The Question, The Answer, The Lies, The Truth: Chapter 2 – The Answer

Chapter 2 – The Answer

I enjoy a cup of tea at a coffee, tea, and dessert shop on a bright afternoon as I wait for the next person I’m supposed to help. He soon appears from the shadows and stands behind me.

I extend my hand to one of the chairs at the table I’m sitting at and say, “Please, take a seat, Timeo Severe.”

The legendary hero of divine shadows obliges my request and does as I say. He stares at me as he reads my soul and takes in much of my history. His hair and eyes are pitch-black, his skin is a pale white, and his expensive suit, tie, shirt, and shoes are alternating shades of white and gold.

“We can speak like normal people if you want to learn more, or you can continue to look into my soul and learn more if you wish, but if you do, we’ll be here for the rest of the day,” I say.

“I know that there’s only so much I need to know. For someone thousands of years old, you dress quite modern, Caiaphas,” Timeo says.

“What can I say? I like simple grey suits, dress pants, white gloves, and dress shoes with a red tie. Fashion peaked in the nineties, in my opinion, and has been going down ever since. You dress much the same way, don’t you? There have been more times that you’ve worn suits than you have anything casual.”

“Heh, you’re right. I do like my suits. What’s the mask for?”

I remove my mask to show the void under it.

“That’s why. Even though superhumans are accepted as normal in this day and age, I still tend to freak people out if I don’t wear the mask.”

“You don’t think that your mask with four eyes and a mouth in the center is freaky?”

“It’s a penitential mask made by a friend of mine in the Renaissance period. Before then, I wore hoods and other masks, but none of them were as good as this one, so I continue to wear it to this day. Would you like a coffee or tea? I may have no face, but I can taste in the void of my face, and everything in here is great.”

“No, thank you. I’m more of a wine and milkshake person. What made you leave a note on my desk to have us meet up like this? What do I owe the honor of speaking to a legendary, but unknown man like yourself?”

“The Lord moved me to talk to you in the way that we’re talking right now.”

“You’re one of His tools to test and save sinners. Am I in need of such help?”

“You are, even though you’re one of the most virtuous men in the world, alongside your brother-in-arms, John Elio. Speaking of him, you can come and join us if you want, John. This is a meeting between brothers of the Lord.”

John Elio gets up from one of the tables and joins us. He’s a humbly dressed man with a deacon’s red shirt, gold cape, blue jeans, and brown boots. His golden blonde hair, shimmering blue eyes, big smile, and face look as if they reflect the sun. He looks at me like Timeo did, but doesn’t seem to look too deeply into my history.

“So, what’s the purpose of you wanting to meet Timeo here?” John asks.

“To talk to you both and congratulate you on conquering the world for God and the Church. I’m glad this age has you two leading it in the right direction. That previous so-called modern age refused to learn from the mistakes of the past and was leading the world into a suicidal spiral.”

“I guess that means you’re buying our meals and drinks?”

“Sure. They’re on the house. I’ve known the family that has run this shop for generations.”

“A deeper question we should ask is what advice do you have to give us?” Timeo asks.

“You both can read my soul and see much of what I’ve been through, so you already know much about what I’m going to say. Take what you need, and please, relax.”

“Is that really it? You don’t have a test for us that’ll place us in that pocket dimension or whatever you have for those you try to convert?”

“I don’t see why I should. Much of my power activates similarly to yours, Timeo. The Lord does much of the work, and I am merely the vessel.”

“But didn’t you say that I need help?”

“You do, and you are getting it. I won’t be able to give much more than what the Lord has given to me to give to you. Besides, if you need to know more, the Lord will find a way to give it to you.”

John Elio sits down with a cup of coffee in his hands. He says, “Let’s just enjoy the old man’s company then, Timeo. How was being a priest in the time of Jesus?”

“I made the least of it, being corrupt, and only wanting power, riches, and whatever my body craved. The greatest gift I received during those times was the wake-up call that the Lord gave me. From then on, I didn’t try to avoid pain or mitigate it. Instead, I embraced it as an offering. I gave myself up to the Romans and their Nephilim to be tortured so that my fellow Christians could live.”

“Nephilim?” Timeo asks as he sits down and sips his hot chocolate.

“Superhumans in today’s terminology. Nephilim was just what they were called in my day. They were also called witches, gods, saints, devils, mutants, and so on.”

