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Monday, September 15, 2025
Deacon of Mercy: Chapter 4 – For God and Country

Chapter
4 – For God and Country
Going to the place where the
“formal” battle is, I find that it’s similar to the area where the competition
happened. It’s another artificially made city with walls around it, made to be
destroyed and have fights in. Our sponsors are in small protected buildings
that have bars and TVs in them where they relax, bet on, and watch our battle
from a safe distance and place. The groups present here represent all different
kinds of religions and ideologies, some of which value political leanings over
religion and vice versa. There are even other Catholic associations here from
different ends of the spectrum, such as hardline traditionalists, liberals, and
trendy conservatives. I had a feeling they’d be there, but at least the hero
association I used to work for isn’t here, probably because they’re too in the
middle of the road for this ideologically driven fight.
Fighting fellow Catholics doesn’t
sit right with me, even if I have major disagreements with their beliefs and
would be hesitant to call them true believers. Some put worldly fame and morals
above God, others put tradition above the Church, and a few are just Catholic
because the world is leaning in that direction. It’s safe to say that I’m
targeting them first because false friends are worse than true enemies. Still,
I feel that I’m wasting my time by being here, so I’m hoping to get this done
as quickly as possible. The rules of the competition are simple, and you’ll be
kicked out or arrested for the obvious things, such as trying to kill your
opponents and receiving help from those who were counted in participating in
the fight.
All associations are given a moment
to make battle plans and say their prayers before the fight begins, and during
this time, a plan, in contrast to my team’s, is formed in my head as if through
divine inspiration. It’s a scary plan, but one that I feel weirdly comfortable
in, so I place my trust in God to push me to fulfill it, if it be his will. For
now, I keep it a secret and focus on the fight. I lead our group into the fight
and make sure to protect them as if our lives were on the line. To no one’s surprise,
the enemy throws everything they have at us, including some not-so-legal
weapons that blow apart blocks in a single shot like a mini nuke and attack us
with such ferocity that they might as well be trying to kill us.
Thanks to my body’s natural
resistance and the enhancements given to me by the agency, Seventy-Three, I’m
able to overcome the damage done to me and beat down the foes that come after
me. Given the blessing of strength and durability and the experience that I
have fighting heroes and villains alike, it was obvious that my group would win
without much difficulty, and we do, even after a few of the groups try coming
back and trying to kill us. Even that was expected, but the most difficult part
for me comes up now as I’m given a mic to say a few words, given that I’m the
most famous hero in the group and did most of the work.
Looking around at everyone, friend
and foe, I take a breath in and out slowly, and then say, “The fight isn’t over
yet.”
Everyone looks confused at me.
The announcer and referee of the
event ask, “What do you mean the other associations besides yours are down.
Your association is the victor.”
“It’s not mine. Not anymore. Today,
I’m announcing that I’m part of my own hero association, one that my friend,
Timeo Severe, is helping to co-found. It’s called the Dominion of Mercy and
Justice, and today, we show that we will dominate and establish true order in
this great country of ours. Like I said, the fight isn’t over, and everyone who
wants to fight me can step up.”
Now, everyone around me looks
concerned, especially my own teammates. The announcer says that I can’t just
establish a new hero association on my own like this at the end of the match,
but we soon get a call from Giovanni Coronamento, one of this battle’s
sponsors.
Over the loudspeakers, he says,
“This association, the Dominion, that John Elio is spearheading, is effectively
activated now thanks to my company’s backing. The fight is still on, ladies and
gentlemen.”
I didn’t expect him to back me, but
Giovanni Coronamento is known for his outlandish, alegal stunts to get what he
wants, and he must be very interested in me if he’s my first backer. Timeo has
said that he has Giovanni’s support, so that must be what this is. Knowing what
defeat entails, but also knowing of my strength, my former allies are hesitant
to attack me until some of the members of the losing associations get up and
convince them to fight with them.
“If he can break the rules, so can
we. Like he said, the fight isn’t over until the last association is standing.
When he’s down, we can fight among ourselves, but for now, we have a better
chance of winning if we fight together. Deal?” one of the heroes says.
They agree, and every hero who can
fight all comes at me. They put up a better fight together than they did in the
first round, but their powers combined aren’t a match for me, especially since
they don’t work together well, and they are all defeated within minutes. When
presented with the prize by the announcer, I deny it.
I say, “Keep your prize. I don’t
care for the cash or even preventing others from following their beliefs. I
only wanted to humble every hero association here, announce the new one that
I’m co-founding, and glorify God. That’s it.”
Without another word, I head out.
By the exit, Giovanni Coronamento stops me, and his superhuman guards stop
other people from approaching us. He’s dressed much like Timeo, being in a
fancy, expensive suit that’s colored dark purple with a crimson dress shirt and
pants, and a dark green tie.
