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Sunday, September 29, 2019
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After losing their job, a disgruntled young adult moves in with their father. They look through their old drawings and stories only to be sucked into it. Ever since they left, their stories have changed as a result of them abandoning it and their mindset.
What will they learn from their own stories that have grown darker with age and neglect?
Saturday, September 28, 2019
Dreams that Don't Die: Chapter 4 – A Monster of my Own Making
Chapter
4 – A Monster of my Own Making
Huh? I’m alive. I’m at the bottom
of some kind of prison. Am I underneath the castle again? The jail cells around
me contain all the characters I’ve created and the different versions of them.
They appear to be mad as they scream while some try to break up the bars that
hold them.
Seeing me, one of them says, “Why
did you abandon us?!”
The rest of them quiet down before
focusing their eyes on me.
“You left us to die!”
“To starve!”
“To rot forever!”
“Shamed and defaced!”
“Scathed and disgraced!”
“Tainted by indifference and undying!”
“What did we do to you?”
“Are we nothing to you?!”
“Do we even have value?!”
“Free us!”
“Give us a purpose!”
“End our suffering already!”
I should do something for them, but
will it even be worth it?
The creature of imagination crawls
his way to me with one injured leg with its appearance still slowly decaying. It
tells me, “You know what you should do, but you’re refusing to do it. What are
you afraid of? Do you really only care about the money you make and the things
you can accomplish? Do you lack integrity or a spine? Let me answer that
question by digging inside your body myself.”
The creature of imagination enters
my mind by dissipating into it. Characters start leaking out of my body along with
the people I’ve known and different versions of myself. It’s excruciatingly painful
as any slight movement causes me more pain. Who am I again? What do I believe
in? What do I want in life? What do I believe is the right thing to do?
Oh yeah, that’s right. Just like
the hero, I believe in doing the right thing no matter the cost. It doesn’t
matter how many people I help or the reward that I get. What matters is that
someone is helped. That I use my God-given abilities to the fullest. I know what
I’m going to do now. Every part of me that’s fallen out forms a blackened
version of me with a spiral mouth.
It threatens to consume me, but the
hero comes out to face him. The other me catches the hero’s head and tries
infecting his heart with its essence. Come on. Don’t give up. Never give up no
matter how hard it gets. We will make a difference in the end. We will do what’s
right.
The essence of the hero fights the
infection and infects the other me until the two are one. The page turns and
the story is over. I’m back in my room looking at the pictures I’ve drawn. I
hear the door open and go to see my dad who’s smiling the bright smile he always
smiles.
“Hello! It’s great to see you-”
I run to my dad and hug him.
“I miss you so much.”
“I miss you too. Do you like the way
I decorated your room? I know you tell me to grow up all the time, but I tried
to fix it to your liking.”
“I love it. Hey, dad?”
“Hmm? What is it?”
“Can you teach me how to play the
piano again? I want to play with you like how we used to. I’m also going to
start writing books again. I’m not going to let these talents I’ve
been given go to waste anymore.”
“I’m glad to hear that, but what
about working?”
“I’ll work whatever small job I need
to so we can get by and have a little on the side just like how you used to.”
“Are you sure? That expensive
college degree was a waste of time then.”
“Yeah, it was, but it helped me
learn that money isn’t something I should worry about.”
My older brother then enters the
house.
“Oh yeah. Your brother is staying
with us for a while for a father-son special. Since you’re joining us, it’ll be
extra special.”
“You’re joining us?” my brother
asks.
“Yeah. I’m not letting my talents
go to waste. I’m going to do what God put me here to do and I'm not going to run away from it.”
“Oh.”
“What? You’re not going to ask me
what changed my mind?”
“No.” My brother hugs me. “I’m just
happy that we’re together again as a family.”
After some intense training with my
brother and dad, I become good enough to play their songs with them. We play at
dozens of locations and make the people there happy with our music. With my
books, I’m able to show the local town my stories. They’re impressed by them
and rave to me about how unique, relatable, and intriguing they are. One of the
people that like it is a crush I had in school who I’m talking to now. We might
be in a relationship soon.
This is what my life has been
missing. Despite the little we have, I feel like I have the world in my hands.
Nothing bothers me anymore. Nothing concerns me nor make me afraid. I’ve
finally found my place in life. This is where I’m meant to be. My heaven on
earth where I use my God-given talents to make people happy and entertain them.
It will have its difficulties, but I won’t trade it for anything in the world.
The End
Friday, September 27, 2019
Dreams that Don't Die: Chapter 3 – An Industry for the Heartless
Chapter
3 – An Industry for the Heartless
I chase the book that flies into a
school. The school itself has children going in and out of on conveyor belts.
They appear different when they come out with their heads bigger, but their
bodies are smaller. They look just like the monster the hero fought. Heck, some
of the children that come out look almost exactly like the monster. Very few
come out normal while even fewer appear to have improved.
When I go into the school, I’m reminded
of why I hated it so much. None of the things that they taught me about gave me
an idea of what I wanted to do in life. In high school, they always emphasized the
high paying jobs in medicine and science. If not that, then business, the army,
or sports. These are the only options given to me as the valid ones. Everything
else was shunned as being too risky or only for those who could make it for
sure, which is strange because people always talk about the stars that never
seemed like they would make it but became famous and wealthy anyway.
The student’s faces look braindead as
their minds are filled with garbage mixed in with books from a mechanical
teacher. I remember writing this in school and everyone agreeing with me on it.