“I see. Was there ever an age like the one we’re living in now?”

“Yes, and it was the age of the Crusades, when the Church had the sense to have the Gospel in one hand and a sword in the other, and knew when to effectively use mercy and justice. It’s a shame that age fell because of heresy and infighting. It could’ve continued for more than two hundred years if men didn’t so easily fall into corruption and the temptations of easy living.”

“Do you think our age will last as long or be shorter?”

“I can’t say for certain. All I can say is that I want it to continue for thousands of years. What the Lord has told me for certain is that your descendants will conquer and bring faith to the stars.”

“That’s interesting, but I’m fine staying on Earth,” John comments.

“You will. It’s where you belong, and your talents are needed.”

“What would you say are the most important lessons that you’ve learned in your life?”

“There’s only one, and that’s to always rely on and be faithful to the Lord. You both already know it, so no matter how many challenges you may face, you already have the catch-all solution to them.”

John and Timeo look at me and shrug their shoulders. For the next couple of hours, I talk with the two greatest heroes of this age about their lives and share stories from mine. Part of me is jealous of both of them, not just because they’ve been more virtuous than I have over their lives, but also because of the lives they lead. Both men don’t let the wealth and power they have corrupt them, and they always remember to give glory to the Lord in all they do. They’ve never cheated on their wives, and their families are the second most important things in their lives, bringing them joy and meaning.

After all is said and done, I get up from the table and say, “May the Lord always be with you, brothers. Keep up the good work and don’t let your worries and concerns for the future get to you. The world is in good hands with both of you guiding it.”

I walk outside the shop, into the light, and teleport to the next location, always thanking the Lord for everything, especially the quiet and calm moments that I’ve just had with men who best represent what true servants should be like.

The Question, The Answer, The Lies, The Truth: Chapter 1 – The Question

Chapter 1 – The Question

“Let His blood be upon us and our children.”

These words that I’ve said are burned upon my mind and soul. It was from the day that I was a sinful man and a shameful priest of Israel. I had forced the Son of God to be crucified and gloried in His suffering. He said He had come to save humanity, and yet, He had not raised armies against the Romans, nor did He raise the people to take back what was ours. Instead, He performed miracles, healed the sick, and made the Church look corrupt, so I hated Him for it.

“Let he who is without sin cast the first stone.”

His words when I first tried to ensnare Him in a trap with a woman I was having an affair with cut deep within my soul and further enflamed my hatred against Him. He looked directly at me and wrote my sins into the ground, so I fled before I could be embarrassed further. It was the day I decided He should die, and on the day of His crucifixion, I mocked and spat at Him from the front of the crowds. Because I was so close, His blood splattered on my face, and His holy blood burned my face. I was taken to be cared for in my house.

Again, I hated Him for what He denied me, and He even took away the joy of hearing about His death since the veil was torn in the temple, and my family and mistresses died while the earth shook. I was convinced He was a curse and everything that happened was His last strike against me. For three days, I was in burning, agonizing pain with wraps around my face. On the third day, I heard He came back from the dead, so I demanded to see proof, and as I finished speaking, He walked through my doors like a ghost.

“Caiaphas, will you continue to persecute me for the sake of your power and ego?” He asked.

I could no longer deny it. He had fulfilled the Scriptures and prophecies, so I proclaimed Him, “My Lord and my God.”

He then explained my new purpose in life for the foreseeable future, told me to take off the wraps from my face, and look in the mirror. I did as He said and saw that I didn’t have a face anymore. I could see, and yet, my face was a void I could put my entire hand into and feel nothing. I didn’t care, nor was I horrified. At that point, I was more disgusted at my previous life and thanked God for the second chance that I didn’t deserve.

Even now, after thousands of years since those events, I remember them every day as if they happened yesterday, and ever since then, I’ve been doing the Lord’s work, punishing sinners and bringing them back to Him. Tonight, my sight has been directed to a man who has been having difficulties directing his life and the lives of others. Hudson is his name, and his office building is home to a moderately successful business for his town. I walk through the building’s doors like a ghost, through and up the office’s interior and stairs as if I belonged there, and into Hudson’s office. He’s startled by my sudden appearance and tries to sneakily call for security with a button under his desk.

“Peace, Hudson. I come bringing you help, even though it may not seem like it,” I say.

“You’re the one who’s going to need help, buddy,” he says.

