Thursday, November 28, 2019

I'll Always Give You Everything I Am - (Song/Poem Attempt #66 from A Duo Dealt Death's Hand)

Am I the right person to be with you?
My hands struggle to hold onto you
I fear each mistake I make might drive you away from me
Is there any way I can be perfect for you?

Even with my imperfections,
I can't give up
As my heart calls out to you

I rise from my sorrows
No matter how many times I fall
I will come back stronger
My love for you keeps me going
With you in my heart and me in yours, we're unstoppable

I will forever thank you with my life
I will give you everything I am

I could never make it on my own
My weaknesses hold me down
It would be easy to give up in this dark world
And sometimes I still fall

But with your touch,
I am reminded of everything I fight for
It can be tempting to be dead inside
And give up on everything that I believe in

But it's empty and hollow
Like a comforting lie

With each new day,
I come awake, I come alive
I'm no longer afraid, I'm no longer weak
I fearlessly stand by your side with your hand in mine
Forever will I put my faith in you

I rise from my sorrows
No matter how many times I fall
I will come back stronger
My love for you keeps me going
With you in my heart and me in yours, we're unstoppable

I will forever thank you with my life
I will give you everything I am

I only need you with me
Even when you fall,
I'll pick you up
And be your strength as you are mine

I rise from my sorrows
No matter how many times I fall
I will come back stronger
My love for you keeps me going
With you in my heart and me in yours, we're unstoppable

I will forever thank you with my life
I will give you everything I am

I'll always stand with you
I'll always hold you in my heart
I'll Always Give You Everything I Am

Crossing Field (Amalee English version) is the song that inspired this.

Tuesday, November 26, 2019

Prayer of the Monks of Mortification - (Song/Poem Attempt #65 from Good vs Right)


(After singing the Apostles' Creed, Our Father, Three Hail Marys, and a Glory Be, the following must be sung)

Let us pray. Oh God, who endured pain and death for our sins, we pray,

Response: Help us to suffer as you did to pay the debts of our sins and the sins of others.

Let us be your instruments to pay for the wages of sin and help those who are afflicted.

R: So that thy will shall be done as it is in Heaven.

Help us to mortify the flesh.

R: So that we can master our control over ourselves.

For the wisdom of the flesh is death; but the wisdom of the spirit is life and peace.

R: Because the wisdom of the flesh is an enemy to God; for it is not subject to the law of God, neither can it be.

And they who are in the flesh, cannot please God.


R: But you are not in the flesh, but in the spirit, if so be that the Spirit of God dwell in you. Now if any man have not the Spirit of Christ, he is none of his.

For if you live according to the flesh, you shall die: but if by the Spirit you mortify the deeds of the flesh, you shall live.


R: For whosoever are led by the Spirit of God, they are the sons of God.

But before all things have a constant mutual charity among yourselves: for charity covereth a multitude of sins.

R: The virtue that is the cement that binds communities to God and persons to one another.

If I should distribute all my goods to feed the poor, and if I should deliver my body to be burned, and have not charity

R: It profiteth me nothing.

Charity never falleth away: whether prophecies shall be made void, or tongues shall cease, or knowledge shall be destroyed.


R: For we know in part, and we prophesy in part.

Always be in our hearts, Oh Lord, who is truth and love itself.

R: Always and forever we shall love you.

St. Padre Pio, blessed with stigmata.

R: Pray for us.

St. Teresa of Calcutta, caretaker of the poor.

R: Pray for us.

St. Catherine of Siena, who subsisted solely with the Eucharist. 

R: Pray for us.

Our Lady of Victory.

R: Pray for us.

Jesus Christ, Savior of all.

R: Pray for us.

Jesus Christ, Ruler of the Universe.

R: Pray for us.

Jesus Christ, Conqueror of Death.

R: Pray for us.

Use our sacrifices so that the souls of sinners can be saved.

All: Amen.

Battle Prayer of St. George's Hunting Party - (Song/Poem Attempt #64 from Good vs Right)


(After singing the Apostles' Creed, Our Father, Three Hail Marys, and a Glory Be, the following must be sung)

Let us pray. Oh God, who crushes evil and saves the repentant, we humbly ask You to help us imitate your example in every way. We pray,

Response: Protect our family and friends while we are away clearing the path ahead for them.

Let us be your instruments of cleansing and protection.

R: So that thy will shall be done as it is in Heaven.

Help us to tame the beasts of the universe.

R: As you have tamed every being in existence.

Covert the heathen before we arrive to save his soul.

R: Or else he will suffer eternal hellfire.

Convert the heretic before we arrive to save his soul.

R: Or else he will suffer eternal hellfire.

Death to those who oppose God the Father, Source of Authority.