“That was quite a display, John. I
like how you changed up the event on the fly with no warning, and we’re
merciful to your enemies. It was a real show of the love of our faith,”
Giovanni says.
“Thanks, and I’m thankful for your
support, but don’t think that I’ll do what you ask unless I approve of it when
Timeo and I’s association is created,” I say.
“I know. I think you’ll find that
we’ll agree more than disagree. I like the way you do things, even though you
aren’t subtle in the slightest, like I am. Your powers and skillset are simple,
and the way you live the faith is even simpler. In today’s world of underhanded
dealings and secrets, we need more men like you who wear their beliefs on their
sleeves, do what they set out to do without compromise, and are honest through
and through.”
“There’s no better way to live than
honestly. I may be simple, but I’m not stupid, so if you try to tell me to act
like you in an alegal way, I’ll see through it, and we’ll have a problem.”
“I wouldn’t want to work with you
if you were stupid or could see my flaws and make up for it. I’m just as honest
with you in my dealings as you think. Anyway, I’ll talk to Timeo and you later
to further build up the Dominion. Oh, and I love the name that you came up
with. It really says on the face of it, our shared goals.”
I nod my head and go home, where my
family congratulates me on my victory as I crash on the couch, more mentally
exhausted than physically. Deborah cuddles me on the couch, while Idelle sits
by us, our parents make dinner, and my son rests in my arms.
Deborah kisses me and says, “I’m
proud of you, John. I didn’t know you had it in you to kick off an association
by yourself.”
“I didn’t know either. It was all
God’s doing, as usual,” I admit.
“Well, at least you won’t be so
concerned about what you’re doing as a hero and won’t have anyone telling you
what to do anymore.”
“Yeah, I’m sorry that I’ve been
letting this whole business get to me. I feel that I’ve been so caught up in
that I’ve been ignoring my family.”
“No, you were just caught up in the
drama of it all. I would’ve done worse if they had their sights set on me.”
Over the course of the next three
weeks, I take a break and attend to my duties as a deacon in Poca Bellezza
because I feel a calling to and haven’t been acting like much of a true deacon.
The Church didn’t mind me not presiding over many masses since they preferred
me being out there as a hero for them, and are only slightly upset that I quit
one of their associations since I reassured them that the Dominion will be
allied with the Church. As for the association I previously worked with, they
send me calls and emails about collaborating, which I agree to only when our
interests align. I then tell them to stop bothering me while I’m on my break,
and I haven’t heard from them since. As a deacon, I’ve been helping out at
masses, baptizing, and overseeing marriages. It seems like more people are
showing up at my parish since word has probably gotten around that I’m serving
here and want me to be a part of their marriage, child’s baptism, and want to
see me after mass.
Timeo visits me at my parish by
himself during the week, and we talk about what happened and the Dominion. To
my surprise, he doesn’t mind that I publicly announced it and named myself
without his approval. It also doesn’t surprise him that Giovanni Coronamento
got involved and said what he said.
“He can be a trickster, but he’s an
honest one,” Timeo says. “I do also like the name, and that you gave me credit
as the co-founder.”
“Even though the idea came to me in
prayer, it all happened in the spur of the moment and through my simple mind,
so it wasn’t executed that well,” I say.
“Eh. You got the essentials out of
the way, so I think you did well. We still have a long way to go to establish
the Dominion. Don’t fret over the small details. We’ll have much more work and
bigger problems to deal with in the future, like rival hero associations and
villains who will plot our destruction.”
“You talk about it like it’ll be a
problem for us.”
“Haha, you’re right. Together, no
one stands a chance against us, but for our purposes for changing the world and
country, we’ll need more than our powers to accomplish it.”
“If God wills it, I’m sure we’ll
attain our goals and accomplish His tasks for us.”
“That’s true, and there’s no one
else I’d rather have at my side than you, John. Are you ready to do this?”
Timeo holds out his hand, and I take
it.
“You know I am.”
“Then let our enemies tremble in
fear at our arrival as the darkness of God descends on them.”
“And the light of His new day dawns
on the world.”
The End
Sunday, September 14, 2025
Deacon of Mercy: Chapter 3 – Unwanted Conflict

Chapter
3 – Unwanted Conflict
Since I’m so excited to get back to
work today, I get up before my alarm rings and head downstairs to make
breakfast for everyone. I finish my breakfast faster than they do, frantically
pace around as I wait for them, and say our family rosary faster than I usually
do. Then, I head out to the hero association office for my assignment and go to
my assigned location before Idelle and Deborah can catch up to me. While on the
job, I accept requests as soon as they appear and finish them just as quickly.
Today, I’m assigned to Solis, where people know me and are thankful that I’m
back. Nothing major happened while I was gone, but the heroes that took my
place weren’t as effective or nice as I was.
“I’m glad to be back as well, more
than you know,” I say with a big smile.