The door to Hudson’s office opens as his superhuman security guards enter and try to take me away, but my powers activate and ensnare us. To Hudson, it seems as if time itself stops. Everyone and everything freezes in place and begins to dissolve into a consuming darkness. When the darkness lifts, Hudson finds himself trapped in a large, maze-like series of claustrophobic, rusty metal cages he can hardly stand in. He’s stuck in a mess of razor wire arranged like spiderwebs. As for me, I stand outside the cage, free to walk around as I please, surrounded by the suspended bodies of those familiar to Hudson.

Hudson asks who I am, and I give the same short explanation I give to everyone, saying at the end, “It doesn’t really matter who I am. It matters who you are. Do you know who that is?”

“What do you want?! I have money, and I know people who can probably get you anything you can name,” Hudson says as he starts to sweat.

“I don’t want anything from you. It is my Lord who wants something from you, namely, your repentance and dedication of your soul to Him.”

“I don’t deal with demons.”

“This is no demon or false god I speak of. I am talking about the only God, the Lord Jesus Christ.”

“Why me?”

“Why not you? He suffered and died for all of us; therefore, every soul has the chance to be redeemed and saved.”

“I hardly know the first thing about that. I’ve forgotten most of it since my time in high school.”

“That was a shame you lost the faith so early. Your parents and teachers saw great potential in you to become something greater than what you are now. Even to this day, they still pray for you, despite the words you said to them that broke their hearts.”

“How do you know so much about me?”

“The Lord tells me everything I need to know about you for your salvation as if I were your guardian angel.”

“More like guardian devil. Let me out of here!”

“There’s only one way out, and that’s to repent. Physical strength won’t free you from the razor wire, and even if you did have superpowers, they wouldn’t move you an inch. Your soul must move towards the goal lest you bleed out and die.”

Hudson notices he is bleeding and instinctively moves in fear, which only hurts him and makes the bleeding worse. He screams out for help and does his best to physically move himself to no avail.

I remind him, “Only the Lord can save you now. I can help you, if you’ll let me.”

At his wits' end, Hudson catches his breath, looks up to me, and says, “Okay…okay. Give me some help here. I need some advice because I have no clue what to do.”

“Your sins. Confess them with honesty.”

“Alright. I…I regret stealing from my family. I regret ripping off my friends and tripping up my own company so we can make our financial goals. I regret firing people who didn’t deserve it, and the time I broke the heart of a nice girl, but I rejected her because she was too religious-ah!”

Hudson realizes that he’s moving, slowly but surely, while also cutting himself on the razor wire.

“Good work, Hudson. Keep going.”

“But I’m cutting myself as I crawl, and I can’t stop it!”

“The confessing process is painful. This is simply how it must be. You won’t die faster because of it, but you will if you stop.”

“Ah, hell. Alright…uh…I’m actually regretting leaving the religious life behind and faking it so that I can be socially acceptable. I regret making fun of others who truly practice it and devaluing it with my words, thoughts, and actions. There’s everything that I did with my friends, like sleeping around, getting drunk, ripping people off, and stealing from stores. Actually, a lot of my mistakes were made when I was a teenager. Do I need to confess every single one of those sins? I can’t remember them all exactly.”

“No, the Lord will be merciful and accept what you can give.”

“Then what else can I give? That’s all I can think about right now, and I’m starting to slow down!”

“You know the answer. You know the people you wronged and what you have to do to make amends.”

“Fine. I’ll go broke, and…I’ll message everyone my apologies.”

“You can do more than send them a simple text or call them.”

“Alright, alright, I’ll personally visit them.”

“You must also divorce the woman you are with.”

“I thought divorce was sinful?”

“There is no divorce in a rightful marriage, but you only married the woman you’re with because of her riches, her connections, and you’re physically attracted to her. This should be easy for you since the love you once had with one another is long dead. Even your forced love-making sessions have grown stale.”

“I can’t say you’re wrong about that.”

“Well?”

“Alright, I’ll do it! Why am I still not moving any faster?”

“You confessed and want to do all these things to save your life, not so much because you’re sorry and out of love with the Lord.”

“What do you expect when I haven’t done anything religious in years? I’m a piece of crap, I admit it! I need to relearn everything from the ground up.”

“Yet, your confession and your desire to change are honest. That’s all that really matters. You now better see the faults in your life as the razor wire has bled out and revealed the cost of your sins within your soul. There’s only a single step that’s expected for you to make.”

