Saturday, July 18, 2020

Villains are People too: Chapter 1 – It’s Good to be the Villain

Chapter 1 – It’s Good to be the Villain
Zain’s recent actions have made it clear to the tribes that make up the Kingdom of Lampada that he should be stopped, so they send a small force against him. They arrive at where the ruins of his tribe are to discover that it’s been built back up. What was once ash and wreckage is now a small town with walls and houses made of stone. The flag of his tribe waves proudly in the air above the walls. The soldiers enter the strangely empty town while wondering where everyone is.
“Be careful, men. We may be walking into a trap,” one of the captains of the groups says.
The soldiers don’t find anyone until Zain shows himself on top of his house which lies in the center of the town. Archers aim their bows at him while the knights ready their swords and shields.
“Surrender now, Zain, and we may allow you a final confession before your death,” one of the captains say.
“How about we just talk instead? Everything that I’ve built over the weeks is a result of me destroying our shared enemies of God and His Church. Perhaps that earns me the right to be heard out.”
“You lost your chance when you wiped out an allied tribe and tried to kidnap your ex-fiancĂ©e. We don’t want to hear your excuses for why you did it. You will face justice for your crimes against God and country!”
“If it’s going to be that way, then let God’s will be done.”
At Zain’s signal, the undead ambush the forces outside of his town and drag them into the dirt. More undead appear out of the ground and transform the living into the undead who turn against their allies. The ones that try to run or go around the undead are ensnared in traps that bind them and make them easy prey for Zain’s undead. With all the enemy forces wiped out, Zain sighs in disappointment. The sky then brightens as the angel that he’s been taking advice from comes down.
“Congratulations on another glorious victory for God and true goodness,” the angel says.
“Still, I hoped they would’ve given me a chance to convince them that they’re on the wrong side,” Zain says as he leaves his house.
“Their pleasure in sin weakens their intellect. It’s a tragedy that so many fall for their lies.”
“What do you think I should do next?”
“They will send an army to attack you since you’ve defeated this small force. It’s time for you to strike back at them. If they won’t listen to you, then give them a reason to.”
“What do you suggest?”
“Destroying a tribe made them hate to you, so taking another will make them fear you. I suggest going after the warrior tribe. Once you strike them down and offer them the protection of your immortal army, your forces will be stronger than theirs and you will strike a holy fear into them that will force them to listen to you.”
“Is there really no other way? What if I destroy more tribes and groups hostile to the kingdom?”
“There’s no use in appeasing these people. You’ve already tried to do this, and you’ve seen how they repay you. No matter what you do for them, they will always see you as their enemy unless you reprimand them like the sinners they are. The citizens of the kingdom think themselves holy just because the Church approves of them, when in reality, their confessions are invalid, their ways are evil, and their morals perverse. You are God’s instrument of correction. Do what you want to fulfill your role.”
“If that’s the way it is, then let it be. I’ll do what has to be done.”
Before Zain goes out, he goes to his parents. He’s dressed them up in their normal battle attire and colored their skin, so they look similar to the way they looked when they were alive. He’s done this to a couple other of his friends and close relatives, but the coloring he uses has to be reapplied weekly since their undead skin can’t support it.
“Mom, dad? We’re going to bring war to the kingdom again. The angel told me it’s what we should do. I really hope it’s the right thing. As much as I want to make the kingdom pay for its crimes, I don’t want to hurt any of the good people there. Even the corrupt ones could be saved if they repent, so hopefully, this works.”
Zain looks at his parents with a confident look in his face until it starts to fade away.
“I pray every day and I hope I can hear your wisdom in the silence. I don’t really have anyone telling me that I’m doing the right thing besides the angel, but I guess that’s all that matters. Still, I hope you’re proud of me and praying for me.”