That uneasy itch in my arms is
finally gone, and I feel satisfied as if my soul hungered to work like a normal
hero again. I’m about to answer and go to another request, but I am stopped by
a group of heroes and vigilantes who surround me. I recognize the symbols on
their outfits as ones from the other hero associations I faced in the
competition.
“Hello, friends. Is there something
I can help you with?” I say, while still being jittery to fulfill requests.
“How’s the fame and fortune you’ve
earned treating you? I’m surprised you’re back on the job after winning so
much,” one of the heroes says.
“I don’t care for the fame. As for
the fortune, I just give more in my Sunday offerings, more to charity, and plan
to buy more for others. Also, my vocation is being a hero, and since I’m not
tired at all from the competition, I’m back at work, where I belong.”
“You’re always being a saint,
aren’t you? Why don’t you let others have a chance to do your job? Give
yourself a well-deserved break for once.”
Seeing what these people are trying
to do, I say, “Then go out and do it and stop preventing me from doing my
God-given job.”
“We can’t because you keep taking
all the glory.”
“Accept work in other places and
don’t be so focused on glory. This job is about helping and protecting people.
Glory and riches are a secondary component to it.”
“That may be the way it is for you,
but the rest of us can’t live like that and don’t see it the way you do. You’ve
embarrassed us, and people don’t take us as seriously because of you.”
“Then maybe this is a wake-up call
from God to change your mindset. I’ll pray for you that it happens. Now, if
you’ll excuse me.”
I try to get to the next requests,
especially since they’re starting to build up, but I’m stopped again by the same
people.
“Don’t you want to let others have
a chance to fulfill dreams and goals of their own?” one of them asks.
“Not at the cost of doing what I
know to be right, now, get out of my way,” I say.
The group keeps stopping me from
moving, and more show up to get in my way. I try to tell them to stop because
people need help and lives are in danger, but they don’t listen. They start to
get on my nerves so much that I start pushing my way past them to get to where
I need to go. Once I reach the location of one of the requests, I find that
it’s already been completed. That’s relieving to see, but when I go to another
location, I find injured and dead people on the street. Now, more than before,
I feel anxious not just to fulfill the requests, but for justice. I’m about to
fight the group that’s been growing to stop me, but I instead rush to request
to request to fulfill them so that no one else is hurt or killed. Still, even
in the midst of fighting villains and criminals, the group tries to stop me so
they or other law enforcers can fulfill the request themselves.
“Stop it! People’s lives are at
stake!” I say.
“You should stop. We can handle
this without you,” one of them says.
“We can protect people better if we
work together instead of getting in each other’s way!”
“You’re the one who is a detriment
to the people you protect and other people’s livelihoods.”
During our quarreling, damage to
people’s homes and businesses is done, and people are hurt and killed. Stopped
in my tracks because of the tragedy of it all, I struggle to control my anger
until I pray, and only find myself getting angrier. If God won’t satiate my
anger and seems to be further inflaming it, then that can only mean one thing.
Before the group that’s been stopping me can say anything else, I grab one of
them by the face and slam them into the floor. They then start dog piling me
and try to restrain me. This was probably part of their plan, but I don’t care.
One of them says, “You’ll lose your
status with your association now. I hope it was worth it.”
I punch the one who was talking in
the face so hard that I send them flying into the sky.
“You think I care about that?! I
only care about fulfilling God’s will for me. This isn’t the first time I’ve
fought against selfish heroes like you, and I don’t care if it’s not the last,”
I say.
The others start talking about
their own beliefs and sense of right and wrong, none of which I care about.
They discuss how our country, the Columbian Union, is a place where multiple
beliefs coexist, and that the one with the greatest influence and numbers
prevails.
Countering this, I say, “I care for
real truth, God’s truth. Not your definition of it or what your false gods
believe in. The Columbian Union is indeed a place of freedom where all beliefs
should be able to live in peace, but that doesn’t mean that falsehoods should
be allowed to exist or overtake the real truth. It only means that we shouldn’t
violently suppress one another like you are doing, without a just cause.”
“We believe we’re doing so with a
just cause, and we’ll make sure it’s written into law,” another of the selfish
heroes says.
Idelle and Deborah arrive and help
me fight off the selfish heroes, telling me how they expected this to happen.
The secretive agency we’re allies with, Seventy-Three, informed them about the
plans of multiple allied groups who wanted to ruin my reputation or make me
take a break from being a hero, and that Idelle and Deborah have only just
arrived because members of these groups have been slowing them down. The fact
that they’ve gone after my family makes me even angrier and drives me to defeat
our enemies faster and more brutally, smashing them into the ground, embedding
them into walls, and sending them flying through the air. By the time everyone
who got in my way is either down or out of the area, I see I’m surrounded by
law enforcement officers, heroes, and vigilantes. They tell me I’ve broken the
law by attacking members of another group.