“What’s...what’s that?”

“Come now. I’ve already told you.”

“Okay…I’ll dedicate my life to God, not because I’m afraid of punishment, but because it’s the right thing to do. I see that now! Give me a chance to try, but don’t come back to me if I fail. As I said, I need to relearn things, so I’m bound to fail again and again. It’s one of the reasons why I fell away from the faith. I’m afraid of failure and admitting I’m wrong.”

“Aren’t we all?”

“What else do I need to give? What else does God want? Tell me, and I’ll give it to Him a hundredfold for the years I’ve denied Him.”

“What else? Look around you.”

Hudson finds himself outside the razor wire cages. He’s ecstatic at the realization, so much so that he hugs me, but then backs off.

“I don’t know why, but I feel free and want to thank you,” he says.

I hug Hudson and say, “You don’t need to thank me. Simply, sin no more, and I’ll be happy.”

Reality shifts, and Hudson is startled to see us back in his office without a scratch or drop of blood on him. He looks up at his clock to see that time hasn’t moved in the slightest, and then back at me with his superhuman guards, dead on the floor with razor wire cuts all across their bodies.

“What happened?” Hudson asks.

“You passed your test,” I say.

“But what about them?”

“They were tested after you and failed.”

“Huh? It happened that fast? I don’t even think a single second passed.”

“That’s all the time a true confession from the heart can take. Don’t let the new flame of love for God go out from your heart, Hudson. Rejoice for your second chance, but beware of falling again.”

“I won’t sin again, I swear! If I do, I promise to pick myself back up!”

“For the sake of your soul, I hope so. May the Lord be with you. Always glory in His mercy.”

Hudson falls to his knees and starts to pray. The rest of his office is frightened by me and what I’ve done. I walked past them, since I have not been moved to test them, at least not yet. My soul is being guided to another I must put through the test, so I walk out of the building, into the shadows, and teleport to the location of my next target, all the while glorifying God and thanking Him for the mercy and justice He has given out today, just as Hudson is now doing.

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Once a top-tier researcher and deadly hitman for the powerful Coronamento Corporation, Aubert had plans to mutate all of humanity into superhumans, but after seeing how many people he hurt and killed to get to where he is, he swears off everything he's done and embarks on a one-man quest to destroy everything he's built, even as his greatest apprentice, Evangeline, stands in his way.

Shame in Shades: Chapter 3 – When Giving Everything is Necessary

Chapter 3 – When Giving Everything is Necessary

The sight before me is no surprise to me in the slightest. I’ve arrived at the secretive facility hidden in a farm where the superhuman formula I’ve made to use on the world. Everything is falling apart, and everyone is evacuating as the facility explodes from within. The very ground erupts in flames and caves in, catching and killing some of the retreating researchers and guards. I stop and stand at the entrance of the facility, hoping against hope that Evangeline will walk out, but after waiting a few minutes and seeing no one else leave, I walk into the facility.

Inside, much of the facility is destroyed, on fire, and collapsing in on itself. The bodies of its inhabitants and its test subjects are dead or will be in seconds. What a waste. Would it be strange for me to say that this feels like seeing my own home be destroyed? Part of me wants to save what’s left, but I know that doing so would serve no purpose other than keeping trinkets from a life I’ve sworn off, so I walk past everything like an inconsiderate parent. Even as I walk to the facility’s dispersal center, I keep hoping to see Evangeline, and my foolish hopes keep getting dashed with every passing second.

Entering the dispersal center, I see Evangeline uselessly working at failing machines that soon break and explode in her face. Dead bodies lay around her broken capsules with the superhuman formula and more broken computers and machinery, which were all vital to her goal. As she reels from the explosions, Evangeline turns to me, angrier than ever.

She charges at me, I catch her attack, and she yells at me, “You’ve ruined everything!”

“If you didn’t have tunnel vision, you’d see that before you activated the dispersal plan. Like I’ve said before, make sure your enemy won’t be able to fight back before the fight begins,” I say.

“I thought I had it all figured out! The formulas and plan were perfect and logical. As you’ve said before, figure out the complexities because the simplicities are a waste of time.”

More of the facility explodes, making the floor fall out from under us. Evangeline and I immediately get back up to fighting. I counter a flurry of attacks and then pin her to a wall with one hand.