Zain’s parents silently hug him, and he hugs them back. He then heads out with his army close behind him. By the time he makes it to the warrior tribe, the sun is beginning to set, the businesses are starting to close, and people are going home. Since the streets are emptying, Zain uses this opportunity to set up a sneak attack. He uses his burrowing undead to set up traps in the city and makes them wait in key locations. Once everything is set up, it’s nighttime. Zain begins his attack on the town starting by blowing a horn that wakes up its inhabitants.
The guards are the first ones to wake up and fall into the traps Zain’s undead set up along with those who go for the armory. In minutes, Zain surrounds and overtakes the town. Those who still have weapons are hesitant to use them because of the number of undead. They may be warriors, but they know when they’re defeated.
“Noble warriors of the kingdom Lampada, you may remember me as Zain from the tribe that was once its law enforcement. I’m here to enforce the Divine Law and will appreciate your cooperation while I draw out the corruption from this kingdom.”
“Who gave you that right?” one person in the crowd asks.
“An angel from Heaven did. The angel gave me back my tribe and allowed me to obtain justice for them.”
“You’ve slaughter hundreds of innocent people!” another accuses.
“I’ve brought justice to the evildoers who wronged me and others!”
Archers come out of the rooftops and shoot Zain. Their arrows are blocked by armored undead with shields while Zain’s archers shoot back at them and turn them to his side.
Zain continues, “If anyone else resists with violence, then they will become undead like my army.”
The crowd remains silently against Zain as they wonder what they should do.
“Send one of your messengers to bring help to you and negotiators. I only want to remove my criminal status and the corruption in the kingdom to an end.”
“You’re nothing but a devil!” a young boy says as he charges at Zain with a sword.
The boy is Zain’s age and reminds Zain of himself. An undead knight crushes the boy who becomes undead. Now, the sorry boy can hardly stand as his broken undead body struggles to support him. People start getting agitated over the death of the young boy and begin to raise their weapons.
“You monster!” they say.
“How could you do that to a child?!”
“You’re no victim!”
“You should be ashamed of yourself!”
“You’re a disgrace to your tribe!”
Because of the young boy’s death, most of the people in the town attack Zain’s army. The battle is short since the undead can hardly be harmed by their weapons even though they’re the best in the kingdom. When the dust settles, the remaining people surrender their weapons in defeat. They then comply with Zain’s request and send out a messenger. An army of soldiers along with a negotiator comes in the morning. Zain meets them with his army behind him. He bows to them in respect while they stare at him in disgust.
“Sirs, I hope you see now that I’m serious about talking this out. I’m sure you will put your biases of me aside for the time being since I easily overtook the warrior tribe of the kingdom,” Zain says.
“Fortunately for you, yes. What do you want?” a negotiator asks.
“My criminal status revoked and a chance to cleanse Lampada of corruption.”
“How do you plan to remove corruption with an army of the undead?”
“They were given to me by an angel of God. These will be our protectors and law enforcers just as my tribe was.”
“We’ll need more than their brute force to root out corruption.”
“This army is a sign by God that justice is falling upon us because of our actions. Surely, when people see them, they will repent, or some will at least try to help force out the corrupt.”
The negotiators talk to themselves for a few minutes before one says, “Alright. We see the advantages of having this army at our disposal. You still have to prove your loyalty to the Kingdom of Lampada by removing the external threats to us, if you want to be absolved as your status as a criminal. While that is happening, we will look into the corruption in the kingdom.”
Zain bows with a smile and says, “Thank you, thank you so much! My army and I will be at your service.”
“We will send messengers with requests to your tribe daily, so be ready to fight tomorrow.”
“We will! Thank you again for hearing me out and understanding me. You will not regret this.”
Zain commands his army to leave the warrior tribe’s town as they go back home. Meanwhile, the negotiators continue to whisper to themselves.