Approaching them, I say, “They were
getting in the way of me saving lives, and people got hurt and died because of
them. I fought them because their stupid games cost people their livelihoods
and lives.”
“You should’ve just let others
handle it instead of starting a fight with your fellow heroes. Now, we’ll have
to-”
“Have to what?” I say as I get in
their faces, scaring some of them back. “I’m no stranger to being against the
law if it stops me from doing what’s right. These people tried to manipulate
the law to suit their ends and ensure my downfall, but I won’t stand for it,
and if you want to take me on, you’re more than welcome to try. Otherwise, if
you have any sense of honor or morality, then you should get out of my way, and
if you try to go after my wife and sister for helping me, then you’ll get
triple the punishment from me. I have no patience or mercy for cheaters and
people who refuse to do the right thing.”
Seeing my resolve and knowing my
history scares away the law enforcers and makes others back off. I go back to
the offices of my hero association fully expecting to get fired, but they don’t,
despite being required by law to do so.
“Because of the influence you
gained for us, we’re able to spin the story in the media that you were set up
by people who wanted to manipulate the law to suit themselves and we have
enough lawyers and influencers in the government to help you keep your job, and
not have to be a freelance hero like you did before,” one of my superiors, a priest,
says.
“I see. That’s relieving to hear,”
I say.
“Situations such as the one you
were in are why we constantly ask you to build our influence. Without it, we
can’t defend ourselves against others who want to use the law against us. It’s
the duty of us Catholics to fix the laws of the world so that they match the
ones in Heaven, the ones that the Church teaches us and holds us accountable to
follow.”
“Are you saying that you’re trying
to make the beliefs of others illegal?”
“I doubt we can completely do that
even within three generations, but we’re doing what we can. It’s what the other
hero associations and allies are doing. Ideologies changing the laws and beliefs
of others in the places they live is something that’s been happening since the
start of civilization. Why shouldn’t we do the same?”
“We’re heroes. Our purpose is to
help and protect, not engage in politics and influence other than indirectly by
the example we set.”
“Indirect or direct, you influence
the lawmakers of the land. Back in the day, I used to be one of the people who
made the new weapons and armor that the police are currently using. I helped make
our law enforcement into modern knights, thinking that I did my part in God’s
plan, but I was accomplishing nothing.”
“You helped our officers have
better protection to deal with modern superhuman threats. It wasn’t for
nothing!”
“You know what? You’re right. It
was for less than nothing since the same officers wearing the weapons and armor
I made suppressed fellow Catholics who had the law turned on them, like in your
situation, and because of the rise of similar recent events and tensions
between us and other hero associations, our sponsors have arranged a formal
battle between us all.”
“A formal battle?”
“Think of it like the competition
you were just in, but with higher stakes. The winner gets to continue operating
like usual, but the losers won’t be able to accept as many requests, not attend
events, and have to pay tribute to the winner for half a year.”
“Won’t that mean fewer heroes are
operating where they’re needed?”
“We can pick up their slack thanks
to you and the new recruits we’ve gotten thanks to you. The results should be
good for us, don’t you think? We can outlaw what happened to you to start with
and further turn the Columbian Union into a Catholic nation.”
“Are you sure this is necessary to
take so many heroes off duty for this scuffle? The nation and world are leaning
more towards tradition than godless liberalism.”
“Just because it’s leaning that way
doesn’t mean it’ll stay that way. This trend might just be a flash in the pan,
a fleeting phenomenon that rises as quickly as it falls. We need to maintain
the momentum so that the changes become lasting and more people are brought to
God and the Church. A fire needs to be kindled so that it doesn’t go out.”
Despite agreeing with my superior,
this still doesn’t feel right. The competition feels like a glorified way to
make sure the other associations are suppressed. I wonder if the previous hero
association I used to work with will be there. I miss being there. My life was
so much simpler. All I did was help and protect people day in and day out, and
now, I’m working to influence the country to become more Catholic more directly.
If this is why God wanted me to join this association, then I suppose I have no
choice but to accept it and hope that I’m still doing the right thing, and
continue to do so. If not, I hope that I get put on the correct path soon.
When I talk to Idelle and Deborah
about it outside of the office, they ask me what I expected, and that these are
how things are with ideologically driven hero associations. They’re right, but it
feels like I’ve been taken by surprise despite expecting it. For now, all I can
do is go along with it, and again, pray that God is leading me on the right
path.
Friday, September 12, 2025
Deacon of Mercy: Chapter 2 – Busywork for a Celebrity Hero

Chapter
2 – Busywork for a Celebrity Hero
A week and a half has passed, and
it feels like a month has gone by instead. I’ve gotten in trouble for ignoring
orders by not immediately doing requests that they tell me, helping people on a
moment’s notice when a request doesn’t get put in, refusing rewards and
attention, and letting some heroes take the credit for requests I’m meant to
steal from them. Today, I’ve been called into the office for doing so.