“That was our primary flaw. We missed the forest for the trees. Realizing my thinking was flawed at a basic level was what changed me. I keep wondering to myself how I could’ve missed the fact that the faith based on suffering and love is the true one still baffles me. Through it, I saw the simple but endless value of human life, and that evil seeds will inevitably bear spoiled fruit.”

“So, what are you going to do now? Your life’s work is destroyed. Are you going to kill me to wipe the slate clean?”

“I estimated that you had about seven minutes to repent before the facility kills us. You still have time to change and save your life. It only takes a single decision made within a second.”

Evangeline looks at me and then struggles out of my grasp to continue our clash.

“I won’t die! I refuse to! I’ll kill you, survive this, and begin again to make my dream of a better world come true without you!”

I leap up and slam Evangeline into the floor, sending us into the deepest depths of the facility, where the most horrifying research was done.

“No, you won’t. Give up now, and you may at least save your soul.”

“I don’t care about that! All I want to do is become the greatest hero in the world and save it from itself! I’m going to be greater than you ever were.”

We continue our clash as more of the facility falls around us. I think of the many things I could say to Evangeline, but I know that every one of my arguments wouldn’t have worked on me if I were in her position. In this moment, I realize that there’s no more hope for her, so I take the fight seriously, push my body to its limits, and knock off Evangeline’s head. I then plunge my hand into her chest to break her heart and the many other organs that make her regenerate. With the last bit of my legacy dead, I sit in the fires consuming us to make sure that she doesn’t come back.

As the facility falls on us, I take off my sunglasses, hold the remains of Evangeline’s, and I reflect on my life and see nothing worth remembering. I don’t want to remember the promise I made to my parents or the poor people I’ve helped. The memory of far succeeding in school and work was all for nothing, not even being given honors by the founder of the Coronamento Corporation to do as I pleased. None of it is worth remembering or writing into any history book, like I once wanted. Instead, I should be forgotten, except I also don’t want to be. Lord, remember me when you come into your kingdom.

The last of the facility falls on me, burying me and knocking me out. I awaken not long after with the ruins of the remains on me. Evangeline’s body is ashes, and yet, I feel fine enough to move the debris on me. I’d rather have died, but seeing as how I’m living, I’d rather not die like this, so I claw my way out of the debris and punch and kick my way out of the destroyed facility into a sunny day. Somehow I’m alive, even though I expected and wanted to die. It was a foolish idea, just like my others, so this should be no surprise to me.

Why wouldn’t it have ended like this? I feel a single tear fall from my eyes, and an unintentional smile forms on my face, which I quickly wipe away. What do I do now? I could continue being a vigilante, punishing evil, or I could settle down and live a simple life. I’ve already done enough damage trying to fix the world, after all. I guess, just like everything, I’ll pray on it and see what God decides. Walking away into a new day, a new life, I hope to receive an answer soon, no matter what it may be, because whatever He decides will be better than whatever I can come up with.

 

The End

Shame in Shades: Chapter 2 – All Amounting to Less than Nothing

Chapter 2 – All Amounting to Less than Nothing

A child runs up to me asking for help. He says that his father is holding his mother at gunpoint, and some other things, and all I can think about while he’s talking is whether this is a task for the authorities or me. Not wanting to be contradictory to the real truth I’ve embraced, I follow the child to where the father is and shoot him. Everyone suddenly gets upset and starts telling me that he wasn’t himself and that they didn’t want this. The mother gets so upset that she gets the gun from the father’s body and points it at me, prompting me to instinctively shoot her as well.

With things having gone from bad to worse, I simply say to the crying child, “At least you don’t have inept parents anymore.”

I walk away from the child to cry with the dead bodies of his parents, something that I’ve done before, but at least this time, I’m not having any assistants take away the child to be experimented on and fill the ranks of the Coronamento Corp. In my pursuit to destroy everything I’ve built, I’ve been hitting lesser offices, research facilities, and singular people. For example, the town I’m in houses many of the people I’ve worked with, influenced, and taught. Many of them don’t expect me to be sitting with their family, eating dinner, or patiently waiting on their couch while their security system is still on. If they didn’t expect a threat to be waiting for them at home and a plan to deal with it, then they deserve the deaths they got.