So many people liked my work and I denied them and others my complete work. All
this was, was a hobby for me I said despite everyone saying I had a talent and
should do something for it. Instead, I just threw it away for something I had
no interest in. I wasn’t even good at the job I ended up taking. It’s one of
the reasons why I felt responsible for losing the job.
A hero comes crashing into the building. He looks around the school in disgust.
“So, this is must be one of the
sources of monsters,” he says as he clenches his fists in anger.
He then starts breaking into the
rooms, destroying the machines, and freeing the children.
The loudspeakers in the school come
on. A voice that sounds like it could be the leader says, “You’ve finally
managed to find us eh, hero? It took you long enough with that useless lump of
meat in your head that you call a brain.”
“It’s a heart and it’s something
that you lack.”
“Oh, I have a heart. I just don’t
use it to think for me in everything I do.”
“And that’s why you lack it. It’s
all shriveled up and corrupted. Just look at what you’re doing to these
children.”
“They’re getting the skills they
need to succeed in life.”
“What’s the point of being successful
if you lose yourself?”
“You don’t know what you’re talking
about. Let me educate you.”
A snake tail tries grabbing the
hero, but he manages to dodge out of the way. He then grabs onto the tail and tries
to yank down the snake from the ceiling. The tail is too slippery for him and
he loses his grip and smashes into the wall as a result.
“You’re going to have to do more
than that to get me, hero.”
“I’ll get you soon enough. Just you
wait.”
The hero then continues freeing the
children from the rooms.
I look to the creature of
imagination and ask, “Is there any way we can speed up this process for him?”
“What about your book?”
“We can find it as we go or after
the hero defeats the leader.”
“If you say so, we should find the
power room that makes the machines operate. Turning that off will free the
students.”
“Okay, take me to it.”
The floor beneath me falls out and I
fall through another two floors until I reach a dimly lit basement.
“That’s the second time it’s
happened,” I say as I lift myself up from the floor.
“Hey, it’s your work.”
“Oh, that’s right.”
Let’s see, where would the power
room be? Ah. Probably past this do not enter sign with a lightning symbol on
it. This doesn’t look like a power room. It’s a maze with different paths with
pipes that come up from the ground and go in different directions. Following
one set of pipes brings me to a room called training where children who’ve been
absorbed all the garbage spit it at the newer children. They’re given help by a
machine in the room, so turning it off should stop this.
Turning back and following another
set of pipes leads me to a room where parents are educating their children on
why they should be in school then go to college, what they should prioritize,
and what kinds of jobs they should pick. Again, these parents are helped by the
machines, so stopping the machines is better than intervening. I just noticed
how bad it smells in here. I’m not sure if it’s the smell of school that brings
up the bad memories that sicken me or the smell of the garbage running through the
pipes. Either way, it’s a surprise that no one seems to be bothered by it.
I take several turns while following
my instincts and finally come across the power room. It has a giant machine in it
that has the pipes from the ground connecting to it. The machine mixes the
garbage, combines it together, and spreads it throughout the rest of the
school. Some of these pipes are labeled. Hm. I don’t really remember being
taught stuff on sexuality, revisionist history, identity, or false religion in
school. I remember learning so much more through my family, videos online, and the
collection of religious and spiritual books that my dad has. Whatever the kinds
of trash they’re being taught here doesn’t matter now because I’m pulling the
plug. I pull a lever, which shuts down the machine, however, it starts to break
apart because of all the building pressure from the lower pipes.
“Get us out of here!” I tell the creature
of imagination.
“You don’t have to tell me twice.”
The creature of imagination flies
us up to the top floor of the school as the floors flood with garbage. On the
top floor, we find that the hero is confronting who must be the leader. It’s a
singular snake with three heads. One snakehead has half a male and female head,
the middle has money for hair and a dollar and cent sign for eyes, and the last
snakehead just looks like a plain snake.
“Subtle on the message, eh?” the creature
of imagination says.
“This was made when I was in high school.
What do you expect? I still like it.”
“Mom? Dad? Is that you?!” the hero
says to the snake with the male and female head.
“Yes, it’s us son. Give up your
useless job as a hero. Let the authorities handle it. What good has your job
truly done if it’s only constrained to here? Other people in the world will
suffer regardless of what you do.”
“That’s not true! It doesn’t matter
if haven’t helped everyone in the world. It only matters that people got the
help they needed.”
“Come on, friend. Listen to us.”
“Not you two. I can’t believe you’re
a part of this! I thought we were friends!”
“We still are. That’s why I’m giving
you a second chance to say yes.”
“No, I refuse. I’m sticking to what’s
right. Friends don’t make others commit evil deeds.”
“You don’t know what you’re talking
about. Let us educate you.”
The snake starts fighting the hero.
Since the snake is so large and fast, the hero barely stands a chance against
it. That is until the children he saved and their parents enter the room to
cheer for him. He regains his strength and defeats the snake. Everyone cheers
for him as he takes the snake then throws it out of the school and far into the
distance. The hero is then carried out of the school by his adoring fans. This
is, of course, how I imagine things would go.
In reality, no one gets instantly
famous as the hero I imagine does. This is just fiction. As soon as I think
that, the world starts getting dark. The people slowly and painfully melt along
with everything around me. I fall into an abyss with my drawings screaming and
decaying around me. I’m trying to imagine something like I do before, but
nothing is happening.
“Hey, hey! Do something!”