“John, you’re a man unquestionably
faithful to God and His Church, correct?” my superior says, who is a priest.
“Yes, I am,” I plainly say.
“Then why do you constantly act on
your own against our orders? Is there something wrong with them?”
“I merely want to finish helping
the people I was already helping before fulfilling your orders. You know I can
do it.”
“You know that there are plenty of
heroes and vigilantes out there who can finish your requests. We need you to be
out there representing us in certain areas to increase our influence, and we
don’t just do it to become rich and famous. Everything given to us is used in
the service of bringing more people to God and helping others.”
“That’s exactly what I do.”
“You do it in your way. If you want
to do it that way, then you shouldn’t have joined us, but you want to be a
faithful servant of the Church, so you must follow our orders.”
“I observe everything that you do,
but do not do everything that you say.”
“You’re quoting Scripture to me?”
“Yes. Don’t forget the day that I
went on a rampage and decimated the enemies of God, going against the law, and
having every law enforcement hero, vigilante, and officer after me. I’ll do
what you want me to do, but when I feel that God is calling me to do something
else, I’ll follow my instincts.”
“Are you saying that you know God’s
will better than us?”
“I said what I said.”
I leave the office and head down to
where Deborah and Idelle are waiting for me.
“Did they fire you?” Deborah says
in a tone suggesting she hopes they did.
“Nope. Not yet, at least,” I say.
Both Deborah and Idelle seem
disappointed. Idelle has faced some discrimination from more traditional
Catholic hero groups because of her usual outfit, which is golden armor and a
crimson bodysuit. Due to experiments done on her, she can't wear anything else
in battle except this outfit made for her by the two snakes on her back, one a
white snake urging her to virtue, and the other a black snake tempting her to
sin. She’s told them this reason, but they still look down on her, forcing me
to get involved and defend her, and sometimes get in trouble with our superiors
for publicly showing conflict between our group and others, and people within
our organization. Deborah just does as she’s told, usually checking on me
during the day, especially when we’re separated or have been in fights with
criminals and villains.
During dinner one day, Idelle tells
me, “You’re going to get in serious trouble if you keep getting on the nerves
of our superiors and going against orders.”
“That’s fine. They won’t fire me
because they know what I can do and the attention I draw to them for merely
working with them. I’m more of a benefit to them than a detriment, and they
know it.”
“I’m sure they’re planning on doing
something to further capitalize on it. There’s a hero competition coming up
where hero associations can win prizes. I’m sure they’ll volunteer you for it,”
Deborah says.
“Maybe they’ll find a way to rein
in their superiority over you,” Idelle suggests.
My mom agrees with Deborah, while
my dad agrees with both Idelle and Deborah. I also have to agree with my dad.
Our superiors inform us that they’ve nominated me for the hero competition, and
refusing to participate means getting fired. I pray quietly for a moment to
consider the decision before agreeing to take part. I kiss my family goodbye
and head to the competition area. The event takes place in an artificial city
with various sections and walls as tall as a two-story building. It's located
in the middle of nowhere, just in case the destruction it causes spills
outside.
A handful of representatives from
many major hero associations are here, including those allied with other
religions, political ideologies, and even other countries, making this event
almost as, if not more, significant than the Olympics. Many among them have
heard of me; some like me, while others are wary. Some offer me deals to join
their hero association and leave my own, which I politely decline. Still, they
bring other proposals, such as collaborations and team-ups for mutual benefits.
Not wanting me to be the center of attention anymore, my superiors and
teammates pull me away to the house provided by the event organizers. Each
association has its own house, featuring multiple bedrooms, kitchens, and
lounges filled with TVs, games, and refrigerators stocked with food and drinks.
It’s quite a luxurious place, and reminds me of the luxurious hotel rooms and
vacation houses used by the rich and famous.
While I relax, I try to get to know
all my teammates, none of whom really carry on a conversation. Some of them don’t
want to talk and focus on training, and others just want to rest until
tomorrow. It’s then that I recognize that I haven’t made many friends since I became
a hero, besides Mark, Luke, and Titus, who I tragically lost. I haven’t had any
friends like them, Timeo, or the people in Poca Bellezza I’ve known since I was
a child, even though I try to make as many friends as I can. There are people I
know in Solis, both citizens and law enforcers, whom I frequently visit and
even eat breakfast, lunch, and dinner with, but don’t have that much of a close
relationship with. I don’t go out of my way to talk to them or participate in
parties with them, nor do the same for me.
I suppose that, in life, you can
only really have relatively few close friends, and others who can only be
considered work friends or neighborhood acquaintances. It makes sense not to
stretch myself thin across too many friends, so I don’t go into debt just by
buying gifts for everyone on their birthdays and for Christmas, but I honestly
wouldn’t mind. Going out to the houses of the competition, I try to make friends
there, but come up short, though some friendly faces who wish me luck or are
excited for the honor of facing me in sparring. I receive more offers to switch
sides or join them in the numerous gambling bars here, but I decline both.