R: For the wages of sin is death.

Death to those who oppose God the Son, who died for us sinners.

R: For the wages of sin is death.

Death to those who oppose God the Holy Spirit, who is the source of truth in the Church.

R: For the wages of sin is death.

Repent all ye sinners because death is certain to come soon.

R: And God will forgive your sins, but cast you into Purgatory till thou repay the last farthing.

Always be in our hearts, Oh Lord, who is truth and love itself.

R: Always and forever we shall love you.

St. George, Slayer of the Dragon.

R: Pray for us.

St. Joseph, Protector of the Church.

R: Pray for us.

St. Michael the Archangel, Slayer of Satan.

R: Pray for us.

Morning Star, Blessed Mother Mary, Crusher of the Serpent's head.

R: Pray for us.

Our Lady of the Rosary, Blessed Mother Mary, who's rosary is the weapon of our times.

R: Pray for us.

Our Lady of Victory, Blessed Mother Mary.

R: Pray for us.

Jesus Christ, Savior of all.

R: Pray for us.

Jesus Christ, Ruler of the Universe.

R: Pray for us.

Jesus Christ, Conqueror of Death.

R: Pray for us.

Use your tools of cleansing to separate the wheat and from the chaff as we enter into the wild fields.

All: Amen.

Monday, November 25, 2019

Prayer of the Association of Saints Joachim and Anne - (Song/Poem Attempt #63 from Good vs Right)


(After singing the Apostles' Creed, Our Father, Three Hail Marys, and a Glory Be, the following must be sung)

Let us pray. Oh God, who made the family the first institution and who keeps it together, help us to keep the family of the Church together and in line with Your ways. We pray,

Response: Help us to always love each other as you always love us.

Let us be your instruments of teaching and order.

R: So that thy will shall be done as it is in Heaven.

Help us to not fall into error.

R: Because we hurt each other when we sin.

As the family goes,

R: So goes the nation and the whole world.

Let women be subject to their husbands, as to the Lord:


R: Because the husband is the head of the wife, as Christ is the head of the church. He is the saviour of his body.

Husbands, love your wives, as Christ also loved the church, and delivered himself up for it that he might sanctify it, cleansing it by the laver of water in the word of life:


R: That he might present it to himself a glorious church, not having spot or wrinkle, or any such thing; but that it should be holy, and without blemish.

My son, keep the commandments of thy father, and forsake not the law of thy mother.

R: Because the commandment is a lamp, and the law a light, and reproofs of instruction are the way of life.

Always be in our hearts, Oh Lord, who is truth and love itself.

R: Always and forever we shall love you.

Saints Joachim and Anne, Father and Mother of the Queen of Heaven and Grandparents of Our Lord.

R: Pray for us.

Patriarch Abraham and his wife Sarah, Father and Mother of Nations.

R: Pray for us.

St. Joseph and Blessed Virgin Mary, Father and Mother of Our Lord.

R: Pray for us.

Jesus Christ, Savior of all.

R: Pray for us.

Jesus Christ, Ruler of the Universe.

R: Pray for us.

Jesus Christ, Conqueror of Death.

R: Pray for us.

Use the families of Your Church, Oh Lord, as you have used countless other families to set the foundation of the coming Heavenly Kingdom.

All: Amen.


Battle Prayer of St. Joan of Arc's Holy Virgins - (Song/Poem Attempt #62 from Good vs Right)


(After singing the Apostles' Creed, Our Father, Three Hail Marys, and a Glory Be, the following must be sung)

Let us pray. Oh God, who leads His soldiers into battle and keeps them safe, do the same onto us who do Your Will in Your Name. We pray,

Response: Your guidance is all we need in life.

Use us as your weapons to smite evil and as a helping hand to rescue the innocent.

R: So that thy will shall be done as it is in Heaven.

We are not afraid to lose our lives for You.

R: We were born for this.

We are not afraid to lose our lives for You.

R: We trust and love You above all.

We are not afraid to lose our lives for You.

R: Because everything else is vanity.

It is better to be alone with God. His friendship will not fail me, nor His counsel, nor His love.

R: In His strength, I will dare and dare and dare until I die.

We march forward with our rosaries in one hand, a sword in the other.

R: Make us pure as you were, Blessed Mother.

Always be in our hearts, Oh Lord, who is truth and love itself.

R: Always and forever we shall love you.

St. Joan of Arc, Patron Saint of Soldiers.

R: Pray for us.

St. Maria Goretti, who was killed for her purity.

R: Pray for us.

Holy Mary, Mother of God.

R: Pray for us sinners now and at the hour of our death.

Holy Mary, Most Pure.

R: Pray for us.

Holy Mary, Our Lady of Victory.

R: Pray for us.

