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The world is cursed by an Eternal Night that makes men weak to sin. In this world, vampire gods rule the world and the worshippers of God are few and driven underground in fear of being killed or corrupted. Ivy's family once hunted the vampires but is now serving them, however, one servant of God will reignite the last bit of good left within her soul, which may save the world.
Venatores Noctis: Fading Virtue: Chapter 3 – Burn the Curse, Burn the Moon

Chapter
3 – Burn the Curse, Burn the Moon
To her surprise, Ivy awakens
unchained in a rather luxurious room. She finds that her whip isn’t by her side
and that nothing has been done to her. Her wounds from her fall have even been
healed. Part of her is thankful that she doesn’t have to help the worshippers
of God anymore, but at the same time, she feels worried about them being corrupted,
especially Bernice. To see where she is, Ivy looks out the window to see that
she is in a castle with neighboring castles around it and smaller buildings around
them that are puny in comparison. Her curiosity about Bernice and the others then
moves her to exit the room.
In contrast to her luxurious room, Ivy
finds herself in a hallway full of cells where people are being corrupted and tortured.
Her want for justice slowly begins to burn as she sees this and finds herself
unable to do anything. Going further along, she finds a room where a person is
becoming a vampire god. This person smashes several holy objects until they are
cursed with the blasphemous baptism and covered with the blood of a baptized
infant. Black spikes come out of the new god’s neck, go through its face, and
emerge at the top of its head as if crowning it. Seeing the infant die a gruesome
death and the other lords and gods celebrate it forces Ivy to act even though
she is easily seen by the gods who wished her to see this.
“Ah, we were just going to wake you
up and bring you here. You will be a god like us. Isn’t this a grand blessing?”
one of the gods says.
“Why? It’s not something that I
want,” Ivy says.
“Because of your power and because
of your sinful soul. A person can only become a god like us if most of the
light of God is lost from a person’s soul and yours is perfect.”
“I can’t use that power without asking
God for it.”
The gods look at each other and
consult one another. Even the new god has a say in this.
One of them speaks for the rest as
it says, “That will be of no issue. With you allied with us, God will no longer
be able to use you against us. As a god, you’ll live eternally blaspheming God
with every action, every breath of your life. You will have true freedom to do
whatever you want.”
“I don’t care for God, but I don’t
want this! Above all, I don’t want an innocent infant to die for my sake.”
“You don’t have a choice in this.
Besides, we can see from your sinful soul that you would like nothing different
than the pleasures that only sin can afford, or do we need to remind you?”
“I think we do,” a god interrupts, “I
think we should have her pleasure herself with the body of the holy woman.”
“The what?”
“One of the women who was with you
was a fine treat indeed. She prayed out loud for her God and you to save her.
Here, we have no more use of her corpse.”
The god throws over to Ivy the mangled
body of Bernice who is barely recognizable to her. Ivy looks at her face in
horror and begins to sob as she silently apologizes to her.
“That woman was something else. If
there was anyone holy among that herd of sheep, it was her because of how
strongly she resisted us until her death. Having our way with her was some of the
best fun I had in months.”
“I’ll kill you!” Ivy says with her
fists raised.
“With what? Your bare hands? Your nonexistent
fire powers or perhaps this?” the god says before showing Ivy her whip and then
crushing it with its hands. “You have nothing to fight us with. Perhaps you’ll
find something later.”
“We would like a good challenge
since the Church of God doesn’t give us any.”
“It would be nice, but for now
since you’re so resistant, we should get you to relax. Perhaps sin a bit more before
you become a god so that you’ll become more powerful.”
“Maybe we should actually have her
pleasure herself with that corpse. Oh, what beautiful corruption will be born from
that!”
“Perhaps we should.”
The gods activate Ivy’s curse and
put it into overdrive.
“I’m sorry, Bernice,” Ivy says to
herself.
“Get up. You can still fight this,”
a voice says in her head.
Inside her mind, Ivy sees her
guardian angel.
“I can’t do anything.”
“You can allow God to act through
you.”
“But I can’t. The only thing that I
can feel like I can do is to give myself over to my sins.”
“I felt totally out of control of
myself too once, but submission to God is true freedom,” an unfamiliar voice
says to her.
“I was afraid of the destiny God
put me in. Still, I trusted in Him and triumphed with the help of my friends,”
another voice says.
“I let my pride and zeal overcome
me, and yet, God gave me a second chance,” yet another voice chimes in along
with many others who give their testimony of service to God.
“Who are these people?” Ivy asks
her angel.
“These are your saintly ancestors.
They are praying that you overcome your challenges and are giving you the opportunity
to do so. The choice is up to you.”
“Why does it have to be me? I’m
nothing but a worthless whore.”
“You are not that to God. You are
His precious creation that He died for and even now, He wants you to live and
redeem yourself.”
Touched by this, Ivy’s strength
begins to restore itself.
“I know you can do it, Ivy!” the
voice of Bernice says from beyond.
Hearing the voice of Bernice and
finally beginning to understand her purpose in life, Ivy prays to God, “I see
now or at least see as best I can. Okay, God. Do with me what You will. Let the
flames of justice burn through me and put an end to this eternal night.”