I look to the creature of imagination
to see that its eyes are gone with has an expression of horror on its face as its
body is decayed with its skeleton showing. Yeah. I understand now. This is a
fitting end to the story. It wasn’t going to do much good anyway.
Thursday, September 26, 2019
Dreams that Don't Die: Chapter 2 – Neglectful Creator
Chapter
2 – Neglectful Creator
The page turns on me and we’re in
the castle of the queen of hearts. Hearts decorate the walls that appear to be
beating. Going deeper into the castle, I find the Queen of Hearts. She has hearts
for eyes and a mouth with a crown of hearts on her head. The design itself
sounds more morbid when I think it over. I hear talking further down the halls and
I go to see the hero with the queen.
“Thank you again for your service,”
the queen says.
“It’s my pleasure! Just call me
again if you ever need help.”
“I will. Oh, and no stealing from
my royal kitchen.”
“Aw, you know how much I love the
food here.”
“I guess I do owe you more than my
thanks for your work. You can eat as much as you like.”
“Thank you so much, your majesty!”
He then heads off in one direction
while the queen heads in another. I’m glad the hero finally has something to
eat. All he really needs is a real name to be complete. Did he get something to
eat because I wanted him to?
“Your mind and heart affect what
happens in the stories,” the creature of imagination says.
“Can I use it to get out of here?”
“Not quite. Let’s see what happened
to this queen, shall we?”
While following the queen, she
comes across a small cute girl in a small dress with her hair in pigtails.
“Oh, queen, is it true that you can
make my heart into something greater than what it already is?”
“Of course I can because anything
can be done with the power of love. Let me show you.”
I follow the two until they reach a
room that closes behind them. Knowing how the hero turned out, I get close to
the door, but not too close until I hear muffled screaming. Carefully opening
the door, I see that the queen has taken out the heart of the little girl and
replaces it with a mechanical one. Further into the room, I see other little girls
who have been put to work fixing the castle, making clothes, cooking food, and creating
other mechanical hearts. The new girl is forcibly put in line by the others as
the queen adds her heart to her collection. A creak in the door gives away my
location as the queen’s head snaps to it. I quickly close it and try to run
away as fast as I can.
Everything has gotten so dark
already in both event and scenery as the castle is now dark with only dim
candle hearts to light the way.
“Is my journey here going to be
nothing but this?”
“That all depends on you.”
In the darkness, I see the queen
with her arms wide open. Before I can react, she teleports to me and holds me.
“Shhh,” she says, “It’s going to be
okay. You’re going to be treated well. I’ll give you a good job in my castle that
will be more than worth working. All you have to do is give me your heart.”
“I won’t!”
I punch her heart in her mouth and
she screams and flies away into the darkness.
“You’ll pay for that…or…maybe you
won’t have to…”
I hear the screaming of another
little girl in the distance. Since the queen went straight down the hallway, I take
a different path and end up in a throne room with the heartless body of a
little girl on the floor. It’s weird seeing a simply drawn character and feeling
bad for her. I guess it’s because she’s so cute and her condition makes me want
to help her.
“Hold on,” I tell her.
“H-hurry, before they take me,” she
says with tears in her eyes.
“I will. Just hold tight.”
Where could she be? There doesn’t
seem to be any way through this next hallway except straight, so I keep going
until I reach a door with black ink underneath it. Since this is what my drawings
seem to bleed, I go through the door and enter into a dining hall. There I find
the hero eating normal food, thankfully. He doesn’t notice me, so I sneak past him
and go through the only other door in the room. It’s a dressing room with various
life-like mannequins that are wearing different kinds of heart-themed dresses.
These dresses are all ideas that I had for the queen. Oh, I see her now.
She’s admiring her collection of
hearts that are in a jewelry case. I can’t get one of those, but she does have
a crown of hearts on one of the mannequins. When I pick it up, I find that it
feels fleshy like a real heart. How am I going to take a single heart out?
Well, here goes nothing. Ah! I heard a female scream in the room. I look over
to see that a mannequin lost her head. Oh, I get why it happened. The room made
me remember a scene from a psychological horror game I liked. Stupid
references.
The queen hasn’t noticed it as if
it were a normal occurrence so I’m good. I pluck out a heart from the crown, close
the gap in the crown, then put the crown back where I found it. Now the queen
is looking at her dresses and crowns. She’s going to notice if she’s taking
note of the number of hearts on the crown. I quickly leave while she’s still
distracted. The hero is gone now from the dining hall. Where did he go? I hope
he just left. When I exit the dining hall, I hear the queen screaming. She
knows! I sprint towards the throne room to find the little girl still lying on
the ground.
“Come on, come on, don’t change on
me,” I say while placing the heart in her chest.
She isn’t moving yet, and I can
hear someone coming down the hallway, so I take the little girl and carry her
to the exit. Along the way, little girls with mechanical hearts chase after us,
forcing us to go down certain pathways to avoid them. We then reach the exit,
but unfortunately, the door leads to another hallway. What kind of place is
this? Ah!! The floor fell out from under me. I can’t see anything below, and I can
barely hold onto the little girl’s hand while holding onto the floor. When I look
up, I see the queen standing over me with her hand out.
She says, “Give me her, and I’ll let
you live.”
Weighing my options and having an
idea on how this place operates, I say, “Not a chance.”
I then let go and fall with the
little girl into the abyss of darkness. As we fall, I hold onto her. While
falling, I see jail cells and chambers filled with heroes, little girls, and
queens of old. Come on, something has to break my fall. Imagine something
already mind! Ah! The creature of imagination has caught me.