Jesus Christ, Savior of all.

R: Pray for us.

Jesus Christ, Ruler of the Universe.

R: Pray for us.

Jesus Christ, Conqueror of Death.

R: Pray for us.

Use us, your soldiers, who are about to stain our swords with the blood of sinners for You. Covert their souls in the time they still have left. If they refuse, then so be it. Thy will shall be done as it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without end.

All: Amen.

Battle Prayer of St. Michael the Archangel's Legion - (Song/Poem Attempt #61 from Good vs Right)


(After singing the Apostles' Creed, Our Father, Three Hail Marys, and a Glory Be, the following must be sung)

Let us pray. Oh God, who commands the forces of Heaven with a just and mighty hand, command us as well as we head out into battle. We pray,

Response: Lead us wherever You will.

Let us be your swords, shields, and bows.

R: So that thy will shall be done as it is in Heaven.

He hath converted my soul. He hath led me on the paths of justice, for His own name's sake.

R: For though I should walk in the midst of the shadow of death, I will fear no evils, for thou art with me. Thy rod and thy staff, they have comforted me.

Our rosaries protect our souls, our swords protect our body.

R: The Lord has armed us well for His war against evil.

Into the battle we walk.

R: Brave and fearless.

Into the battle we walk.

R: Ready to die for those we love.

Into the battle we walk.

R: With God by our side.

Always be in our hearts, Oh Lord, who is truth and love itself.

R: Always and forever we shall love you.

But to Satan, we shall say.

R: The Lord rebukes you.

St. Michael the Archangel, Vanquisher of Satan.

R: Pray for us.

St. Benedict, Patron Saint against Temptations.

R: Pray for us.

Queen of Heaven, Blessed Virgin Mary, who every demon fears.

R: Pray for us.

Queen of Heaven, Most Merciful Mother.

R: Pray for us.

Queen of Heaven, Our Lady of Victory.

R: Pray for us.

Jesus Christ, Savior of all.

R: Pray for us.

Jesus Christ, Ruler of the Universe.

R: Pray for us.

Jesus Christ, Conqueror of Death.

R: Pray for us.

Use your weapons of war, Oh Lord, so that evil will finally be extinguished, and your kingdom will reign forever in peace without death or suffering. Safeguard our souls as we head into battle.

All: Amen.

Prayer of Section 10:34 - (Song/Poem Attempt #60 from Good vs Right)


(After singing the Apostles' Creed, Our Father, Three Hail Marys, and a Glory Be, the following must be sung)

Let us pray. Oh God, You work in secret to save the lost and punish the guilty. You are both a great healer and a just executioner. We pray,

Response: Help us to imitate Your example.

Let us be Your instruments of justice and healing in the darkness.

R: So that thy will shall be done as it is in Heaven.

We pray to be humble as our deeds are never known in the light.

R: But are known to Heaven, who is our true audience.

We pray to grow in faith.

R: As we place our trust in You and Your Church.

We come to bring the sword and not peace.

R: For You came to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her mother, and the daughter in law against her mother in law. And a man's enemies shall be they of his own household.

He that loveth father or mother more than You, is not worthy of You.

R: And he that loveth son or daughter more than You, is not worthy of You.

And he that taketh not up his cross, and followeth You, is not worthy of You.

R: He that findeth his life, shall lose it: and he that shall lose his life for You, shall find it.

Always be in our hearts, Oh Lord, who is truth and love itself.

R: Always and forever we shall love You.

St. Ignatius of Loyola, Soldier of God and Founder of the Jesuits.

R: Pray for us.

St. Thomas Beckett, Soldier of God and Martyr.

R: Pray for us.

St. Louis XI, Soldier of God and King.

R: Pray for us.

Our Lady of Victory.

R: Pray for us.

Jesus Christ, Savior of all.

R: Pray for us.

Jesus Christ, Ruler of the Universe.

R: Pray for us.

Jesus Christ, Conqueror of Death.

R: Pray for us.

Use those who you've tasked with doing Your Will in the dark, Oh God of Mercy and Justice, so that those who think they can sin in darkness will come to the light. We are Your blades. Thy Will shall always be done.

All: Amen.

Prayer of the Hands of St. Nicholas - (Song/Poem Attempt #59 from Good vs Right)


(After singing the Apostles' Creed, Our Father, Three Hail Marys, and a Glory Be, the following must be sung)

Let us pray. Oh God, just as St. Nicholas admonished the Arian heretic, help us to be Your correcting hand that punishes not to cause suffering, but to save. We pray, 

Response: Help the criminals of the universe to repent.

Let us be your instruments of justice and correction.

R: So that thy will shall be done as it is in Heaven.

Help us to not falsely accuse the innocent.

