Sunday, September 27, 2020

Penance, Penance, Penance!: Chapter 2 – My Sacrifice for All

For the sorrow that is according to God worketh penance, steadfast unto salvation; but the sorrow of the world worketh death.” – 2 Corinthians 7:10

Chapter 2 – My Sacrifice for All

The ruined city that Corleone has walked into appears to have been through a war of some kind with defensive barriers in the streets and torn propaganda littering the buildings and floors. Dried blood, damaged armor, and broken weapon are also found scattered about. Parts of the city and ground appear to be rotting as nature begins to be seeping through the cracks with full trees grown in buildings. Statues of both religious and historical figures have been broken and vandalized with faded writing on them. Strangely, there are bonfires still burning in the city.

The Path of Saints leads Corleone to the fire where a man comes out of the bonfire with flames bursting out of his skin, eyes, mouth, and nose. This man breathes in agony as he looks around and struggles to get his bearings. He catches sight of Corleone and crawls to him.

“You there! I recognize your armor of that as a good knight! Please, you must help us! We are at war with another city. This war is never-ending, and our assailants are still in the city as we speak,” the burning man says.

A hand from the bonfire emerges and tries to pull the burning man back in. Corleone severs the hand from the arm as more start to emerge.

“Please protect me, good knight!”

The ruined city starts to come to life as fighting begins to break out in the streets as the corpses of knights and soldiers rise from underneath the ground to fight each other. Corleone fights off whoever approaches him and the burning man as they seek shelter. Despite moving in different directions, Corleone still manages to walk the Path of Saints without diverging.

“There seems to be no safe place anywhere,” the burning man says, “And this used to be such a safe place. Perhaps if you defeat the enemy leader, the fighting will stop. Come on, let’s go.”

Corleone follows the burning man and protects him as they go after the hordes of enemies hoping to find the leader among them. That is until the Path of Saints diverges and points Corleone in a different direction and stops him from following the burning man.

Noticing that Corleone isn’t following him, the burning man turns around and asks, “What’s the matter, good knight? We’re behind enemy lines now so their commander must be somewhere around here.”

Looking at the Path of Saints that leads in another direction, Corleone shakes his head and follows it.

“Wait-huh?”

The burning man notices the golden blood on Corleone’s boots as he runs away.

“That foreign knight walks the Path of Saints! He walks the path of vanity!”

Most fighters from both sides seem to concentrate on Corleone now as they mock him.

“Look at that fool,” one of them says.

“There are other important things to worry about than penance.”

“Join my side and push back these vile heathens.”

“No, join my side and push back these insolent heretics.”

“He’s a traitor and should be executed!”

“Leave that vain path and do something better with your life!”

Soldiers and knights from both sides try to stop Corleone by going after him. His burning sword manages to cut through hordes of him and his thorny armor protects him from most blows, but they get a couple hits in here and there. The horde becomes overwhelming to the point where one soldier manages to cut Corleone’s head off. A thorny vine in his neck reattaches his head to his body while allowing him to keep running as if nothing happened, however, he still experiences the pain of decapitation. The Path of Saints leads Corleone to the front of a large tower with no entrance with all of them are collapsed. The path has never lead him to a place that hasn’t been significant, so he stands his ground against the approaching horde of soldiers and bloodthirsty citizens.

Now that he has a better look at the horde, Corleone sees that the horde is one singular creature with thousands of people attached to it. The creature morphs and shifts to get around the debris and buildings in the city. People are fighting each other on it as if the creature they’re a part of is nonexistent as their rage for their enemy blinds them to what is happening around them. With his burning sword at the ready, Corleone tries to deflect the oncoming sword attacks only to be launched up in the air and through the tower’s walls. Satisfied that Corleone is out of the way, the two enemy armies continue to fight each other.

Once he pulls himself together after experiencing a new way to get to the place he needs to, Corleone walks down the tower’s steps to find a cramped room with the Nail Cross of Penance holding up the ceiling. The room becomes smaller and smaller the further Corleone walks into it, so he goes to the cross and touches it.

He then hears a voice saying, “God suffered a cross for all, and so you must deny yourself, pick up your cross, and follow Him. If you wish to save your life, you will lose it, but if you lose your life for His sake, you will find it.”

With this information in mind, Corleone picks up the Nail Cross of Penance and begins to carry it across the room. The cross is incredibly heavy and with good reason as carrying it also lifts the ceiling up to reveal more of the room. It digs into Corleone’s shoulder and back like a heavy blade that causes him to bleed and feel like his shoulder is coming apart. This pain causes him to fall to one knee and remember an event from the past.

“Get up and keep fighting, or do you want to let your family down?!” an officer told him during a large scale battle.

Corleone’s mind remembers a battle he fought in to push back an invading army. He fought valiantly only to give up and play dead after being crushed and stabbed so many times. This humiliating memory gets him to pick himself up and keep moving, however, dealing with the pain isn’t any easier. Because of this, he falls again. This time he remembers coming home after the battle.

The enemy had a special torture method that separated a person’s body into pieces so that their bodies had a hard and painful time putting themselves together. Corleone’s failure and cowardice let this happen and his king exiled him because of it. This shame reminds and reinvigorates him to keep moving. The pain of carrying the cross becomes easier, however, the crushing weight of it isn’t any easier. In fact, it seems like the further in Corleone goes, the heavier the cross is. What was once his motivator for continuing is quickly being forgotten as the pain of carrying the cross puts itself at the forefront of his mind again.

Human weakness is susceptible to sin and easily forgets the consequences of evil when misery and doubt consume them. This misery and doubt make Corleone fall under the weight of the cross for the third time. In his mind, he remembers the shame, guilt, and sadness of being exiled. His failures as a soldier, father, and husband make him attempt to take his life. He already knew that he wouldn’t die, but just like all humans, sin blinds us of our ability to reason. A thorny vine grew out from his mouth, constricted his throat, and blinded one of his eyes. All three of his past failures made him consider walking the Path of Saints to complete the Three Indulgences and Three Deaths. With all three reminders in his mind, Corleone gets on his feet once again and makes one final push that gets him to the end of the room where there is a water basin in a space of the wall that the lifted ceiling has revealed. Just like before, Corleone dunks his head into the basin.

“Receive ye the second indulgence for giving the second death, Corleone,” a voice says.

When he raises his head from the water, Corleone feels a heavy weight on him. The Nail Cross of Penance falls to the side as the ceiling falls on him, however, he is able to hold the ceiling up with his own strength. This newfound strength lets him hold the ceiling up and get to the other side of the room without falling once. As he exits the room, he finds himself in a strange hilly town of spiraling towers, houses, and castles. Knowing that this has to be the final place of his journey, he crosses himself before continuing on.

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