“Thanks for the save!”
“You’re welcome, but we’re not out
of this yet.”
“How are we going to get out of
here?”
“It’s all up to you.”
A hole opens in the walls big
enough for us to go through.
“Now, you’re opening up.”
We fly through the hole then come out
on the other side. We then fall into a nearby park as I realize that the
creature of imagination is too small to carry me. The three of us land in a bush
that managed to break our fall. None of us are harmed, but the little girl is
still out cold, wait, she’s alive!
“Huh? I got my heart back?”
“It may not be your heart, but I got
one back to you.”
“Thank you so much! Are you going
to take care of me now?”
“I guess I have to.”
“Do you have a home to take me to?”
“Uh. It’s outside of this place.”
“Can you feed me? Buy me clothes?”
“Uh, kind of.”
“…I don’t believe you.”
“Wait, where are you going?”
“Since you can’t take care of me, I
shouldn’t be with you. We’d just hold each other down.”
“No, that’s not true!”
She walks away and disappears as if
someone erases her.
“What happened?”
“She left you.”
“Why though? I could’ve helped her.”
“Well, a person who can’t take care
of themselves can’t take of others as well, right?”
“Oh. I understand where this came
from.”
Going forward, I see a mother take
a book away from a little girl, who looks like the rest, and throw it in the trash.
Getting the book, I find a book with drawings that looks like mine. How do
imagination and entertainment allow you to care for yourself and others if it
doesn’t allow you to make a living? My mom and dad answered that question in
two different ways. One was concerned more about money while the other was
concerned more about faith and family.
“What are you doing with that trash?”
“It’s not trash. It’s valuable.”
“How can it be valuable if it doesn’t
sell?”
“There’s more to this than monetary
value.”
The book vanishes into my hand then
goes into my head.
“What are you going to do with it?”
Voices from the past start to fill
my head.
“You can’t make anything from it.”
“What if you give people the wrong
ideas?”
“You’ll be shunned.”
“You’ll lose opportunities.”
“You’ll be an outcast.”
“Your ideas make you look evil.”
“Who are you to tell people what to
do?”
“What if…”
The book then flies out of my head
as my fears push it out.
“Can’t handle the pressure?”
What kind of person can’t handle
themselves? I chase after the book as it flies away with the creature of
imagination comes with me.
Tuesday, September 24, 2019
Dreams that Don't Die: Chapter 1 – Going back to Thorny Roots
Chapter
1 – Going back to Thorny Roots
After about five years on my own, I’m
going back to live with my dad. So much for getting a good job after college.
They had to drop me because of financial issues. I’ve been working a job that
doesn’t pay me very well for the place I’ve been living in and have had to sell
off most of my possessions to get by. Now, I have to live with my dad. He lives
in a small house that’s only a single floor house with an even smaller bedroom
prepared for me. This isn’t even the house I grew up in. Because my dad doesn’t
work a particularly good job, he had to move to this small house that he can afford.
He primarily plays at bars, retirement homes, and restaurants while working a
part-time job on the side.
He’s a real relaxed sort of guy
that doesn’t mind living in poverty while also going to church and generously giving.
My mother was the complete opposite with a stressful job that gave her a lot of
money, but it ended up costing her life. While I followed in my mother’s
footsteps, my older brother followed my father’s who’s singing and making music
in his own little band with his wife with kids at home. I have to admit that I want
a life like my brother’s and father’s, but it’s probably too late for that now.
All I can do now is work a low paying job while supporting my dad until the day
I die.
I’ve just arrived at my dad’s house.
Even though it’s a small place, it’s well kept and clean like the houses around
it. Right now, my dad is out playing at a restaurant. He told me I could watch
him play, but I’d rather move my things in first and adjust to my new house.
Yup. This is definitely a house decorated by my dad. There are pictures and statues
of Jesus, Mary, and the saints everywhere with pictures of his favorite bands
and artists mixed in. He was always a child in the way he viewed life. It wasn’t
anything that really bothered anyone, but my mom and I always wished he would grow
up in certain ways. Bills and money were never a concern for him. Instead, he
only concerned himself with our happiness and God no matter the cost. He was definitely
the part of our family that kept us all together emotionally and spiritually while
mom kept us together financially.
I can’t help but remember the past
when being in this house especially with how my new room is decorated. My dad
got everything I left behind and decorated the room with them. Part of me feels
embarrassed while the other one feels nostalgic. Dad still thinks I’m a kid.
Well, I guess all parents never really see their children as fully grown up. My
old piano set is near the window, toys, games, comics, and other books are
neatly stacked on the shelves, and a box of my drawings and stories is on my
bed.
On my piano, I find a picture that I
drew of my brother, dad, mom, and I in a band with my brother playing the
drums, dad playing his guitar, mom singing, and me playing the piano. I’m not
sure if this is my dad asking me to play music with him or just something that
he’d think I’d be happy to remember. Either way, I put it on the side then begin
to look through my other drawings and stories. These were from a time when I wanted
to be a writer or rather an author. I didn’t like the actual process of writing
and drawing pictures for my stories that much if that makes sense. I liked
telling stories through my work. That was what I liked doing. Since writing
books isn’t that profitable, especially if I self-publish them, I decided not to
write or publish any of this. This was just a hobby and nothing more than a conversation
piece with family and friends.