R: So that we do not cause unneeded suffering.

Help us to change the hearts of sinners.

R: So that Your great mercy and justice may be known.

Forgive us our sins as we forgive those who trespass against us.

R: And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

Always be in our hearts, Oh Lord, who is truth and love itself.

R: Always and forever we shall love you.

St. Nicholas, Patron of the Falsely Accused.

R: Pray for us.

St. Alphonsus Liguori, True Servant of Mary and the Church.

R: Pray for us.

St. Teresa of Avila, Ridiculed for her piety.

R: Pray for us.

Our Lady of Victory.

R: Pray for us.

Jesus Christ, Savior of all.

R: Pray for us.

Jesus Christ, Ruler of the Universe.

R: Pray for us.

Jesus Christ, Conqueror of Death.

R: Pray for us.

Use those you placed in positions of law enforcement so that sinners across the universe receive the rewards of the evil deeds they have committed. Guide them into our hands as we chase after them as You chase after all sinners.

All: Amen.

Saturday, November 23, 2019

Prayer of the Society of St. Bellarmine - (Song/Poem Attempt #58 from Good vs Right)


(After singing the Apostles' Creed, Our Father, Three Hail Marys, and a Glory Be, the following must be sung)

Let us pray. Oh God, who is the sole source of all authority and who puts kings on their thrones, help us use what you have given us so that we may use our positions to serve like how you served us. We pray, 

Response: Give us the wisdom to be your faithful pawns.

Let us be your instruments of power and authority.

R: So that thy will shall be done as it is in Heaven.

Help us to not drink the poisons of avarice, sloth, and vanity.

R: So that we do not disappoint you.

Protect us from being too zealous and too prideful.

R: To restrain our desires for power and materials.

Always be in our hearts, Oh Lord, who is truth and love itself.

R: Always and forever we shall love you.

St. Bellarmine, Defeater of Heresies.

R: Pray for us.

St. Constantine the Great, Sovereign who saved the persecuted.

R: Pray for us.

St. Balthild of Ascania, Patron of Widows and the Sick.

R: Pray for us.

Our Lady of Victory.

R: Pray for us.

Jesus Christ, Savior of all.

R: Pray for us.

Jesus Christ, Ruler of the Universe.

R: Pray for us.

Jesus Christ, Conqueror of Death.

R: Pray for us.

Use your aristocrats, kings, and queens as you see fit, Oh Lord, because we are nothing compared to you. Hold us close as we work in the roles you have given us.

All: Amen.

Battle Prayer of the Knights of the Sacred Blood of Christ - (Song/Poem Attempt #57 from Good vs Right)


(After singing the Apostles' Creed, Our Father, Three Hail Marys, and a Glory Be, the following must be sung)

Let us pray. Oh God, who is all-knowing, all wise, and all good, it is known that you are a God of battles and the army that has your favor shall obtain victory. We pray,

Response: Grant us your favor, Oh Lord, to us, your poor servants.

Let us be your instruments of justice.

R: So that thy will shall be done as it is in Heaven.

Make our aim true.

R: So that our anger is just.

Protect us from all dangers especially those of the spirit.

R: So that we may forever serve you in Heaven.

Always be in our hearts, Oh Lord, who is truth and love itself.

R: Always and forever we shall love you.

St. Jude, Saint of Impossible Causes.

R: Pray for us.

St. Joseph, Terror of Demons.

R: Pray for us.

St. Michael the Archangel, Prince of the Heavenly Host.

R: Pray for us.

Our Lady of Victory.

R: Pray for us.

Jesus Christ, Savior of all.

R: Pray for us.

Jesus Christ, Ruler of the Universe.

R: Pray for us.

Jesus Christ, Conqueror of Death.

R: Pray for us.

Use your weapons of justice as you see fit, Oh Lord, for we are yours and yours alone as we enter into battle.

All: Amen.

Friday, November 22, 2019

More concept art


Here is the third piece of concept art for Good vs Evil with St. Michael the Archangel's Legion and the Society of St. Bellarmine being shown off.

Thursday, November 21, 2019

New concept art


Here's some concept art with some notes about the group the characters are a part of for one of my next stories, Good vs Right. I drew this on bigger than usual paper, which is why the text seems so small. I found more of the usual paper I use and will use that for more pictures. Since I have final projects coming up, I've decided to cool it on the writing for now and draw the pictures I need for my next books.

Tuesday, November 19, 2019

A new free eBook is out!


Download for free on Smashwords - https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/991719

These short stories of maids, who are under the control of an evil master in a castle, tells of their struggle to fight against him while also pretending to be loyal maids. They plan and act every day for their freedom as they eagerly await the next guest who might be the one to save them or become just another servant or even worse.
Included in this book is a story called Father-like Love where a man tries to save two kids from the evil forces within the forest he's a part of.