I leave many homes fatherless, motherless, and without parents in general, sometimes killing the entire family if everyone fights back against me. Don’t ask me why I chose to defend myself after my objective is complete. Perhaps it’s my instinct again, or me being offended by being assaulted by their pathetic attacks. It could also be that I feel pity for my attackers and allow them to join their family members in death. Few of them fight back, and even fewer do so effectively against me. In a way, they disappoint me with how ill-prepared they are for an ambush when they should’ve been expecting one.

It almost makes me wish for a challenge, and as I’m expecting one, Evangeline finally decides to show up. I hear her approaching from a far distance and react fast enough to catch her fist with a single hand.

“It’s about time you showed up. I expected better from you,” I say as I use my other hand to punch her and send her flying backward.

Evangeline lands on her feet and comes right back at me with a flurry of punches and kicks, all of which I block with a single hand, while keeping my other hand behind my back.

“I thought you’d go after bigger targets like production facilities! That’s what you taught me to do! To cut off the enemy’s main strength so they’d be easier to kill!” Evangeline says.

Using my free arm, I grab her face and slam it into the ground.

“That’s what I’ve been doing. Destroying all these lesser facilities and eliminating all my targets deprives you of what you need to mass-produce my greatest mistake.”

Evangeline bites at my hand and punches and kicks at me like a child throwing a tantrum.

“It wasn’t your greatest mistake. It is your greatest accomplishment! Our research and plan to make everyone in the world superhuman could solve world hunger, make sure no one goes thirsty again, and give people the same regenerative abilities we have!”

“It’s all dirty research based upon the torture and slaughter of innocents.”

“Who cares if it means we solve a majority of the world’s problems and extend the lives of people tenfold?!”

“That’s the exact issue right there.” Picking up, Evangeline, I slap her around until I punch her into one of the now abandoned houses. I go through the house, sending her flying back repeatedly as she keeps getting up and coming at me. Now, in the backyard of the house, I keep punching her over and over again as she struggles to get up. “Many innocent lives have died so few can live longer, and many thousands, if not millions, will die if we had finalized my plans.”

Evangeline doesn’t try to get up again, as she struggles to catch her breath and regenerates the crippling damage I’ve done.

“Again, I ask, who cares? For the sake of a better future, there’s no such thing as too big a sacrifice. Because of the magnitude of your successes, I believed in you. I thought that was the greatest lesson you taught me, that our successes define our worth.”

“That lesson was incorrect. A mistake.”

“You said that all mistakes are avoidable.”

“A fool who thinks too highly of himself says that. Failure isn’t an obstacle that can be avoided, but an inevitability to be dealt with, and the true worth of a man is found in his ability to succeed after failure, not by how much he has succeeded. Everyone fails. Everyone makes mistakes, whether they like to admit it or make excuses for how their shortcomings are the fault of others or outside their control.”

“You must be pretty worthless in your view if you’re trying to erase everything you’ve created.”

“I am. As far as I know, I’m the most worthless man in the history of the world. All my works have been a witness to my corrupted character and will be nothing more than dust in the wind by the time I’ve destroyed them all.”

“What about me? Are you going to kill me like everyone else to ensure the destruction of your legacy?”

“It was my first thought, but then I remembered how mercy was granted to me. I would be a hypocrite if I didn’t give you chance after chance to repent.”

“What about those others whom you killed? Did you give them a chance to change?”

“No, because I don’t know their personality like I know yours, and since yours is like mine, there’s a chance; however, slight that you’d change. Oh, and is your assassin going to take their shot yet after all this stalling?”

I look at where I hear the slight sounds of footsteps coming from just in time for the assassin’s shot to hit me, tear me in two, and make me fall to the ground.

Evangeline stands up and says, “I knew you liked talking about your ideas and actions, but why did you do it when you knew about my plan?”

“I wanted to see the results of your own research. I have to say that I’m a little impressed. I hardly heard them approaching; the pull of the trigger was near instant, and the speed of the bullet was faster than a half-breath. Still, it wasn’t enough to kill me. How disappointing,” I say as I steadily regenerate and my body puts itself back together.

“Do you still not see the good in our research and experiments? Your body was cut in two, and yet, it easily puts itself back together, and you act like you are slightly inconvenienced.”

“Yet again. It was worth the price, and many will die whose bodies will not work with the formula that has given us this temporary immortality.”

“Then I’ll force you to see how good it is. As you have taught me, I am one step ahead of you. Everything I need to spread our formula across the world is complete, and even though it may not be spread in a single day as we planned, the world will be completely changed within three days.”

“That won’t happen.”