These ideas were just ridiculous. They
definitely came from the mind of a child who was trying to deal with life. These
characters were drawn with an overarching theme of hearts and a cutesy, but horror look
to them always drew people to them. I’m surprised my parents didn’t see the
obvious themes and message I was trying to convey. It’s weird reading through my the written stories and comics. My old work appears to be criticizing me for my
actions and how I disregarded my God-given talents.
Hm. I don’t remember making some of
these. They appear to be staring at me with messages aimed at me. What’s this?
A space for you? What? Hey! The pages are sucking me into it! What’s going on?!
Ah! Where am I now? I’m in a black and white space lying down on the space that
was apparently made for me. A familiar animal appears to me as if drawn on the
page. It’s the creature of imagination and dreams. It has the head of an
elephant, ears of a mouse, and body of a cat.
“Hello. It’s been a while since we
last saw each other,” the creature says in a feminine voice mixed with a masculine
one.
“What’s going on here? How did I get
sucked into the pages of my old work?”
“How did your readers get sucked
into the work? It’s strangeness, the way it spoke to them, and your unique
touch sucked them in and because of that, you were sucked in as well.”
“That’s not a good answer for how I
was literally sucked into it.”
“Why does it matter now? What
matters is that you’re here. I am your guide, your favorite animal that you’ve
drawn.”
“Are you? I remember drawing a lot
of other animals that I liked.”
“No, I’m your favorite. Period.”
“Okay. Guide me to the exit then. I
want to get out of here.”
“You will in time, but the exit is
passed all of your stories.”
“Fine. I have an idea of what to
expect.”
“Do you now? Let’s hope you know
how to deal with your own work.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
I walk forward and the page turns
on me. It goes through me and I appear in a small modern town with a castle at
the center. This is the main town that the story happens in with a castle decorated with hearts is
the home of the Queen of Hearts.
Because of how general this picture
looks with nothing going on, I ask, “What story is this supposed to be?”
“You’ll see soon.”
Huh? What’s going on with my head? Two
characters climb out of it; one being the hero with a heart for a brain and a
brain for a heart and a monster with a large heard and mouth and a small body.
The monster speaks with the mouths that
are in the place of its eyes, “You aren’t going to stop me this time, ‘hero’!”
“I have to stop you for justice and
for peace!”
Both fight each other with the
monster using his tongue to fight the hero. The skills of the hero allow him to
tie up the monster with his own tongue and restrain him.
“You have to keep that tongue of
yours under control.”
Someone comes out of one of the
buildings thinking it’s safe only to get their heart stolen by the monster’s
mouth eye.
“You let him take my heart! Get it
back!” the heartless citizen says.
The hero reaches into the monster
and takes out the stolen heart. He then seals the monster’s other mouths before
giving back the stolen heart to the citizen.
With the heart back in its place,
the citizen says, “I’m sorry I was so rude to you.”
“Don’t worry about it!”
He then salutes the citizen before
heading off. I follow him only to trip over something in the alleyway. Is…are
these dead bodies? These look to be the dead bodies of the hero. They look
either starved to death or beaten up. I see one coming down the end of the
alley. He looks through the garbage cans but finds nothing but papers and throws
them aside. Past the point of starving, he starts biting his hands. I pick up
the papers to see that they’re rejected resumes. I guess no one hires heroes
even in this place.
Huh? The hero starving hero has a
withered heart in his head and a withered brain. His mouth is now full of sharp
teeth, his eyes are crazed, and his hands are sharp bone-like claws. He must’ve
been eating his own hands. As I slowly back away, I accidentally walk into a
trash can. Hearing this noise, the starving hero smiles then starts running towards
me
“Hey, stay away from me!” I say as I
try running away only to suddenly find myself at a dead end.
More starving heroes find their way
to me and corner me with a hungry look in their eyes.
“You starved us!”
“You left us behind!”
“We never got to live.”
“Feed us!”
“Feed us!”
“Feed us!”
“Feed us!”
“Get away from me! Stop!”
My mind blanks as they reach me. Before
I know it, I hear the sound of a pencil drawing something. After that, I open my
eyes to see myself back in the town as if nothing happened with the creature of
imagination and dreams beside me looking at me.
“It wasn’t quite you remembered
writing, was it?”
“No, it wasn’t.”
“But it is what you imagined. This is
still your work and the product of your mind. Do you want to see more?”
“I’m guessing I don’t have a
choice.”
“Kind of, no.”
I must admit that I want to know
what happened anyway. What happened to my work? The creature said that this is
a product of my mind. Did something happen to me to make my work this way? What’s
wrong with me?
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Peter's mother's dying wish is for him to be together with Rebecca, a lifelong friend. Since he fondly remembers being with her, he gives her a chance but is surprised when she tries to kill him. He hides in a house only to then be trapped in it with her. The house works against him while offering him and Rebecca the chance to live in their memories together forever while being able to change what happens and repeat them as many times as they wish.
An Absurd Date in An Abnormal House: Chapter 3 – Love by Choice and Force
Chapter 3 – Love by
Choice and Force
While heading into the basement,
the door closes behind Peter and Rebecca.
“Figures,” Peter says before continuing
down.
The basement is a simple room with
hundreds of pictures covering the walls and ceiling. These pictures play the
memories of Peter, Rebecca, and other people with small differences as they
loop. When they look down, Peter and Rebecca
see dozens of people embedded in the house’s foundation with their faces
contorted beyond recognition. They stop holding hands for a second as the
people beneath them start reaching out to them as if beckoning them for their
presence. Their arms don’t touch them, but it feels like they’re sucking them
in somehow.
