“Where’s Ariana?! What did you do to her?”
“Aww, you love her so much, don’t you? Well…” She takes off both of her masks and blue wig…oh no. “Surprise!”
“Ariana?!”
“Yes, pup. It’s me.”
“Why?”
“Because I’ve been so lonely for all of my life. No man would take me, so when I was asked to care for you, I took the opportunity to raise you into the perfect man for me. What you like is what I like, and we think so much alike. I’m a bit surprised that you didn’t talk to me about this the first time it happened, but I did like playing this game with you. I would’ve confessed if you brought it up.”
What do I do now?
“You know you can’t do anything now.”
Can I-
“You know there’s no way out of this. You’re mine for the entire week and then you’ll be mine forever and ever, pup.”
She really knows how I think.
“Just love me, not as your sister, but as your girlfriend. I know I may be older than you, but you know how much I love you.”
“I…I need space to think about this. Get off.”
“I don’t think so. I’ve been waiting years for this. You’re not going to deny me what’s mine!”
I try resisting, but she takes out one of her needles and puts it to my neck.
“Do you remember when I brought you to the doctors, pup? You didn’t let them give your shots and you wanted me to do it. This should help you relax. Stay still.”
Dang it. I have to let her stick me with the needle. I don’t want to feel calmer. I can’t. I try resisting, but my energy feels drained.
“Shhh.”
Ariana kisses and bites me for hours before letting me rest.
“I love you, pup.”
I don’t know what to think anymore. Hopefully, my parents will come home soon.
“I’m not sure you’ll parents will be coming home.”
“How do you know?”
“Haven’t you been looking at the news? It’s been bad overseas for the past couple of days, but then again, you never really did care for your parents.”
Crap.

Day Five
What am I going to do? There’s no chance I can escape Ariana. If I try, she might inject me with some needle that she probably got from her online store. Right now, we’re eating breakfast. French toast to be specific. We used to eat these specifically on special days that mark the end of school, but now I don’t feel like eating.
“Come on, pup. Eat up. I made one of our favorites today.”
“I don’t feel like eating.”
“Here, I’ll help you.”
Ariana eats some of my food then-! Pulls my head in and feeds me like a mama bird. Blech!
“I’ve always wanted to do that. Now, eat before I feed you like that.”
“Fine.”
I start eating, but the food doesn’t taste the same as it used to especially after what she did.
“What did you do with my blood after taking it?”
“I put it in a little blood vial necklace, so I’ll always have you whenever I go out.”
“Why do you want me so badly?”
“You should know why. I’ve been so lonely all of my life and needed the perfect man in my life. You’re that perfect man and I’ve made you into him.”
“I still don’t understand you.”
“You should by now. You just don’t want to admit your love for me.”
“I’ve always loved you as a sister.”
“You’re going to love me as your girlfriend first. If you thought about dating any of the girls at school, forget about it now, pup. You’re mine now and you want to be.”
I do have to admit that I see her differently now. Maybe it’s because of the things she’s been injecting me with or because of how she raised me. After finishing breakfast, I stand up and she grabs my arm.
“Give me my morning kiss, pup.”
“I don’t-”
“Morning. Kiss. Now. Or, I’m giving some of my special medicine.”
“Fine.”
I give her a kiss on the cheek.
“Not there. Not anymore.”
She puckers her lips and closes her eyes. I don’t want to, but I guess I don’t have a choice. As I give her a kiss on the lips, she holds my head to make the kiss last longer then uses her tongue. This better not happen every morning.
“I love that taste of you,” Ariana says as she holds me. “You’re not leaving my arms today nor any of the other days. You’re mine.”
There has to be a way out of this. Maybe I can call-
“I already changed the passwords on your phone and computer. You aren’t talking to anyone else but me. I know all of your plans. I even took the locks off the windows. Just relax and we’ll have the best time of our lives today.”
For the rest of the day, Ariana keeps me in her arms while biting, kissing, or sucking on my neck every few minutes like I’m some kind of snack to her. We do the normal things we would do on a spring break such as; watch movies, TV shows, and play video games, but with her always touching me. I don’t know how much of this I can take. I feel so uncomfortable yet comfortable at the same time. The only time I’m allowed to leave is when I have to use the bathroom. Even then, she stays outside the door.
I swear when I take a shower, I can see her looking through the crack in the door to watch me. While she showers, she chains my wrists to the railing leading upstairs. She says I could join her in the shower or vice versa, but I refuse, even though she did take baths with me when I was little. Everything else is “normal” for the rest of the day. Of course, when I go to bed, she has to sleep with me.
“Wasn’t today great, pup?”
“It was okay.”
“Tomorrow is going to be the same. I can’t wait.”
Dear God, I need help.

Day Six
The day starts off the same as the last though we get a knock at the door. Ariana acts normally as I answer it. Oh no. We receive news from a soldier that my mom and dad died in battle. Apparently, we still won the war over there because of their sacrifice. The man gives us his condolences and a few things of theirs before leaving.
“W-”
Ariana pulls me away from the door before I can get to the soldier. He’s gone by now. My only chance of escape is gone. I feel aggravated today. There has to be a way out of this. If I can make it out the door, I can get help from someone outside. I don’t care who helps me. I just need help. All of this holding, kissing, biting, and licking is getting on my nerves. I use this energy to break free from Ariana’s grip when it feels the lightest. I don’t get far before she tackles me to the ground.
“You’re never going to escape from me, pup! It’s time for your medicine!”
I can’t move with the way she has me. She’s too heavy to lift off me and the needle is already in my arm. I really can’t escape from her. Whatever she injects me with makes me feel calm and good. When she kisses me again, I want to kiss back, but I resist the temptation. She starts to feel me up by running her hands through my chest and back.
“If you’re going to do something to me, get it over with already.”
“I wish I could, pup, but the doctors are going to have questions about me being with a sixteen-year-old. I can wait until we get married. Is this an indicator that you finally give in to me?”
“N-n…no.”
“You will soon.”
Ariana lays me down on the couch and we don’t move from that spot for the rest of the day. She continues to lay on me, caress, kiss, and bite me every few minutes or so. I can’t take much more of this. When we go to bed, she holds me extra tight with her legs and arms around me more tightly than usual. Any movements from me make her hold me tighter. There’s nothing I can do to against her.

Day Seven
This day is the same as the others. The rest of the days are going to be like this. Even when I go back to school, do I really want to report Ariana? She’s the only person in the world that’s cared for me. She’s everything to me. Even if I drop out of school, her business can keep us feed and in her small house. I could always get a normal job later if I want, but what’s the point if Ariana already makes so much money?
After breakfast and our morning kiss, I say to her, “Ariana…do you want to be my girlfriend?”
“Yes! Yes! It’s about time you gave in to your true feelings, pup.”
“I love you, Ariana.”
“I love you too, my little pup.”
We kiss and this time, I don’t resist her. I love her so much and I’m never going to leave her. We’re going to be together forever and ever and ever…

The End

I think this song, The Thirst is Taking Over by Skillet, goes well along with the story. It was either this or reusing My Obsession (by Skillet).

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