“You’ll see. For now, please test out these other experiments that I’ve independently created.”

Evangeline uses her super speed to run away as a group of superhumans dressed in head-to-toe black body armor surrounds me. My body has now completely regenerated, so I try to push back the experiments, but they react fast enough to push me back.

Taking my glasses off, I sigh and say, “What a waste of time.”

Looks like I’ll have to take this a little seriously. I quickly throw my glasses at one of the experiments and use my other hand to draw my pistol and take a few shots at another. The experiment, who was shot, is nearly crippled, so I finish them off by ripping off their head and heart as the others start to dog pile me. I block and counter their attacks with punches, kicks, and a shot or two from my pistol. A lot of fighting within seconds, and after a minute, it’s all over. Evangeline’s experiments are in pieces, each with its head either broken or torn off, and their hearts are crushed. To be sure, I gather some gas from the nearby house, use it on the bodies, light a match, and burn the remains.

As I watch it burn, I feel disappointed. Not so much about the results of Evangeline’s experiments, since they were meant to stall me, but because the assassin’s shot didn’t kill me. I know what a man like me deserves, and yet, I still live. Either that is mercy or punishment; either way, I can do what needs to be done, and I thank God. I take a new pair of sunglasses from my jacket, put them on, and cross myself before walking away to finish what could be the final act of my penance.

Shame in Shades: Chapter 1 – Burning Down One’s Life’s Work

Chapter 1 – Burning Down One’s Life’s Work

In the streets of a city on a cold, dark, and rainy night, I walk out from a church, born again with new conviction and purpose for my life. Three superhuman criminal scum follow me and whisper to one another behind my back. Knowing what they want, I intentionally divert course from my main objective to deal with them.

Ducking into a pitch-black, dead-end alley, turn around, and say, “Turn around. You don’t know who you’re messing with.”

The ugly bastards laugh at me. One of them says, “Says the man who’s trying too hard to look cool. Do you even know where you’re going, Mr. Sunglasses?”

“You walked into a dead-end, idiot!” another says.

The three superhumans show off their powers. One makes flames come out of his hands, a woman turns her body into steel, and the other man turns his arms into blades.

“Tch,” I say as I take my sunglasses off. “What a pathetic set of powers. I’ll say this one last time. Walk away.”

“We’ll tell you this one last time. Give us everything in that big coat of yours, or we’ll tear you to pieces.”

I sigh and say, “What a waste of my time.”

Opening my eyes, I activate my superhuman reflexes, draw my pistol, and kill each of the scum in one shot. I put the pistol away, put my sunglasses back on, and continue walking to my original objective. It’s then that I remember that I should cross myself for the pathetic souls that I’ve sent to be judged and do so. I’m still new to this way of thinking, but I shouldn’t stupidly forget the basics. Still, I also shouldn’t forget to be so demeaning to others and myself. That’s how I got myself into this mess and wasted my life.

Arriving at the Coronamento Corporation compound, I look at it as if it were my own child, one I had designed to my specifications. I come back like a murderer in the night, to strangle it so that it doesn’t wake up to do any more damage to the world. Throwing aside my grievances, I swipe my card, enter the gates, and walk to the generators of the compound with the blasé of a man simply returning to work. Entering an elevator, I see my reflection. A blonde man with fair skin, sunglasses, a long gold and black jacket, and a leather black shirt, pants, and shoes. Red veins are showing near my hands in my pockets that I try to hide, and around my left eye. I take off my glasses and look into my gold and black eyes, trying not to hate the man in front of me and doing my best to bear the sight of him.

The elevator dings, I put my sunglasses on, and walk through the generator room. Sure enough, there’s an ambush of superhumans, robots, and heavily armored and armed men waiting for me. Evangeline, a woman whom I knew but hoped to never see again, pushes her way through the security forces and stares me down. She wears her usual yellow and red lab coat and medical uniform, and the sins of my mistakes show on her body. Half of her face is crimson red, and her left arm is mutated, with multiple eyes on it that stare at me.

“Huh. I expected a man like you to have anticipated this. What’s the matter, Aubert? Have you lost your foresight along with your senses?” Evangeline asks.

“I wanted to talk to you,” I say.

“Talk? What could you possibly say to prevent me from ending your life?”

“I have learned in my studies that there’s more to life than great works to be remembered by.”