The same female voice that they’ve
been hearing in the house tells them, “We’ve been waiting for you to join, Peter. Why are
you keeping your family waiting for you?”
“We figured you had to do something
with this, but who are you?” Peter says.
“Who else would I be besides your
mother, Peter?”
“Damn. I didn’t want to believe it.”
“Everyone in our family has done
this tradition for the past few generations. We fall in love with the people
our parents assign us and bring them here where we live out our memories over
and over again. The house allows our bodies to have children and live in the
world until our children are ready for this marriage.”
“This isn’t any kind of marriage or
real happiness. It’s delusional occult garbage.”
“I’m sad to hear you say that, but
unfortunately for the both of us, I can’t force your decision by ending your
life. Some of the people within our family have had their fill of memories and
the cracks that you’ve been slipping through to survive are a result of their
will to escape, however, we can still make you decide.”
“I decide-”
“I know what you want. Rebecca is the
only one who is undecided.”
“Rebecca…”
“Let her decide. I won’t let you go
if you interfere.”
Rebecca thinks about her decision
and settles her mind on it. She brings up a memory of them fighting and adds in
a knife to her hand that she puts to Peter’s throat.
“Please, make this easy for us,”
Rebecca says as she holds the knife over Peter’s chest as if asking him to push
it down.
“I’m not going to give up so easily
like you.”
Peter breaks the illusion, but
Rebecca manages to keep her knife. She tries stabbing at him while he tries to
find another way out. He tries pulling down the memories from the walls and
this weakens Rebecca’s ability to use her memories. As Peter throws the
pictures at each other to knock them off the wall while also knocking the
pictures off the wall, he fights Rebecca’s use of memories with memories of his
own. She uses the few memories of fighting while he counters with memories of the
present. It’s as if the past is fighting the present and with every picture
broken, Rebecca weakens until a bunch of the pictures are broken. The souls
stuck in the house are free, the string connecting Rebecca and Peter disappears,
and Rebecca’s ability to use their memories against him disappear. The pictures
that once moved are now still and decay into pieces.
“Why, Peter?”
“It’s time to move on from the past.
There’s no reason for us to stick ourselves in it when we live in the present.
Come on, let’s get out of here.”
With nothing more she can do, Rebecca
gets up and follows Peter out of the house. The house itself now has a lighter
feeling to it as if the spirit possessing it is gone.
Once they’re outside, Rebecca asks,
“So now that it’s all over, can we finally be together?”
“I don’t know.”
“What? Why?”
“You tried killing me so many times
when you didn’t have to. You’ve been one of the most precious people in my life
and this betrayal has me iffy on whether or not I should see you anymore.”
“Peter…”
“Just give me some distance and I’ll
decide.”
Rebecca starts to cry as her guilt
gets to her. She tries to hug Peter, but he pushes her away.
“I said give me some distance. Now,
I need something to break down this stupid hous-…where the hell did it go?! It
couldn’t have just walked off. We didn’t walk that far from it. Do you know anything
about it?”
“My parents did say that you can’t
destroy the house so I guess whatever is in it disappears and moves on to
entice another family with what it can offer.”
“Damn it!”
“Peter, I-”
“Stop it already!”
Peter runs away from Rebecca and back
to his car. He quickly turns on the car as Rebecca tries to break into it. He
then drives away and leaves her in the dust. After everything that has occurred,
he takes the day off to reflect on what he wants to do. While relaxing and
reading a book on how to deal with the dark nights of the soul, he remembers when
Rebecca and he used to watch horror movies and how Rebecca liked to play as the
slasher when they played pretend. This memory gets him to stand up in time to hear
the door to his backyard being opened. After a couple seconds, he sees Rebecca
in his house with a knife.
“Of course this would happen,”
Peter says as he puts down his book.
“Don’t you just shrug off me coming
here!” Rebecca says as she shakes with tears in her eyes, “That house is still
out there. Maybe the deal between it and your family is still active. Maybe we
can still live our memories together forever.”
Peter approaches Rebecca, knocks
the knife out of her hand, slaps her as she tries to fight him, grabs her, then
puts her through his dining room table. He then immobilizes her by holding her
wrists and sitting on top of her. She is unable to move or fight back.
“It isn’t so easy to fight me when
I’m at my normal strength, is it?” Peter says with some sarcasm.
Rebecca starts to cry as she says, “I’m
sorry, Peter! I’m so sorry! I love you! I really do! Please, give me another
chance!”
“Okay.”
Peter releases Rebecca from his
hold and sits on the floor.
“Really?”
“Yes. Even though our parents
pushed us to be together, I still legitimately love you.”
“Do you really even though I might still
kill you?”
“You know what?”
Peter gets the knife and gives it
to Rebecca.
“I trust you to make the right
choice, Rebecca. You know that we can live a happy life together without having
to do what our parents wanted.”
Peter closes his eyes and waits for
Rebecca’s choice. She almost immediately throws the knife aside and throws herself
on him and kisses him. They then get married soon after, have children, and
live a happy life together while making new memories to remember, but not to be
stuck in because the present is where love lives eternally.
The End
An Absurd Date in An Abnormal House: Chapter 2 – Die with Me if You Love Me
Chapter
2 – Die with Me if You Love Me
Their recent experience with a past
memory has dropped them into the living room of the house. With seemingly
everything working against him, Peter goes through different plans in his head.
Rebecca patiently waits for her next tool to attempt to kill him with while
keeping them in place. She then uses the string connecting them to pull him
closer and hold him. Because she isn’t doing bad, Peter reluctantly holds her
as he just assumes that she isn’t planning anything, an assumption based solely
on his feelings.