Father-like Love

Father-like Love
On one normal day in the dark forest, I took in two lost children, a brother and sister. They told me that they were searching for their parents who left them to fight off the danger in the forest. I told them that their parents were dead and that I would keep them safe.  They accepted and have been living in my house for a while now. I’m not a father of any kind but the kids accepted me as one and have been kind to me. Despite being a person who has submitted themselves to the evil forces within the forest, the kids look at me as if I was another human being. Granted, I look like a normal person and they don’t really know anything about me.
Since the forest is so dangerous, I make sure to keep the kids close to me, but they’ve left the house on their own and took their possessions with them. Why would they do this? They were happy with me and didn’t show any sign of wanting to leave. Is there some kind of rumor about me in any nearby towns? There shouldn’t be. I was just a normal boy when my parents lost me in this forest. A voice told me to submit to it to save my life and I did, but no one should know about it. Except maybe the kids do. There are a bunch of homemade crosses surrounding the house that acts as a barrier that’s keeping me in. They must’ve made this barrier and escaped while I was sleeping. Dang, now I can’t run after them. I’ll have to use my influence over the forest to try to bring them back.
I use my influence to make a teddy bear out of a tree and follow their footsteps to find them.
I make the teddy bear say, “It’s dangerous to be out here, you two! You should go someplace safe and stay there!”
“We’re going to be fine, Mr. Teddy,” the brother says, “We have God on our side.”
“But so many people have died in this forest!”
“Even if we die, we should go to Heaven because we haven’t committed any major sins,” the sister says, “We should be fine.”
“Who are you, Mr. Teddy, and where did you come from?”
The boy uses a cross on him, and the bear falls apart into sticks. I can still hear them talking.
“That teddy bear was demonic?” the sister asks.
“I think almost everything in this forest is evil. We’ve already beaten a few other demons who tried to kill us by appearing like this bear, so we should be careful about everything,” the brother says.
“Okay! I’ll be sure to never let my guard down!”
They’ve already encountered demons? This is bad. I have to get them back to me immediately before something kills them. I construct an imposing monster made of stone, dirt, and branches that has three heads and many limbs. It goes after the brother and sister and stops them in their tracks. The brother and sister try fighting back against the monster, but it has frightened them and shaken their faith especially since the monster keeps reconstructing itself after it falls apart. Parts of the monster fall on top of them and cutting them. The brother pulls his sister away from the monster and I can see the cuts and tears in their eyes as they try not to cry. My monster falls apart completely when I see this as I lose the will to fight them. I didn’t want to hurt them! I can’t believe that my own eyes are tearing up now. My eyes haven’t formed tears in years.
Despite this, I’m still going after them. I can influence the forest in more ways than just making creatures. With my influence, I open holes in the ground, make the trees come to life, and obscure the sky with the leaves of the trees that scream. The kids are frightened, but they don’t turn back. In fact, they’re pushing on even faster now. Everything I seem to do fails me.
My next move won’t fail me though as I create a large fox that sprints after them. It has an open back that can trap them in its body. Wait, what’s happening now? More demons are going after the kids.
“You’ve failed already, human,” one of the demons say, “We will capture and eat the kids.”
No, don’t! I can get them! What? The fox isn’t under my control anymore. Oh, I get it. I’ve gone against the evil force that I’ve submitted to and it’s not allowing me to use the abilities it's given to me. I can’t leave the house and the kids won’t survive the horde of demons coming for them.
“Please, God. I know I’ve been against you for years, but I submit my entire existence to you. Forgive me of my sins because I have offended you. Please, let me save these kids. They don’t deserve to die this way.”
Huh? I can move past the crosses now. I pick up the crosses
“Thank you so much!”
I can also exert some influence over the forest so I can use the ground to push me forward. Once I catch up to them, I use the crosses to defend the two.
“Look!” the sister says.
“Oh, no. Why did you come after us, mister? Did that barrier we put to protect you break?”
They made that barrier to protect me?
“Keep on running! I’ll protect you!”
I use the crosses to the best of my ability as the demons now focus on me. It isn’t long until they overwhelm with their forces. I knew this would happen, but I’m glad that I got to save the lives of the kids.
“Please God, let me see if they made it out safely.”
I can see them. They made it to their parents who were still alive.
“We knew you were still alive!” the brother says.
“Where were you two? We’ve been searching for you for days,” the mother asks.
“A nice man was taking care of us in the forest. He just saved us from a horde of demons,” the sister answers.
“He’s a brave hero!”
I’m a hero? Heh, I guess I ended up as one in the end despite what I was before.