Sunday, July 12, 2020

Three panel comic attempt


Here is a 3-panel comic that I've had on my mind for a week or so. I thought something cute like this would be fun to make every now and then.

Saturday, July 11, 2020

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Collected in this special book are eight stories that are distinctive of Albert's style. Five are inspired by songs, one is inspired by a dream, another is a scrapped story brought back for this special book, and the last is a prologue for an upcoming book. This book covers; romance, fantasy, and horror so there's something for all audiences in this collection of weird and unique stories.

Villains are People too: Prologue


Villains are People too: Prologue
Harsh events can make a person lose their faith and turn them into bad people. Zain is one of these people when his entire clan is wiped out with him being the only survivor. His friends from the other tribes that make up the kingdom they are a part of try to comfort him in his grief.
“Thank you, friends, for your concern. I just need some quiet time to myself,” Zain says before riding off with his black horse.
Zain rides to the ruins of his tribe and rests in the place where his house once was. While resting, he hears a voice in his head.
“You deserve better,” the angelic voice says.
“Huh? Who’s there?”
Everything around Zain becomes bright as if there were several suns in the sky.
“I’m an angel sent by God. This injustice done to you was a result of the kingdom’s corruption. They are the reason your tribe is nothing but ash.”
“I know there’s some corruption in the kingdom, but what can I do about it?”
“Challenge it. Go against it.”
“But how?”
“Here’s how.”
The corpses of Zain’s clan are raised from the ground.
“My family and friends…how did you do this?”
“Through God, anything is possible. Lead your tribe against the kingdom that wronged you and take, destroy, and kill if you have to. God will allow it.”
“Kill?”
“You can kill or injure to get what you need. Do whatever you want.”
Zain looks back at his family and ask, “Do they want to do this?”
“Your tribe will follow you no matter what. They trust that you’ll make the right decisions.”
Zain walks up to his parents and hugs them with tears in his eyes
“Mom…dad…I’ll make you proud.” His parents only look at him in silence. “Mom? Dad?”
“Certain laws by God only allows them to live and not talk, so, unfortunately, they can’t talk back to you. I do know they are proud of you.”
“Thank you. Where do I start?”
“Start with the most corrupted clan in the kingdom. They are the primary reason your tribe was destroyed and even had a hand in destroying it. Why do you think most of the riches that your tribe had went to them while you only inherit ash?”
“Because they’re the ones that have the responsibility for the possessions of the dead. My tribe trusted them with our possessions like the others do.”
“And yet, they keep most of it. A lot of it is kept in their houses as if they were their own rather than in places where their history can be remembered and honored.”
“They do seem to be doing that. What should I do with them?”
“Bring them to justice in your own way.”
Zain considers what he should do and decides to do what he feels is right. He brings his undead tribe to the one that has his tribe’s possessions and destroys them. He takes everything that he can especially a special half mask that his tribe had and wears it. In his thirst for revenge, he kills everyone in the tribe except for several key members. Zain and his undead tribe go to the meeting hub of all the tribes with his captives and possessions and makes the last members of the tribe confess that they destroyed his clan before cutting off their heads. He then drops off all the possessions the other tribe had except for the ones that belong to his tribe. Everyone in the hub is shocked by what they see and witness.
“God has given me the means to obtain justice for my tribe and others and I have taken it. Rejoice for God is good,” Zain proclaims.
Instead of rejoicing for God and Zain’s deeds, the tribes in the hub yell and attack Zain and his tribe and drive them out of the hub. Confused by this, he runs back to the ashes of his tribe to rebuild and let the other tribes settle with what’s he’s done. To his surprise, his fiancĂ© meets him with a squad of knights to give him the news.
“Alina, it’s great to see-”
“Stop it, Zain. I’m here to tell you that the kingdom considers you an enemy.”
“What?”
“You will be attacked on sight if we ever see you because of your villainous deeds.”