“Did you know about this, Rebecca?”
Peter whispers in Rebecca’s ear, “Did you know that if we died together then we
would be reliving our memories together forever?”
“I knew about it, but I didn’t know
that the house was alive.”
“Why do you want to do this?”
“Because I love you and I hate you.
I want to spend the rest of eternity with you and I want to kill you for taking
up so much of my mind that I can’t think of anything else.”
“I can hear you two you know?” the voice
in the house says, “Fulfill your dream. You can do it without my help.”
“Okay.”
“Rebecca…urck!”
Rebecca initiates a memory where
she and Peter where hugging each other at the front door of Peter’s mom’s house,
except this time, she’s imagined that she’s stabbing Peter in the chest with a
knife. There isn’t any blood, or a stab wound as Rebecca imagines the knife stuck
in his chest. Peter tries to imagine the knife out of the existence of the memory,
but it’s in conflict with Rebecca’s will to kill him.
“Please, this is for the best. Don’t
make it any harder than it has to be,” Rebecca says.
“No…it doesn’t have to be this way,”
Peter says while in excruciating pain.
Using her own force against her,
Peter uses Rebecca’s want for the knife to be in Peter’s chest to make it go in
him then he spits it out of his mouth.
“Why don’t you want to die for me?
Don’t you want to be happy with me?”
“Not like this.”
Peter tries to imagine restraints
on Rebecca, but she counters it by imagining them together. She then imagines them
in one of the fighting video games they used to play together. Rebecca is her
favorite character while Peter is his.
“I like it, Rebecca,” the voice in
the house says, “I’ll make it so that if your health bar runs out then you die.
It’s a win-win scenario.”
The game begins the fight to the
death. Peter tries to imagine something different, but Rebecca’s constant
attacks keep breaking his concentration. He fights against her while also
fighting against her imagination and manages to get the upper hand. They’re
almost out of the game and somewhere different until Rebecca uses a special
move that takes out a good chunk of Peter’s health. Both he and Rebecca are
close to death, so plays both offensively and defensively, making sure to take
only small bits of her health while taking as few hits as possible until he
successfully manages to break them out of the game and back into the house. He
imagines that they’re kids playing video games at night.
“Peter, Rebecca! We’re going out now!
Don’t stay up too late!” Peter’s mom says.
“We won’t,” they both say.
Rebecca’s and Peter’s parents leave
the house and they continue playing for a bit.
“Do you want to get something to
eat and drink?” Peter asks.
“Are we allowed to bring food into
your room?” Rebecca asks.
“Mom never told me not to so we
can.”
“Let’s go then!”
When they head downstairs, they
hear creaking and noises that aren’t made by them.
“Is that you Peter?”
“No.”
Rebecca clings to Peter.
“Who is it then?”
“It’s probably just the house.”
“I hope you’re right.”
“Kill him, Rebecca,” a voice in the
house says.
“I know I heard something!”
“It’s nothing.”
Peter struggles to keep the memory
going as Rebecca and whatever is in control of the house fight him. The two
then find something in the kitchen. They then hear something going on outside.
Going out to investigate, they find that the neighbors are having a party. The
entire backyard is lit up with a variety of lights with music playing to add to
the mood.
“Wow, they have stars! I have to
ask them where they got them!” Rebecca says.
“We can ask them later. It looks
like they’re having their own party,” Peter says as he tries to go back inside.
Rebecca runs outside and dances underneath
the light to the music. Seeing all the fun she’s having with it, Peter runs out,
dances, and sings with her.
Wonderful
beauty
Living
star, shining sun
Let
me dance with you in the sky
Let
me keep you happy
Keep
smiling
Keep
shining on
Let
your grace be known to the universe
Don’t
grow cold and go dark
You are the light of my life
My guidance when the sky is dark
The one my life is tied to
The one I will love forever
Illustrious
light
Living
star, shining sun
Will
you always rise in the morning?
Will
you always be there when the night comes?
Never
stop shining when you’re surrounded by darkness
Stay
strong even when you start feeling weak
Lean
on me when you need help
Let
our lights cast out our enemies
They
cannot break us apart
They
cannot defeat us when we’re together
Living
Star, Shining Sun
You
are the light of my life
My
guidance when the sky is dark
The
one my life is tied to
The
one I will love forever
Living
Star, Shining Sun
May
you shine on eternally
Let
your love be known to all
Let
us give warmth to those we love
Let
us be the light of hope for others
Let
us dance in the sky and love each other from now until forever
After they tire of dancing, Rebecca
notes that, “We didn’t dance to this song then. We danced to it not too long
ago.”
The scene changes to what Rebecca
remembers. The two were teenagers when they drove out to a clearing in the
forest where no one would bother them.
“Yeah, but it was also at that time
as well. That’s why I chose that song to dance to.”
“Oh…”
“Rebecca. You don’t need to listen
to the voice in the house. We can get out of this.”
“How come you never asked me to be
your girlfriend?”
“I always saw you like family. It would
feel weird to me if we got married.”
“But you always talked to me about
being together forever. I thought you loved me.”
“I do! But…”
“But what? This is why I hate you and
love you. You never did take it another step. We were just family who saw each
other every now and then and it was killing me. We wouldn’t see each other for
months and when we did, it was the best, but then we had to be separated again.
I wish our parents would’ve just sent us to the same school and lived in the
same area. They just had to put a lot of distance between us.”