The End

Memoirs of the Mad Maids: Entry 4 - Bianca Biscia

Entry 4 – Bianca Biscia
My work may not seem that important because of the small places I clean, but I’m the most important part of the plan to free all of us from this place, or at least that’s what Vera said. Should I say Mistress Vera now? It doesn’t matter because I have a feeling that the next guest will be the last. Everything is set up to give them the clues they need to free us from this evil place. Some of the other girls and guys might’ve given up hope, but I haven’t.
I arrived here one day after my family’s carriage got into an accident and fell down a mountain. When I came to, I was in this castle being cared for by the maids. I was told that my life was saved because the master likes little girls, which I don’t like the sound of. After a week, I found out that my parents, friends, and possessions were used to feed the castle. I’ve spent every single day of my life trying to mess up the master’s plans. Even though our plans have failed so far, it doesn’t mean that we won’t eventually succeed. The guests get closer and closer every time they appear.
“Ms. Bianca!”
“Coming, Ms. Vera!”
“There you are! I sometimes forget about fast you can move. What’s with all the scratching I hear up there? You aren’t doing your drawings up there are you?”
“No, not at all. Why would I draw when I’m supposed to be working?”
“I’m just checking. You know how important your role is.”
“I do and I’m doing my best!”
“That’s what I wanted to hear.”
“You still have to be making your rounds, Ms. Nera!”
“Will do, Ms. Azzura! Now, go back to your duties.”
“I should say the same thing to you! Hahaha.”
“Haha, I will.”
Every day I scratch the walls of the castle to get to its fleshy roots. These hidden roots in the walls give the master an idea of what is happening around the castle and cutting these dulls those senses. We’re not sure if he knows about this or if he lets us do this because he’s confident of his abilities. All we know is that it’s easier for people to get far into the castle when we cut more roots, so I’m going to keep cutting until I cut them all. I want to make this master pay as much as possible for what he’s done to my family, everyone who’s come here, and me.
Argh! The master keeps trying to influence my mind, but I’m not going to let it. This is a fight that I keep fighting every day. I may slip every now and then because it’s never-ending, but I’m not going to give up! The other girls may have, and some don’t have control over their bodies like I do. I keep telling them it’s all a mental and spiritual kind of thing that they have to keep under control, and no one listens to me.
“Ms. Bianca?”
“Oh, hi Ms. Gialla. What are you doing up here?”
“I’m assigned to help you clean today. You seem to be doing a great job so far.”
“Thank you so much!”
“Let’s get this done early so we can play together! Oh! Wait for me!”
“Come on, slowpoke! Haha!”
Gialla and I clean the small tunnels together while also doing our real job. We get mostly everything done until the guest bell rings. It’s time. We all go down to greet the guest, who’s a young woman. One of the girls goes down to give her a tour of the castle, like always, while we go back to work. After Gialla and I get done, we take a rest in the break room where only the fastest of workers stay to rest until reassigned or until dinner time.
Since the room is mostly empty, “I think we should go check on our guest, Ms. Gialla. You know to see if she’s okay.”
“I don’t think I’ll be able to without being caught because I’m not as small as you are. Plus, I’m an older sister so they’re probably going to reassign me to do something else soon. You can go and check on her by yourself.”
“Okay. I’ll make sure she gets far.”
I leave the break room and head towards the tour route that the maid is supposed to be taking the girl on. She isn’t anywhere near the route when I find her, which is a good sign. She’s carrying a sword with her and has cuts in her outfit. It looks like she’s been through the fitting room where girls are forced in the bodies of mannequins so that the master can have control over our body and mind. I’ve heard that if he dies then we all die with him. That’s fine with me as long as he stays dead.
The girl does a good job of dodging the traps set for her and picking up the notes, so she understands where she has to go and what she has to do. Further into the castle, she comes across two working maids.
“Hey, miss! What are you doing here?”
“Where is your guide?”
“Where are your dress and mask? Shouldn’t you have tried it on already?”
A trap springs on the two maids that traps them against the wall. That worked perfectly. There should be more traps out there for the maids especially ones near the alarms. As she makes it further into the castle, the traps become more difficult to avoid, but she manages to slip by them. She’s almost to the door leading to the center of the castle now. The guards near the door are slightly hindered by the traps set for them, but not restrained. She can’t hold her own against the guards, so I step in to knock one down to make it pin the other down.
“Finish them off!” I tell her.
She does what I say as my body begins to work against me.
“Who are you, little girl?”
“It doesn’t…matter. Just…go. Cut the…roots. Cut…the heart.”
“I will!”
I watch as the girl enters the door leading the to center. She cuts at the roots in the long hallway to the center to lessen the power of the master. Meanwhile, I struggle to regain control of myself. When the master knows that someone acts out of line, he enforces his control on his subjects. He’s in my head and my body is not responding to me. The other maids come this way in response to the alarm that has been triggered by the center door opening.
“Vera! Azzura!”
“Don’t worry, Bianca. We’ve got this!”
The maids, who are in control of themselves, move to help the girl while I’m still struggling. I want my shot at that devil. It takes a little while, but I manage to break off my mannequin legs. I’m not as fast without my legs though I still manage to make it to the center to see the fight finish. Vera, Azzura, and other maids defend the girl from the vines as she stabs the master’s heart.
Everything and everyone start to fall apart into rose petals. The girl is more confused than ever as to what is happening, but she stops frantically moving around to say thank you and a prayer to everyone for helping her including me. I can only give her a smile as the rest of my body becomes rose petals and my soul leaves its shell. It’s over and I can finally see my family and friends again. I can see them now as a matter of fact as the rest of the maids and butlers come with me to meet those we were taken from.