“I brought justice down on that vile tribe as an instrument of God.”
“You don’t get to erase an entire tribe just because you think that.”
“Look around you. My tribe is alive again. Undead, but alive and we’re rebuilding what was lost. An angel came down and gave them back to me. I did this because I was supposed to.”
“No one is going to believe you.”
“What about you, Alina?”
“I don’t believe you. The Zain I said yes to wouldn’t slaughter families for revenge. Goodbye.”
Alina drops the ring Zain gave her on the ground and goes back to her horse.
“Wait, Alina!”
“Don’t. I never want to see you again.”
“Alina!”
“Back away from her, sinner,” one of her guards say with his sword drawn.
Zain lets Alina go as he picks up the ring and watches her as she leaves him until he can longer see her in the distance. He then hears a voice behind him as the sky brightens up.
“Don’t let her bring you down. Servants of God are typically persecuted by the people they love,” the angel says.
“What should I do to convince her that I did the right thing?”
“Do whatever you want to convince your fiancĂ© that you still are the man she knows.”
“She’s not my fiancĂ© anymore.”
“No. Whatever God has brought together cannot be broken apart.”
“You’re right. Thank You, God, so much for bringing this wisdom to me via this angel. Thank you, so much as well, glorious angel.”
Zain makes up a plan and goes through with it on his own. He sneaks into the town of Alain’s tribe and into her room where she’s still calming down from what she did.
“Zain?! What did I say to you?!”
“I’m here to rescue you from this corrupt kingdom. Come with me and we can change it for the better.”
“I will do no such thing! Now, leave before-”
Zain quickly cuffs Alain’s hands then legs and picks her up to take her away across the rooftops.
“Hey! What are you doing, Zain?!”
“Taking you away. It’s better for us to talk without everyone else around to bother us.”
“You…guards!”
The guards below on the town’s streets see Zain running across the rooftops and move to intercept him.
“Uh oh.”
“Give up now, Zain, and we might give you life in jail with a final confession.”
“That’s if they can catch me.”
Zain zigzags through the town’s streets, alleys, and people’s houses as he avoids the guards. A guard then trips him as he leaves an alleyway. Alain is dropped from Zain’s shoulder as he takes out his sword and readies himself for a fight. Guards surround him as the guard that tripped him moves in for a one-on-one fight.
“You’ve truly fallen from grace if you’re kidnapping women, Zain,” the familiar guard says.
“Valentino. I’m surprised you’re here.”
“Of course I would be. Alain needs a friend to comfort her especially after what you did.”
“I did what God willed.”
“You played god.”
“Let’s see who’s right by seeing who wins this duel.”
“Agreed.”
Zain does good for a majority of the fight with his slick movements, dodges, and counterattacks, but lets his confidence get the better of him leading to Valentino getting the upper hand. When the duel seems won by Valentino, Zain goes to pick up Alain and puts his sword to her throat.
“I’m not going to let your dirty tricks deprive me of my victory,” Zain says.
“Losing faith in God’s ability to get you through the fight, huh?” Valentino asks.
“I haven’t lost my faith. In fact, my faith has never been stronger. You better let me go with Alain. If you have faith, then you know that I won’t harm her. I just want to privately talk to her, so I convince her of the truth.”
“Stop this, Zain!” Alain says, “You’re not the same person I loved. I don’t even know you anymore! You’re evil!”
“Evil…”
Hearing these words makes Zain drop his guard enough for Alain to get out of his grip.
“Show no mercy to this criminal,” Alain says to the guards.
With the guards converging on him, Zain whistles for his horse and undead backup that breaks through the guards and rescues Zain. Once he goes back home, he falls to the ground and wonders what to do.
The angel comes to him again and says, “You see what that corrupt kingdom has done to your loved ones. It corrupts the ones that it hasn’t killed.”
“I’m going to make them all pay and bring them to justice.”
“You have been blessed by God to carry out this sacred duty. The fates of everyone in the kingdom is already sealed. Do what you want with them.”
“Yes. I will bring them all to justice.”
Zain readies himself for the duty given to him by the angel. He gets his undead tribe armed, his home built into a fortress, and his equipment fixed then rests to prepare himself for the long quest.