“I know that. I am your apprentice, after all. I wouldn’t have anticipated your betrayal and next course of action if I didn’t follow and worship your every word and move.”

“If you are following me, then you should follow me in what I’m doing now. Everything we’ve done for the Coronamento Corporation in the dark was for nothing because it was all done through evil means.”

“We’ve experimented on and killed the enemies of humanity’s progress. What’s evil about that?”

“The torture we put people through to achieve our ends. The faith that we held to was a fraud of the true one, and gave us excuses for our actions. I’m not going to tell you again. Follow me, or you’ll be left behind. I taught you to know better.”

“You did. That’s why I have to be against you.”

Drawing our weapons, Evangeline and I fire our guns, both of which are pistols meant to kill, pacify, or put to sleep superhumans that we designed. A bullet hits me, but my bullet hits the primary generator control panel, causing an electrical malfunction to make the entire place start to explode. My wound quickly heals and spits out the bullet in me back at Evangeline, who dodges it, only for the bullet to hit another major electrical system and cause more major, irreparable damage.

“You still have a lot to learn,” I say.

“Should’ve known that you wouldn’t create a weapon that could kill you, but then again, you wouldn’t have inspired me if that were the case,” Evangeline says as she charges toward me.

As my former apprentice and I fight, the security forces that were backing her up flee for their lives as everything blows up and burns. We throw punches and kicks at one another at inhuman speeds, so much so that by the time we catch each other’s attacks, a gust of wind blows back the flames around us.

“I’m having trouble believing your motives. Why betray the Coronamento Corporation and the Dominion?! Why destroy everything we’ve created?!” Evangeline asks.

“Hasn’t it been obvious? We’ve been working together since the Coronamento Corp was bigger than the Dominion. All our research into turning all of humanity into superhumans came at the expense of the undue suffering of others. It has all been fruitless!”

“No, it hasn’t! Look at me!” Evangeline knees me in the ribs, causing me to let go. She then kicks me through a wall into another room. “I am the next step in human evolution, immune to most forms of damage and diseases. The years we’ve spent experimenting on people have taught me that what we were doing was right and that we should go through turning every single man, woman, and child into superhumans. The Dominion wouldn’t have conquered the world without the fruits of our labor!”

“When I look at you, I see an ugly mistake,” I say as I get up.

“I can touch up my appearance when all is said and done. That was probably the only flaw of our creation, how unappealing it may look at times.”

“I wasn’t talking about that. I see myself in you, and my own reflection is the last thing I want to see.”

“Then don’t see it anymore. There’s no use fighting you here since your objective is complete. Go live in the middle of nowhere while I continue our research in places that will now be on the lookout for you. Goodbye, Aubert. I guess it’s true about what they say about not meeting your heroes.”

Evangeline walks away from me through the flames. In turn, I run through the flames, up the emergency stairs, and out the building's doors. Before I can put any distance between us, the generators explode, propelling me back into the city and smashing through the windows of a nearby office building. No one is around, so only the computers, chairs, desks, and the window I broke are destroyed. I’m not hurt at all, nor is my outfit burned or damaged by the explosion. Luckily, I made regenerative clothing, so the bullet that hit me has healed through my skin and clothes as well.

With the view that I now have, I watched the compound I worked at for years burn and blow up. Would it be strange to me if I felt worse at watching this than the taking of innocent lives? Maybe for other people, but it shouldn’t surprise me. Maybe that’s not what I’m feeling bad about. Perhaps I feel pity for Evangeline. I led her to where she is today, and has done and said the things I would’ve if I were in my old state of mind and her situation.

If there were a life I’d feel guilty about taking, it’ll be hers. What a shame that it will have to happen. I walk off the edge of the office building, run down, and walk nonchalantly as soon as I hit the ground, as if I were walking that way the entire time. I still can’t take my eyes off the compound. The authorities are trying to put out the fire, but their efforts are futile. It was designed so that if the generators were destroyed, the entire facility would go up in flames, destroying its secrets and production to keep it from the hands of others. Oh, that’s right. I cross myself for the lives lost and cross myself again for the lives I’m going to take. I guess it’s true that the more things change, the more they stay the same.

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Among many incredible superhumans and well-known vigilantes, Oliver is surprisingly ordinary. He works as a part-time vigilante at night, armed with just a knife and a small pistol to protect his family and neighbors. Still, he'll do whatever he can with what he has to fulfill his role as a loving and protective father and husband.