Instead, I call my family to let them know what I’ve been doing, do some
training, say my nightly prayers, and get a good night’s rest.
Over the entire week, I participate
in event after event, competing against other heroes and vigilantes. We spar,
play heroes and villains, where one side has to grab an object or person and
the other has to defend it, race against one another, compete in weight-lifting
challenges, and so on. Each competition I win, especially since most of the
events are straight-up fights, because the public enjoys violence than displays
of superhuman power. During the week, I feel an uneasy itch in my arms and a
desire to go back to the cities and towns and resume my usual hero work. Every
day, I call my family to ask them how things are, and they keep telling me that
things are under control and how they usually are. Still, I don’t feel right.
Something is wrong.
The next week is filled with much
the same competitions, with interviews with the media and talks with other hero
groups, where I argue with them about what it means to be a hero. These are
more irritating than anything and feel more challenging to do because I’m
better at fighting than talking. Nevertheless, the public likes to see these
kinds of interactions, and they are second in popularity to physical fighting.
“Why do I have to participate in these?”
I ask one of my superiors back at the house. “I’m not good at them, and most of
my opponents are better with words and reasoning than I am.”
The nun says, “It’s for appearances,
not winning arguments. People like hearing the truth spoken simply rather than elaborate
arguments that are hard to follow.”
“I get it,” I say with a degree of
irritation.
“You’re our golden child, John. You
bring people to God and the Church through your actions and words, no matter
how simple they are.”
I tell the nun that I’m thankful
for the opportunity, but still feel used against my will. Thankfully, the
competition ends on Friday, and I’m back home by Saturday. My family and
friends in Poca Bellezza throw me a celebration for all my victories and participation
in the competition. They tell me how proud they are of me for doing so well,
but the only thing that I care about is that I’m back home with them. From what
I hear on social media, my hero association has gotten particular attention and
a special blessing from the Church and more funding from the government because
of our winning more than the other associations.
I receive a pay raise and a cash
reward for everything I’ve done from the hero association, along with a big
cash prize, medals, and trophies from the competition organizers. People call
me and send emails asking me to join their organization or to build
friendships, while others send threats and insults for embarrassing their
association or beliefs by beating their related group in the competition; I
don’t really care about or respond to any of it. The only things I care about
are spending time with friends and family, getting some good rest, and
returning to being a hero on Monday. I’ve never felt so exhausted after doing
so little, and more excited about the mundane, than I ever have before. So, if
anything, the best part of the competition was that it gave me a renewed
appreciation for everything I have.
Wednesday, September 10, 2025
Deacon of Mercy: Chapter 1 – A New Vocation


Chapter
1 – A New Vocation
After a year of consideration, I’ve
become a deacon for the Church. The ceremony and celebration happen in my
hometown, Poca Bellezza, where all my friends and family gather, including
those from the agency, Seventy-Three, and my friend from Meridian, Timeo
Severe. Timeo is paying for the party we’re having, since he’s a rich and
generous man. I helped protect his city while he took care of his new family,
and it’s happening in a hall where my high school dances and graduation took
place. He offered to have it happen at a more expensive and nicer place, but I
wanted it here because of the nostalgia associated with this place.
Timeo and I talk in private
together in a corner of the hall; no one will hear us since his hero identity
is a secret to all except his closest friends. We engage in small talk about
our families, friends, and daily responsibilities, while watching our loved
ones enjoy themselves, much like retired men savoring the fruits of their long
lives, despite both of us being in our mid-thirties. He’s drinking a red wine,
while I’m drinking a simple light beer, which seems representative of our
style. I’m dressed like a heroic deacon, with a red cassock, gold cape, dark
blue pants, and black boots, and he’s wearing one of his many expensive suits,
making me look like I’m dress extremely casual.
“How are you dealing with your
first child?” Timeo asks.
“He’s fun to be around, a ray of
sunshine, that a lot of people in town say is like me. Deborah is having a
harder time dealing with him, but my parents are helping her a lot in helping
to raise him,” I say with my beer raised to her.
Deborah is my wife and is currently
being forced to dance with everyone else on the dance floor. She’s dressed in a
handmade dark gold and black dress that was made by her and my mom, and has her
usual ragged, acid-affected look, representative of her powers. Her skin is a
pale white, her hair is black and a dull gold, and her eyes are black and white
with black eyeliner on the bottom of them, an appearance scary to some, but
both cute and beautiful to me.
“She’s told me you plan to have
another, and want a daughter, in particular,” Timeo continues.
“That’s true. My adoptive parents
wanted many children, but couldn’t have any, so I want them to have many
grandchildren to make up for it,” I say.