The Beginning

Choice and Consequence: Love and Fury (Scrapped Story)


Choice and Consequence: Love and Fury (Scrapped Story)
Few love stories start with the death of another lover, but that’s how Nick and Morgan’s story started. Nick met Morgan after he lost his wife and fell in love with her at first sight. Once Morgan’s best friend died, who she had a crush on, Nick found her and picked her up from her sorry state. This officially started their relationship together and even though they may be through the worst part of their life, it doesn’t mean things will get easier. They’re changing their lives to not fall into their vices, but sinners are like alcoholics and drug addicts. It’s hard for us to shake a habit and there’s a reason why bi-weekly confessions are normal.
Today’s another morning for the couple as they get ready for another relaxing day. Nick’s career as a boxer and Morgan’s past career as a doctor leaves them comfortably wealthy in a safe neighborhood, which is rare in a city like Hillside City that’s notorious for its crime and weird people. They watch TV together on the couch while eating cereal for breakfast.
“Are we going to run out for groceries?” Morgan asks.
“If you think we need to. I just have to bring my mask with me if people start bothering us,” Nick answers.
“Yeah, bring it just in case. I hate it when other girls start hitting on you.”
“I’m used to it, but it’s a good thing you’re best friends with the chief of police because people probably think I’m crazy with it on.”
“You know the masks that you make are really good. Did you do lots of arts and crafts with your parents?”
“No. I just like making them as a past-time.”
“Have you thought about doing different designs? I love the ones you’ve made, but they all have the split emotion face on them.”
“Nah, I like the style I got going. It’s my own style that no one else really does. Anyways, do you want to go? Probably better to go early in the morning when there aren’t that many people there.”
Morgan puts her cereal to the side as she climbs over to where Nick is while putting his cereal to the side.
“To be honest, I’d rather just stay here with you for the whole day like this.” Morgan sits on Nick’s lap and puts her arms around his head while looking into his eyes. “What do you think?”
“I think your best friend is right about you being just as horny as her.”
“What?! No, I’m not.”
“Says the cougar who hardly wears anything around the house and tries to get me into bed or on the couch like this when she doesn’t feel like doing anything.”
“I’m just showing you that I love you!”
“I know. I’m just wondering how many kids you want.”
“Four, maybe five.”
“You better not act this way when they’re around.”
“That doesn’t mean that I can’t act this way when they aren’t around.”
“Then four or five may be nine or ten.”
“It doesn’t bother me as long as we’re together.”
A knock at the door momentarily breaks the two apart as Morgan goes to answer the door.
“Hey, Harley, what are you doing here?” Morgan asks her best friend.
“I was just in the area and wanted to stop by to say hello-eh. Are you seriously still dressing in that miniskirt? Can you seriously wear a bra too? No one wants to see your saggy chest leaking out of your shirt.”
“Ah! Shut up! I’m not saggy. Besides, I’m home alone with my husband, so I dress to impress.”
“I get it. I do the same. When are you going to be expecting children?”
“Hopefully soon.”
“That’s good because my kids need some friends.”
“Wha-oh, Harley! You’re pregnant?”
“Yeah. It’s about time too, right? I plan on having at least six children. What about you?”
“Four or five.”
“You might have more with the way you dress, you horny cougar.”
“Don’t you need to get back to work?”
“Good morning, chief!” Nick says as he passes by the door with the empty cereal bowls to bring them to the sink.
“Good morning, Nick. Poor man probably doesn’t get a break with you all over him.”
“We should set up a celebration for the news of your baby.”
“How about Saturday over dinner?”
“Sounds good.”
“Okay. In the meantime, try not to be such a-”
“Goodbye, Harley.”
“Horny cougar! Horny cougar!”
Morgan closes the door on Harley before going back to sitting on Nick once he sits back on the couch.
“Where were we?” Morgan asks Nick as she reassumes her position.
“She’s right about you being a horny cougar.”
“What?! That’s not true!” Morgan says with a pouty face.
“Alright, don’t we have to go shopping?”
“Just give me two more minutes.”
“Two minutes turns into two hours, so let’s go.”
Nick tries gently pushing Morgan off.
“You know the more you push me away the tighter I hold on?”
“Have it your way then.”
Nick picks up Morgan and carries her laughing all the way upstairs to get dressed. Morgan messes around with Nick as they get dressed. About thirty minutes later, they go out and hold hands as they walk to the supermarket. The people they pass think and talk to themselves about Nick, his boxing career, and how blessed Morgan is to be with him. Inside the supermarket is the same with people recognizing them. Some even come up to Nick for autographs; however, the nice mood of the day changes when Nick and Morgan come across a man trying to steal food by putting it into his backpack.
Nick confronts him and says, “Hey, man, what are you doing? Put the food back.”
“Don’t snitch on me!”
“I won’t say anything if you put it back.”
