Chapter 6 – My Drive and Passion
Today’s going to be another great day. I can feel it. After the normal morning breakfast, Alexa and I clean the house together while making small talk as we play music we used to listen to. It’s a fun little time, but we get pretty dirty after cleaning, so we take showers after. She takes a shower first, as I wait around. I think she forgot her change of clothes since she left it on her bed or does she change in her room? She takes a shower before I wake up, so I don’t know. Oh, she’s coming out now.
Alexa looks so beautiful with her hair down.
“What?” she says with a little giggle.
“Nothing.”
“Ah!”
Her towel slips a little to reveal a little skin. Did she do that on purpose? That blushing smile on her face seems to suggest so.
“Or it could just be your imagination,” the other me suggests.
She says, “You can’t look at me while I’m naked even though we’re in a relationship, so you better watch where you’re looking.”
“I can’t help it if my eyes look at the most beautiful lady in the world. It’s a bad habit of mine.”
Alexa laughs a little and gives me a little tap on my face before going into her room to change. After my shower, I get ready and we go out for another day of fun. We do a bunch of exercises before going back home for lunch. Alexa gets the idea to feed me my food as she puts it in my face. I do the same for her as we feed each other.
“How romantic,” the other me says in a mocking tone.
It is. Don’t be jealous, me.
Once our rest is done, we head over to a part of the city where there are trees.
Alexa says that she wants to, “Do what we did in the old days. I should still be able to climb these trees especially they aren’t as big as the ones back home. You should go first.”
“Alright. I got this.”
I climb the tree with little hesitation and mistakes even though I haven’t done this in a while.
“See? I can still do it.”
“Showoff. Here I go!”
Alexa climbs the tree but slips near the top. I catch her and help her up to the branch I’m on.
“Just like old times, right?”
“Agh, shut up.”
Besides that little incident, Alexa and I sit in the tree with my arms around her. We enjoy each other’s company as the sun sets. She then gives me a kiss on the cheek.
“That was for all the times you saved me from falling and not just when we climbed trees,” she says as she rests her face closer to mine.
“Don’t get too excited,” the other me says.
How can I not with how the past few days have been going? She’s obviously trying to tell me something.
“Wait for marriage.”
I know-
“Take her,” a strange distorted version of my voice says.
What?
“She’s yours. She wants you to embrace her. Take her into your arms and complete your bond together.”
“Don’t listen to that voice, Michael! Control yourse-”
What?
“Control y-”
I think the other me said to control myself. My head is getting really fussy for some reason. It’s getting dark right now too, so I wake up Alexa and we descend down the tree to go back home. We hold hands on the way back, and my head’s starting to hurt now. It feels like a dozen hands are squeezing it, and a dozen voices are whispering in my head.
“Do it.”
“Make her yours.”
“Subjugate her.”
“She wants you to.”
“You deserve each other.”
“Her mom did say she wants grandkids.”
“Listen to your heart.”
What’s happening to my head?
“I’m not done with you yet.”
Maybe some rest will make me feel better. When dinner is done, I go straight to bed. I say some extra prayers to get the voices and feelings to go away. Alexa enters the room and gives me a kiss on my head.
“Good night. I love you,” she says.
“I love you too.”
That didn’t help.
“Now’s your chance.”
“That was her signal.”
“Go for it.”
I wrestle with myself for a while as my head starts to sweat until I manage to fall asleep.
“I’m not done with you yet.”
The nightmare version of Serenity jumps out at me in the darkness, which wakes me up. She takes my hand and leads me to Alexa’s room and disappears to leave me at her bedside. Alexa does look cute while she sleeps. She’s wearing a tank top and short pants. Invisible hands pull me onto her, and I can barely resist as I gaze upon her beauty. My hands instinctively touch her face and go down her body. They then go up to her hands that I hold. She seems to be enjoying this. Good. I lower my face down and kiss her lips. Now she’s really smiling.
I then softly bite her neck as I hold her hands in position as she tries to move them. She’s getting restless. Is she waking up? I look at her eyes as she tries to get them open. When she fully notices me, her eyes widen.
“Mic-Michael? What are you doing?” she asks in her sweet voice.
I…What am I doing? This is a mistake. A horrible mistake. What have I done? I run out the door with my hands over my head in disgrace then out of the house into the night. I think I might’ve heard her calling to me, but I don’t want to hear it right now. I want her to go back to sleep and forget about what happened. I want her to forget about me after I even attempted that, but I want more! No! I want more! I want someone else to do it too!
What’s happening to my appearance? I’m more feminine and feel even weirder. What’s happening to me?
Give in already! Satisfy my desires! Give in. Give me what I want!