The End

Friday, November 15, 2019

Memoirs of the Mad Maids: Entry 3 – Azzura Velena

Entry 3 – Azzura Velena
Everyone one including the master is still sleeping. I force myself every night to get up to see if everything is in order for when they wake up. All the traps appear to be correct and that’s the most important part. The cleaning doesn’t matter as much since the girls are usually good at doing it. Hm. I wonder who’s crawling around the small tunnels at this time of night. Going up to it, I find Bianca scurrying away.
“Ms. Bianca!”
“Y-yes, Ms. Azzura?”
“What are you doing up this early? A young lady such as yourself should be resting especially with all the moving around you do.”
“I’m just doing some extra work before the other girls get up. My job is important to everyone here, so I want to do as much as I can for them. What are you doing up early?”
“Ms. Bianca, since you’re such a thoughtful girl, I’ll let you go for doing this, but don’t push yourself too hard.”
“Okay! Thank you, Ms. Azzura!”
There she goes as fast as the wind. Bianca is incredibly important to my plan or should I say the plan of the maids. They don’t know that I know about it and they don’t know that I haven’t given up on escape. What the other mistresses failed to realize is that a mistress doesn’t need to completely give their will to the master. I can move and think freely as long as I do my basic duties as a mistress, in fact, I’m freer now than I was before. I don’t know the plans of the boys, but they appear to be up to something if I look in the right areas. As a mistress, I have the abilities of most of the other maids that allows me to be as stealthy as Nera in the shadows and as quick on my feet as Gialla. This allows me to avoid the sight of the master when I need to do my true duties for my fellow sisters.
Oh! It’s time for breakfast. I quickly run to ring the bell to wake everyone up then go down to the dining hall and wait for everyone. The chefs and servants set the table with plates of fresh meat, vegetables, sweets, and other delicacies put on everyone’s plate. This food may seem like it reduces your control over yourself, but that is only a feeling however strong it may be.
“Good morning, Ms. Azzura. Are you ready for another lovely day?”
“I am, Ms. Nera. Are you planning anything special today?”
“Nothing right now, but maybe something will come to mind later.”
“Just like every other day?”
“I guess.”
Vera tilts her head and her smile extends. She’s been moving up the ranks quickly by pranking the other girls and dealing with the guests for the past month. From what I can tell, the girls are intentionally get hit by her traps to boost her up. The girls really like her, so they must be betting on her to replace me. She’s also been convincing a good number of guests to work for us. Convincing a guest to work for us makes you go further up in rank than catching one. What’s weird is that she seems to convince even the rebellious guests to work for us. I’m assuming that she tells them their fate if they refuse to work and they join out of fear.
Even though I can’t freely tell them I’m not their enemy, I’ve been trying to show it while doing my work. The only person that probably notices is Bianca and I’m not sure if she said anything to them yet, but I hope they at least let me try my plan. After breakfast, I go around to check to see if the maids are doing their duties then head to my office to catch the end of a conversation between my two guards.
“And that’s what’s going to-Ms. Azzura! I trust everything is in order?”
“Yes, it is. Is something the matter?”
“No, we’re just making small talk.”
“If something is the matter, you know I’ll do my best to help you.”
“It’s just that we think a girl might be talking to a butler. We’re not too sure about it though, but we have caught glimpses of them together only for them to disappear.”
Ah, I know of this. I’ve let the two be against the rules of the master because they’ve been keeping it secret enough for no one to notice, not even the master.
“Who do you think this girl is?”
“We think it’s Ms. Rosso.”
“I’ll go and confront her about it. She wouldn’t lie to me.”
“Of course, Ms. Azzura. Thank you.”
I exit my office and head to where Rosso is. They guessed right, so I’m going to have to get the girl to stop seeing the man or at least try to be more careful when she tries. When I find Rosso, she’s not in her designated zone. She’s probably going to see the butler, so I catch her around a corner.
“Ms. Rosso.”
“Ah! Ms. Azzura! What are you doing here?”
“I can ask you the same thing. I’ve heard that you’ve been seeing a butler.”
“I-uh. Yes, I have. But all my duties are done! All of the flames in the castles on our side are burning bright and won’t go out any time soon.”
“I’m glad you’re done your duties, but you know the rules. You mustn’t bother the men on their side especially this early in the day.”