“I can hardly afford anything for my family.”
“That doesn’t mean you should steal.”
“…okay. You got a point-”
The man takes what he has and is about to run away, but Nick catches him, pins him to the ground, and repeatedly beats his face in.
“Nick!” Morgan says as she puts her hand on his shoulder to get him to stop.
Nick looks back at Morgan and is reminded of his last wife and his old ways. He then gets up and wipes the blood off his hands.
“I’m sorry. People like this just get on my nerves.”
“It’s okay. It’s alright,” Morgan says as she hugs Nick.
Because of the security footage and Nick’s reputation, the thief is arrested while he is congratulated for catching him. For a reward, the store gives the couple a discount on what they’re buying today. As they’re walking back home, Nick hears the sound of a fight happening in a nearby house. He watches the inside as a child is harshly beaten by his parents. His blood begins to boil as bad memories come back to him. Morgan watches Nick as his attention is completely focused on what’s happening inside the house.
“We should call the police,” Morgan says.
“Huh? Oh. Why should we?”
“You can’t just bust in there and fix them yourselves.”
“Why can’t I? Harley doesn’t mind the odd vigilante in the city or two.”
“Yeah, but that’s not you. Besides, that look on your face makes it seem like you’re going to do more than teach them a lesson.”
“I can’t handle trash that beat and abuse their children.”
“Nick.”
“…okay. Let’s call the police.”
Morgan calls the police, let’s them know who she is, and tells them what’s going on. Nick wants to stay near the house to see the police arrest the parents, so Morgan and he wait by the house as he keeps his eyes locked on it. Even as the police take away the parents and their child in a separate car, Nick can’t help but feel that his rage isn’t satisfied.
“You’re quite the hero today,” Morgan says to break him out of his trance.
“Huh? If you say so. I didn’t do much.”
The events of today leave Nick with a feeling of frustration stuck in him. Seeing this, Morgan makes him relax with the two practicing boxing, exercising, and even playing some video games. This manages to wash away the anger stuck in Nick’s heart and calms him down. While they eat dinner, they watch the news, and Nick’s agitation is reignited especially when he hears about crime happening not too far from the house. Morgan looks at Nick’s reaction that seems to be cold and angry.
“Nick? Babe?” Morgan says as she holds him.
Nick pushes her aside as memories of his past wife fill his head. Once he realizes that he pushed her, he says, “I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to-”
“No, it’s fine. You didn’t hurt me. Come here.”
Nick and Morgan embrace as Nick tries to calm down.
“We were so close to what happened. I feel like I could’ve done something.”
“Let the police worry about it. It’s in the past.”
“I-I could’ve…”
“Shhh, it’s okay.”
“…no, that isn’t me anymore.”
“Hmm?”
A reddish mist leaks out of Nick’s mouth that quickly envelops the whole house.
“Nick? Calm down, honey.”
A monster with a split face and six muscular arms separates them.
“Don’t you hurt my wife!” Nick says as he fights and chases after the monster.
“Nick, don’t chase after it! Nick!” Morgan yells out before being caught in chains and dragged into the red mist.
Morgan looks at what is dragging her and sees a familiar monster with chains that come out of its skin, eyes, and mouth.
“I remember you. I guess I can’t permanently get rid of you, but I don’t have to be your slave for my whole life.”
The chains around Morgan weaken until she’s able to get out of them. She looks back at the monster with chains in her hands.
“I’m never going to be like you anymore.”
She then drops the chains as the monster retreats into the red fog. Morgan runs back to Nick by following the sound of him fighting and finds him repeatedly beating the monster’s face in as red fog leaks out of it. The monster’s face changes to various faces from Nick’s past, which includes the thief, abusive parents, and the people he saw on the news.
“You aren’t going to hurt her! Stay away from my family!” Nick yells.
Morgan runs to him and tries to pull Nick off the monster while saying, “You’re doing what it wants you to do, Nick! Let it go!”
Nick slows down his punches until he stops and looks back at Morgan.
“I’m sorry. I lost control again.”
“It’s okay. I lose control sometimes too. Come here.”
Nick and Morgan embrace as the red fog slowly begins to fade.
“I’m sorry this keeps happening. I’m sorry that I keep putting you through this.”
“I’m sorry for the same, but we can make it through it together. Isn’t that right?”
“Yeah…yeah, that’s right. Our love can take us through any challenge.”
The red fog lifts and they appear back in their house as if nothing happened.
Nick sighs then says, “Does this mean I owe you tonight?”
“Haha, no. Not tonight. Just being with you like this is enough for me.”
“That usually leads to-”
“Okay then stop me when I try anything.”
“You like that though.”
“Tch, okay. I’ll try not to like it.”
“Haha, okay. We’ll see how that goes. I love you, Morgan. I promise again to never do you wrong, let you go, and help you on our way to Heaven.”
“I love you too and I promise the same.”
Nick and Morgan kiss before sitting together and enjoying the rest of the night.