End of Phase One
Phase Two – Rampage
Who is going to satisfy me tonight? I want a girl that has everything I want. A cute face, pretty eyes, and the right kind of body. She has to be innocent, but also have a naughty side to her. Her outfit has to reflect it too, and I think I might’ve found the right target. She’s a corner girl, but she’ll do.
I approach her and say, “You look like a pretty doll. Do you want to play?”
“That’s one of the cheesiest pick-up lines I’ve ever heard-”
When she looks at me, she gets scared and tries to run away, but I catch up to her. I pounce on her and feel her. She’s too used, so I let her go. I wonder who else I could get. I do like older women even though Alexa and I are the same age. Maybe I can find one that looks like one from those hentai games I used to play. I also wouldn’t mind it if she had huge milkers and a dominating personality.
As I walk the streets, people stay away from me. I wink at them and throw kisses their way. I know they want me, but they’ll have to wait their turn while I look for my real target. I can hear a voice calling out to me to stop, but I don’t know what it’s saying. Why would I want to stop when I feel this good?
I’ve found a woman that matches the one in my head. She’s got the mature look I crave. A mature woman is like fine wine. They only get better with age. This one is so precious I could die. She’s sitting on a bench by the water and showing her kid the moon, but she isn’t wearing a wedding ring. I could be her next kid and her husband at the same time.
“Hello, there pretty lady,” I say to her.
“Haha, hello. Why are you bothering with an old lady like me?”
“Because a lady such as yourself needs company on a night like this.”
“Well, aren’t you a gentleman?”
I go to grab her by the shoulders, but her kid grabs my hand.
“Do you want to hold my baby? As you can tell, he’s very friendly.”
“I…Uh…”
“Here you go.”
The lady gives me her child. He smiles at me and giggles as he holds my hand.
The lady then says, “I can tell you’re lost. Do you need help getting home?”
“Uh…no.”
“You should go back home since it’s so late. I’m sure the people that care about you will miss you.”
“I uh…I guess so. Sorry, for bothering you.”
“It’s no problem. I’m glad to help. Have a good night!”
“Y-yeah. You too.”
Do I recognize that lady?
“Excuse me? Do I know…”
There’s no one there now. I look around the bench and find a rosary. I’ve been wanting to get another one. Whatever is inside of me is screaming out in pain trying to wrestle back control. What is even going on? Why am I out here? Give me what I desire! Something is still fighting me. I don’t want to be out here. I have to go back to Alexa to apologize-but first!
I see that little girl from before with the elephant. She’s by herself. Out for a late night jog by yourself, I see? You best be careful little girl. There are people out there who won’t hesitate to take your innocence. I find a way to get in front of her and I catch her in my arms.
“You know it’s dangerous to be out here by yourself, little girl.”
“It’s you again! I knew you’d be out here. Do you still want that elephant I have?”
“Wha-no, I don’t.”
“I’ve been praying for you these past couple days. It looks like my prayers have been working since you’re still alive. Oh, do you have a place to stay?”
“…I do.”
“Then all of my prayers have been answered.”
“…What are you doing out here by yourself?”
“I went to go see a boy I like. His parents moved farther away into the city, so I don’t see him as often as I used to. We’ve been taking turns going out at night to see each other.”
“You shouldn’t do that. It’s too dangerous.”
“But I really do love him.”
“Then get your parents to make time to drive you to him or the other way around.”
“I guess so. I don’t know. I’m scared to ask them.”
“If you’re brave enough to be out at night like this, then you’re brave enough to ask your parents.”
“That makes sense. Thank you for convincing me!”
“And don’t forget that even though you may have distance between you two, the love you share will keep you together forever.”
“Thank you for telling me that! You’re like an angel mister! I’m so glad I met you.”
Some strange people come from behind and take away the girl. I think I recognize them. They’re dressed like the people from the Doll Factory.
“Who are you?” I ask them.
“It’s none of your business, boy.”
It is my business. Scum like you shouldn’t be kidnapping anyone let alone a child.
“This is my business.”
“Don’t bother with us or-”
As she turns her head, I sock the woman in the head then knee her friend in the stomach before smashing his face into a nearby wall. This is great! I’ve never felt this sensation before. I should be fighting against people like this and not trying to be like them. I can feel my appearance begin to change. I can see in my reflection in the store window that I have a mask on my face, my head is on fire with rage, my shirt is off, and my black pants are ripped. I don’t have any shoes, but I don’t need them. I like this look more than my feminized one.
“T-thank you for defending me,” the little girl says, “I didn’t know who those people were.”
“I think I have an idea. They’re the reason I’m here and why I got messed up.”
“That’s terrible. They must be evil people.”
“They are, and I’m going to make sure none of them hurt anyone else ever again.”
I search the pockets of the two people I knocked out to find addresses written on scraps of paper. I’ll find every single one of these people to make them pay for everything they’ve done.
The chapter title is a reference to the song My Obsession by Skillet.
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