“Darcy wants us to have many
children as well, and seven is her minimum right now, since my parents had
seven children.”
“How do you take care of it all
while also being a hero and boss of your family’s businesses?”
“God’s graces. What else can I say?
Any other reason would only be telling a half-truth. I’ve been living a life
some would consider impossible to manage or deal with because of how much needs
to be done.”
“Like turning around your entire
city and getting rid of its status as one of the most crime-infested places in
the country? I can’t imagine doing anything like that.”
“I did have help from a lot of
friends. It wasn’t just me acting alone. Your accomplishments are nothing to
disregard, but what I’m most impressed by is your simplicity and loving every
day and taking things one step at a time. Speaking of which, I’d like to enlist
your help.”
“Is there trouble in Meridian
again?”
“Not exactly. With the city now a
mostly safe place to live, I want to account for threats outside of it by
starting a hero association of my own, and having you in it would be a boon to
me. We’ll start our offices in Meridian, Poca Bellezza, and Solis, and then go
from there to expand into the rest of the country. I’m still in the beginning
stages of getting everything together, but it’s something I’m set on. What do
you say?”
Timeo has his hand out to me with a
confident smile on his face.
I bow my head and say, “I can’t.”
“Huh. Why’s that?” Timeo says,
lowering his hand and losing his smile, yet not appearing or sounding upset or
disappointed.
“My sister wants me to gain more
allies, and I felt a calling to join a hero association that’s tied to the
Church.”
“You already have plenty of allies.
Your sister and you are allies with that secretive government agency, you’ve
made dozens of friends while on the run, and there’s me and the people I know,
who I can get to help you.”
“Idelle doesn’t count the agency as
a true ally since we only help each other when our interests align, and the
friends I’ve made around the country can’t come to my aid at a moment’s notice.
I think she wants us to have something like you have, sidekicks and close
allies who are never too far from you and people you can trust without a
doubt.”
“Are you sure you want to join one
of the Church’s hero associations, though? There are many good ones, but there
are also many who fake their faithfulness so they can get the honor and riches
of being a group associated with the Church. The fake ones will stop respecting
and allying themselves with the faith once the age stops seeing it as trendy
and the thing most people are drawn to.”
“I get it. I’ve prayed on this
decision for a while in adoration, and it seems like it’s my time to fix that
problem.”
“In that case, there’s no
convincing you otherwise. I pray that it goes well for you.”
“It should. Deborah and Idelle are
joining with me, both to protect and watch over me. Our parents are watching
over our son while we’re at work. I’ll also pray for you, your upcoming hero
association, and your new child.”
“Heh. I’ll need it. Our third child
was born this year, and Darcy is also trying to get a fourth. That woman is
wringing me dry.”
I laugh with Timeo, sit back, and
enjoy the rest of my party with my friends and family. On the very next day,
Idelle, Darcy, and I head out to the hero association allied with the Church
that we signed up for, which is located in Solis, the Sunny City of Tomorrow,
where I usually operate as a hero. Other heroes are joining their association
today, and we take part in a ceremony similar to that of the one that I did
when joining my local Knights council, something similar to receiving a
sacrament, but not as grand as to put the ceremony on the same level. A bishop
of the local diocese is in attendance, along with other priests.
After the ceremony, the attending
clergy give us their blessing, and the leaders of the association allow us to
get familiar with the particular office and area of Solis we are assigned to. The
building sits in the center of the city and is decorated like a tall cathedral.
Because of my status as a well-known hero, Idelle, Deborah, and I are allowed
to get work from this office meant for the best heroes. When we report to our
superiors, they give us an assignment outside of Solis.
Confused by this, I ask, “Why are
we working outside of the city when we’re in Solis?”
“We’re an ever-expanding hero
association, and we need to help other cities as well. You’ll be doing mostly
the same things you’re used to, so it should be easy and enjoyable for you,”
one of our superiors says, who is a nun dressed in white, gold, and black.
Knowing that this is what I signed
up for, I accept the assignment and head out with my sister and wife to
complete it. Just like the nun said, it’s much the same work that I’m used to
doing in Solis. I participate in charity work by carrying supplies and
donations from one place to another, bringing the sick to hospitals, and helping
the homeless get to places that can feed and care for them. Some criminals and
villains appear here and there, some letting themselves be known and picking a
fight just because they heard I was in the area and want the fame of taking me down,
none of which succeed or get close to giving me a challenge. Everything about
working with this hero association seems to be the same as the other, except
for letting people know I’m working with them and my requests having my name associated
with them.