“Hey, I feel the same way.”
“Then let’s die together.”
“No, not like this.”
“I only have eyes for you, Peter.
Even though my parents kept me away from other boys, they didn’t need to worry.”
“My parents did the same for me,
but with girls. I was never interested in any of the girls at school or in the
neighborhood, so they had nothing to worry about.”
“So if we feel the same way, then
what’s stopping you?”
“It’s like I said, we were basically
family. Plus, our relationship felt forced.”
“She’s trying so hard to convince
you to be her husband and you’re giving her the runaround. Let me help make
this easier on you two,” the voice in the house says.
Back in the house, the two find
themselves in a hallway. The hallways enclose them with spikes on the walls.
“Now, there is no possible escape. Simply
push him into the spikes or just push yourself in. Your death will be quick
like receiving a needle from the doctors,” the voice instructs.
Peter tries to feel the walls for a
possible exit while Rebecca’s thoughts about the past have her thinking about
what she should be doing. She then tries pushing Peter into the spikes, but he
grabs onto the table next to him to catch himself.
“Rebecca!”
“Just die already!”
A painting next to her gives her the
knife it was holding. She takes it and pulls him toward her with the string
between them and tries to stab him. He blocks her with one hand, but his other
hand is restrained by a shadow in a painting behind him that’s come down from
the wall. The other paintings and pictures on the wall watch the struggle and
cheer for Rebecca.
“You can do it!” they say.
“Finish him.”
“You can be with him forever now!”
“You’ll never know pain or
suffering!”
“You can be free from the world!”
“You’ll never have to worry
anymore.”
“Just imagine how happy you’ll be.”
Peter tries to make Rebecca
remember their time together to stop her. Though they may be few, he knows that
she values them the most. Memories of laughter, dancing, friendship, and play.
They may have fought a couple of times, but no friendship is free from that.
These memories that flood into her mind get her to drop her knife and throw
herself into the spikes, but Peter stops her by pulling on the string between
them.
“Why? Why are you still trying to
save my life?” she asks.
“Because I can’t do this without
you.”
“Right, because if I die, you have
to die with me.”
“That’s not all it is.”
“Shut up!”
As Rebecca tries to kill herself,
Peter continues searching for an exit. He finds a lightly colored pink wall that’s
almost invisible on the white wall. Seeing as this may be something, he slams
his shoulder against it a few times until the light pink part of the wall
breaks down. He then pulls himself and Rebecca into the room as the spiked
walls close in on them. Now in between the cracks of the house, Peter catches
his breath.
“There’s no escaping this house,” Rebecca
says.
“I’ll find one or make one myself,”
Peter says with as much confidence as he can muster.
“What are you talking about? Do you
see how this house is? There’s no hope of leaving.”
“There’s always hope. I found this
way, didn’t I? There has to be other holes in the house we can use to escape.”
“I doubt it.”
“What about that fleshy thing that you
stabbed in the bedroom? It relinquished some of the house’s control. Since we’re
in the cracks of the house, we can maybe find something here that can do the
same.”
“I don’t know. Maybe I should’ve
killed you when I had the chance.”
“No, don’t listen to anything the house
tells you or makes you feel. It’s working against both of us. Come on, let’s
see what we can find here.”
Rebecca reluctantly follows Peter’s
lead.
“Where did you hear about that idea
from first anyway? Did the voice in the house tell you before I arrived at your
house?”
“No, my parents told me before
going out to it and not long before you arrived.”
“Really, your parents told you? They
must have something to do with it then. Wait, if they told you not long before I
arrived, then they knew I was coming somehow. I wonder if my mom has something
to do with it now. I wonder if dad knew as well.”
“It sure sounds like it. Everything
in my life sounds like a setup for this moment.”
“You’re right. Hopefully, we’ll
find some answers soon.”
After going deeper into the house,
they find what look to be human bodies embedded in the house with what look to
be veins that go all through the house like electrical wiring.
“These must be what’s controlling
the house,” Peter says.
The bodies appear to be moving ever
so slightly before one forms a face and says, “There you are!”
The small space to close on the
two. Peter starts pulling at the wires and ripping them out until the small
space expands back to normal. Seeing this result, Peter keeps ripping at the
wires.
“We have to rip all of these out!”
“…”
“Come on, Rebecca! These wires give
the house its power. If we can rip all of them out, we might have a chance of
escaping.”
“…”
Peter holds Rebecca’s hand while
getting her to look him in the eyes.
“Please, trusts me.”
“…okay.”
Rebecca and Peter keep tearing the
wires out while the house screams and shakes as if it’s in pain. Once all the
wires are out, the house calms down. The two carefully walk out of the space in
the walls to see that the house nearly appears normal now except for the
windows and exits that lead to solid walls.
“Peter…”
“Rebecca…”
“Why?”
The two begin hearing voices in the
house calling to them from the basement.
“Don’t you want to be happy?”
“Don’t you want to eternally be
with each other?”
“Don’t you want to fulfill your
parents’ wishes?”
“Don’t you love one another?”
Peter goes near the basement and says
to the voices, “Who are you?”
“Come down here and find out. We
won’t harm you. We can’t do anything other than keep you here because of what
you’ve done. We wouldn’t think of even hurting you.”
“What do you think, Rebecca?”
“We may as well since we don’t have
any other choice.”
“You’re right. Let’s go find out
who’s behind this.”
Peter holds out his hand for
Rebecca and she takes it as they descend the stairs into the basement.
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