The End

Thursday, July 9, 2020

Memory Vision (Inspired by a dream)


Memory Vision (Inspired by a dream)
I fear offending God above all. Not only can it lead to Hell, but it is the breaking of the most important relationship of your life. God sustains us all and helps us grow closer to Him every day of our lives. This is why I fear being afflicted by the condition known as memory vision. Memory vision is a condition that makes you live within your memories with the present being a distant voice. You can hardly control yourself in this state and need to be tied down or you’ll be walking into danger without knowing it because you’ll be moving and acting the way you remember you did in your memories. I know mortal sins require full knowledge and consent of the will, but venial sins are evil too and can weaken your soul to do even worse things. The Church theorizes that you will be excused for your actions because you have no control in the condition, but it’s just a theory.
On top of this, you don’t have control over the things that you live through. If you sinned or did or said something regrettable, you will repeat the words and motions. Memory vision is a terrible condition with no cure. The best thing you can do is be given to a testing facility so researchers can study the condition. Your loved ones will be compensated as long as you’re alive and have the condition, but the money is hardly enough to replace you. It’s safe to say that people are still wondering why God allows people to get this condition.
Getting the condition varies. You could get it by getting into an accident, working yourself too hard, not getting enough sleep, old age, and severe damage to the head. I’ve done everything I can to be healthy to not get this terrifying condition. The only mistake I think I can make is fearing it too much. This is the mistake I end up making and get myself into a car accident.
“Is something wrong, bro? You don’t look too well?” Matt asks.
“Yeah, I just didn’t get enough sleep,” I say.
How could I sleep? The festival on the avenue today is a nostalgia trip. I have so many good memories of being here with my family and friends. Memories that seem to pass by as I look down the avenue.  Actually, are they passing in front of me? They seem like it. I look behind me and see nothing but a blur. My hands and legs seem to copy and paste itself everywhere that I move them, and yet, I can’t move from where I am.
“He’s going to have to be restrained,” I hear a distant voice say.
“Can we keep him at home?” a quiet but familiar woman’s voice asks.
“I wouldn’t recommend it unless you have straps strong enough to hold him down. There’s also the fact of seeing him in his condition every day.”
“Come on, bro,” Matt says.
“I’m coming.”
“You breathing in that nostalgic air?”
“There’s nothing else like it.”
“I know. Pretty girls, good food, and the smell of a city that has actually washed itself.”
“Don’t tell me that smelling girls is a reason you like it. Get a girlfriend already.”
“You know I’ve been trying my best.”
“And any girl would be blessed to have you assuming you don’t act creepy anymore.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about. I’m a complete gentleman. Just watch and see.”
We enter a small shop that sells leather jackets, black jeans, and other clothing items that look like they would perfectly fit a stereotypical biker. The people inside including the cashier look like bikers as well. I don’t blame them for the choice in style as I like the style as well even though I don’t ride a motorcycle. I don’t even ride my regular mountain bike as much as I used to. Matt and I stay in line after he picks something that looks like it’s something for a bike. I can hardly see what it is. It’s blurry as if it’s censored for being lewd.
“Will this be all?” the cashier says.
“What does it look like, smart guy?” Matt says back.
“Excuse me?”
Uh oh. What are you doing, Matt?
“What I got is what I got. You gonna ring me up or keep wasting my time?”
“Sir, I can beat you down where you stand if you keep acting rude.”
The cashier and Matt have an intense stare off. If things get hairy, then I’ll have to pull him out of here. There’s a monstrous inhuman face that keeps popping out of the cashier’s face as if his anger is manifesting.
“Matt, you snarky brother, how are you doing?” the cashier says as the two hug.