“Well, I’m sure he’s done by now too. We both have duties that don’t take very long to do. Besides, weren’t you in a relationship with a man in the castle before too? Whatever happened to that?”
“It’s not important. Now run off and don’t make me hear about you running off again.”
“Y-yes, Ms. Azzura.”
I hope she knows what I’m saying. I’d rather not think about that past relationship especially with how it ended. My husband and I came across this castle while looking for a place to set up our business. This place looked so strange to me at first because it looked like a castle in a foreign country. When I asked the other girls about it, it turned out that the other girls here were from other countries too. My husband and I planned on raising a family here, but…no. I said wouldn’t think about it. For the next couple of hours, I keep myself busy. That is until the guest bell rings.
Everybody gathers near the entrance and greets the guests that come in. It’s a traveling band of merchants. This could be trouble since they have weapons with them.
“Hello, travelers, I am the mistress of this castle. You may call me Ms. Azzura. We’ve anticipated your arrival and set a feast for your weary bodies. Come join us for lunch.”
A man steps forward for the group and says, “I don’t know if we will. All of you seem a bit off with your fancy outfits and creepy masks.”
“Do not be afraid. This is just the uniform we wear in this castle. Don’t be shy. You are guests in our home, and we are here to serve.”
“If you say so. I guess there’s no harm in staying in a very welcoming place.”
“Thank you for indulging us. We’ll escort you to the dining room and place your belongings in a safe place.”
“Okay, but we’re keeping our swords.”
“Why’s that? You have no reason to be afraid of us.”
“It’s part of our uniform.”
“I understand then. You may keep them.”
These people could definitely be trouble. Once they sit down at the table to eat, they begin to relax as they talk to the butlers and maids who make small talk before moving to convince them to work for us.
A woman that is sitting next to me says, “I’m surprised I’ve never heard of this place before.”
“That’s because everyone who does stays to work here.”
“I can see why. This is the life of luxury that would entice anyone who just takes one look at it. What does your master pay you?”
“Shelter, food, dresses, masks, and so much more.”
“I bet.”
“Are you considering a job as a maid here?”
“I don’t think so. It’s not the job for me.”
“Oh come now. It’s a job that you can easily pick up with the right training and the pay is amazing. Why wouldn’t you want to become a maid?”
“Like I said, it’s not for me. The job I enjoy working is being part of my group here traveling around the world selling and buying.”
“I see. Maybe if you see how things work around here, then you’ll be convinced.”
After lunch is done, the maids and butlers take the guests around the castle. I go to the front entrance to see the guards taking care of the things that the guests came in with. The horses, carriages, and their merchandise is taking into the castle walls to be used to feed it. I still hate that thing in the castle. The things and the…no. I’m not going to think about it. I just wish I could break it myself. Huh? I hear the alarm going off. Even though I expected this to happen, I’m not worried. The maids and butlers have abilities that far surpass a normal human
As I walk the halls of the castle, I hear the echoes of struggling and screaming. These are sweet sounds to the master and soothe his rotten soul. Even though we’re supposed to either recruit or trap guests, we’re allowed to take care of them in other ways as long as the maids and butlers don’t leave a mess.
“You monsters! You killed my entire family! I don’t care if I die as long as I die killing you!”
I have to see what’s happening there. When I go to the source of the noise, I see Vera fighting off multiple people. Oh no. Someone is going to stab her from behind! I quickly move to push the person out of the way only to be stabbed by another person near him.
“Ms. Azzura!”
The rest of the maids now arrive and trap the rest of the people. Vera and the rest of the maids crowd around me and help me up.
“Ms. Azzura! Are you okay?”
“Yes, though I won’t be able to do my duties as well as I normally do for a little while.”
“Don’t you worry about that, Ms. Azzura! We’ll all step up our duties to make you proud.”
As the girls are reinforcing what Vera said, I whisper in Vera’s ear, “I hope your plan works out, Vera.”
I can tell she’s shocked to hear what I said behind her mask.
“It will, Azzura.”
“Thank you.”
For the next few days, I’ll have to be ranked as an injured mistress. This means that someone will have to take my place for now. That someone will probably be Vera and with the determination I heard in her voice, I have hope that she will do the right thing while I heal.