This changes a bit over the next
few days when I get calls from my superiors to accept certain requests to
appear in public events promoting the association or drop certain requests to
accept others. Because of my speed, I’m able to complete everything that is given
to me, despite being told to ignore or stop doing what I was originally doing. When
I see heroes from other hero associations answering the same request that I recognize
that I’m taking their jobs for the sake of my own. I’m no stranger to being
hated for taking and fulfilling requests ahead of others who want to do it, but
this is different. It's one thing to fulfill requests for the sake of helping
others as quickly as possible, and another thing to help others so the
association can get the credit for it. Part of me wants to think it’s just part
of the job, while another feels like I’m being spiteful to the other
associations and not helping others like I used to anymore.
When I bring up this concern to my
family, Deborah says, “It’s how the associations work. It makes hero work into
a for-profit and fame business rather than a service to the community, like it’s
supposed to be.”
“If it bothers you, we can quit and
take Timeo’s offer,” Idelle says.
Thinking about it for a second, I
want to join Timeo, but I don’t feel the drive to, so I tell them, “We’re still
helping people who need it, so it’s fine.”
I smile at my family, but they don’t
seem to buy it, not even my baby boy, who looks to be concerned as he reaches
out and holds onto my arm. To be honest, I don’t buy it myself, even though I’m
not lying. Still, I feel this to be God’s will for me, so I’ll bear with it,
and hopefully get used to it. The drama I’ve heard so much about these
associations getting into is surface-level rivalries about taking requests that
others take care of, so far. I pray that these simple rivalries are the only
drama I get involved in and nothing else.
Thursday, September 4, 2025
My 320th book is done and out today!

Wednesday, September 3, 2025
Love and Salvation: Chapter 4 – To Be Together Forever Since the Beginning

Chapter
4 – To Be Together Forever Since the Beginning
Over the next week, Deborah and I spend
entire days getting to know one another and growing closer, during which I’m
certain that I see Idelle watching us from a distance to make sure she isn’t dangerous
or upsetting me in any way. Despite what our parents say, she can’t help but be
her usual self. Deborah and I see all the local attractions of my hometown of
Poca Bellezza, and wonderful places to eat, and just sit around and admire God’s
beauty. We also spend time in church sitting around and talking about the
faith. As a future husband, my duty is to ensure that my wife becomes a faithful
servant of God so that she can become a better person through it, and that we
can both make it to Heaven.
Despite her original misgivings
about God because of the misfortunes of her past, the blessings of the present
and promises of future ones soften her beliefs, and she concedes on several
points I make, such as His Divine Providence and His giving comfort and peace
to those who suffer much like she has. On a somewhat side note, the people of Poca
Bellezza are quick to become friends with Deborah, especially my parents, who
are excited to see me finally bring a girl home whom I am interested in
marrying. She is given a homemade dress, just like Idelle, and a gift from
almost everyone in town. Seeing these faithful, simple, and honest people is
enough to put a permanent smile on Deborah’s face and further embrace God’s
love for her. At night, we watch the stars alone, and since she’s been in town
for so long, I ask her opinion on it.
“What’s your favorite part of the
town?” I ask.
“I don’t know, and guessing at it makes
it feel like I’m doing the other parts a disservice. I love the people, the
environment, fresh air, food, plays, historical sites, parks, amusement parks,
and the simplicity of it, despite there being so much to enjoy,” Deborah
answers. She hugs me and puts her head on my chest. “If I had to say one thing,
I’d have to say my favorite part is you. You’ve done so much for me that I don’t
think I could ever repay you.”
“You don’t ever need to. All I want
is for you to be happy, and seeing your smile is more than enough to repay me.”
Deborah giggles and blushes. She
smiles and stares at me in silence for a few seconds before saying, “I accept
being your wife.”
“Huh? You do?”
“What? That’s what you want, and
what I want, isn’t it?”
“Yes, of course! I just didn’t
think to bring the ring because I was going to propose to you next week.”
I scramble to bring Deborah back
home and search through the house. After finding the ring, I properly propose to
her on one knee in front of my family, and she says yes. The wedding happens a
week after at the local church I constantly visit for adoration. Deborah’s
wedding dress is partially grey and handmade by my mom and her friends, while
my gold suit and red shirt, and pants were tailor-made by friends of the family
in town. Idelle, everyone we know in town, and some friends from the Seventy-Three,
even show up, including a best friend of mine, Timeo Severe, who was also
recently married and had kids of his own. I daydream about the future children I
have, especially since my mom has been pressuring Deborah to have five kids
since she couldn’t have children of her own, but for now, I concentrate on the
ceremony.
After taking our vows, the priest says,
“By the grace of God, I now pronounce you husband and wife.”
Before the priest says I can kiss
Deborah, I do, and embarrass myself a bit, but no one seems to mind, Deborah
least of all, since we are both living the happiest moment of our lives. I’ll
do everything in my power to protect her and her happiness. Thank you, God, for
allowing me to bring her soul back from the depths and into your safe embrace.
Please strengthen us both to be worthy of one another’s love, especially yours,
and be with us in all our present and future struggles and challenges.
The End