“Fine brother. Just fine. I heard you needed this for your bike, so I’m getting it so you can ride home safely today.”
“Thanks, bro. You’re the best.”
Whew! That’s a relief.
“Matt, you know I hate it when you joke around like that,” I say, which makes both Matt and his friend laugh.
When he jokes around like this with people, it always seems like there’s going to be a fight. He’s careful with how he speaks with people who we aren’t close with, but still. It gets me on edge when I don’t know what’s happening. Time seems to pass by faster until we exit the store. I can clearly see that I’m moving, but it feels like I’m walking into a wall. Everything around me looks blurry too and fresh smelling air now smells like a hospital.
“You see? He breaks right through belts and normal restraints. This is why it’s better for him to stay at a caretaker facility. You will be generously paid for the time he stays there, and you can visit him as many times as you want,” a distant voice says.
“He’s my son. I can’t just let him go,” the quiet woman’s voice says.
“I know, but this is the best option for him. I don’t need to remind you of the various cases of people walking into traffic or harming themselves and others.”
“Okay, okay. What do I have to sign?”
Where am I now? Everything is so dark around me. Woah! I’m standing on a narrow hill that I can hardly keep my balance on. There’s nothing but darkness below me-what’s that? There’s something climbing up. What is that?! It’s some kind of black human-like monster with a mouth where its eyes are supposed to be. It has sharp teeth in its two mouths and arms that look like blades. Ah! It’s trying to bite my feet off! It’s trying to go after my legs! I can’t hold my balance here and dodge them at the same time. AH!!!
Huh? What now? I fell into the darkness and now I’m back at school. This is a worse nightmare. I think I’ll go back to sleep-nevermind. The bell rings and it’s time to go to another class. Huh. Everything around me seems strange. I know where I’m going, but I barely recognize where I am. This looks like the school I go to; however, everything looks rearranged.
Who are those people? I feel like I recognize them and not know them at the same time. Oh, I get it now. I’m in the dream version of my school. I’m in a dream! That means I can do whatever I want without any consequence. With a swing of my hand, I blow a gust of wind through the school. I pull the doors and lockers open with a flick of my wrist.
You know what? I hate this place. Let it all come down! I put both of my hands in the air and bring them down to collapse the school on itself. Ha! The stupid school gets what it deserves. Oh, wait. My friends. They’re okay. I command them to be okay. Wait, huh? Bodies start coming out of the rubble as if they were surfacing to the water. Are those…
“Why did you do it?”
“You didn’t think about what would happen to us.”
“To other people.”
“Why?”
“Are you satisfied?”
“Was it worth it?”
No, stop it! I hate this part. I have to put them out of their misery. Maybe I can stop it. I pick up the rubble and crush them with it. I can’t do anything. Be quiet! My arms are out of my control. Rest in peace! Why did I ever think this was the right choice? Why was I so full of myself back then?
“You’re going to be okay.”
Mom…is that you?
“I’ll visit you and you’ll always be in our prayers.”
Wait. I can hear people talking to me. What are they saying? Why is it making me sad? I think they’re leaving now. Please, don’t go. I don’t want to be alone like this. Not in this darkness. I remember it all too well from my childhood. It felt like there was no hope and that I should take my own life. I didn’t care about Heaven or Hell. I just wanted the pain to be over.
But then, I started to care. I was curious about God and what the fuss was about and started to care after I read more about Him and cared even more after listening to various people talk about Him. I almost forgot not to worry or get upset. He’s kept me alive and has given me so many second chances that it would be a waste to give up now. All I can do now in my condition is trust in Him to bring me out of it. Whatever happens at the end of the day. Whatever happens to me. I will trust in You and commend my spirit into Your hands to do with whatever You wish.

The End