At her word, Ivy and everything and
everyone around her begins to catch fire. This fire spread from not only this
castle and the surrounding castle but quickly spreads throughout every inch of
the world to burn the evil from it. Cities and long lasting monuments easily
crumble while the vampires and their serfs of all kinds burn to ash as well. While
this is happening, Ivy is struggling to keep this fire alight as it burns her
as well. Despite the pain, she holds on preferring the freeing pains of the divine
fire over the dark pleasures of her curse being inflicted on her by demons. Her
angel, her ancestors, and Bernice continue to strengthen her with their prayers
to keep her going.
Eventually, the castle around her
crumbles, but her angel protects her from this. The entire world burns until
finally, a flare shoots out from it to blow up the false moon to bits. After a
short while, Ivy’s fire subsides and the world is free from the slaves of sin
and false gods. Looking around, Ivy sees the ruins of the castle around her. Not
many survived with her in this location with all of them saying that a light
protected them, a light that Ivy explains to them was their guardian angel.
The smoke from the flames then dissipates
to reveal the sun’s light that hasn’t shined on the earth for generations. It is
then that Ivy realizes that the curse marks on her are gone and that she feels
freer than ever.
She then gets down on her knees and
says, “Thank you, God, for being so patient with me! I promise you that the
sinful woman that I was burned up and the woman that you want me to be has
emerged from her ashes. Please, continue to grant us your aid and help us
rebuild a better society in Your name.”
Ivy takes a couple of the infants that
survived, kisses them, and leads the survivors of the fire to a better tomorrow
as she follows the light of God that now lives within her.
The End
Tuesday, April 26, 2022
Venatores Noctis: Fading Virtue: Chapter 2 – New Purpose and People

Chapter
2 – New Purpose and People
As both Ivy and the woman walk
through the city, Ivy hears the faint sound of crying infants.
“Do you hear crying infants?” Ivy
asks.
“It’s faint. Do you think…” the woman
says.
At the thought of the implication,
Ivy runs to the source of the noise and hastily removes the rubble muffling it.
She finds crying infants wrapped in the same light that her guardian angel had.
Her heart flutters in joy while holding as many infants as she can and trying
not to cry.
“Thanks be to God. It’s a miracle,”
the woman says.
“It’s a miracle they haven’t been
killed while their serf mothers and fathers did. This place used to be a place
where infants were born for the sake of them being used as sacrifices or
experimented on to later become serfs. Wait, if the infants here are okay, then
the rest must be,” Ivy says.
People with cloaks and weapons
approach the two with caution.
Ivy takes her whip out and then says, “Who
are you?”
“Bernice?” a man says.
The man takes off his hood to
reveal himself as someone that the woman recognizes. Seeing him causes Bernice
to run and hug him.
“I’m so glad that you’re safe,”
Bernice says to the man.
“And I am even more glad that you’re
alive. It’s a miracle that you didn’t die or were enslaved when you went on your
suicide mission.”
“How did you survive the city
catching on fire and what are you doing out here?”
“The flames didn’t affect us even
though they spread beneath the city and we’re here to see what happened and if
it’s actually safe to live above ground. Since these infants are alive, I’m
sure the others are saving the rest from the burned down facilities that produced
them. How did you survive?”
“The flames didn’t affect us either
and this Aurora’s guardian angel saved us from a collapsing castle. She also
started the fire with her hands believe it or not.”
“Did she really?”
“I don’t even understand how I did
it and the angel says that I’m supposed to burn the world and moon of sin. It’s
ridiculous.”
“Well, if you wanted to save me and
save these infants, then there must be a part of you that still yearns for
justice and truth.”
“I didn’t want to see another
person be corrupted against their will in front of me. I also can’t stand the sacrifice
of infants, especially because-no, forget it.”
“Okay. Whatever the case is, we
should get these infants to safety.”
“Right.”
With the man and his friend’s help,
Bernice and Ivy take the infants down below the city where there are many like
them. In this underground part of the city lies the Church of God. Many parts
of it are decorated with crucifixes, statues of saints, images of the Blessed
Mother, and other holy images.
“It’s a wonder that this place was
never discovered,” Ivy says.
“That’s because the holy images we
have here dull the senses of the vampires and gods and because our God protects
us,” Bernice says.
“If you say so. I’ve seen plenty of
your own captured, tortured, defiled, and maimed despite their constant pleading
for their God’s help.”
“But God did answer my prayers and
deliver me from the vampires and showed me His purpose for you. It’s true that
God doesn’t seem to answer all our prayers, but that’s for a good reason beyond
our understanding.”
“It’s the Aurora,” a citizen of the
underground Church says.
“Isn’t their family traitorous?”
“They were traitorous to begin with
even after they were considered heroes.”
“They even still use the whip that
one of their ancestors used to whip the back of Christ as if it’s some honorable
weapon.”
“Those legends about them saving
our world are false.”
“Ignore them,” Bernice says.
“I know that. Where are you taking
me anyway? Is your pope here?”
“No. I don’t even know if we have a
current one. I’m taking you to a mystic who might be able to tell you how to fulfill
God’s will for you.”
Even though she doesn’t know what a
mystic is, Ivy lets herself be led to one that Bernice knows of. When she meets
the mystic, she becomes even warier of him because of the man’s blindness.
The mystic gets up as soon as Ivy enters the room and somehow walks in front of
her despite his blindness.
“You’re Ivy Aurora. It’s an honor
to meet you,” the man says.
“How did you know that? How can you
even see?” Ivy says.
“I may not be able to see the physical
reality, but my spiritual sight is second only to my fellow mystics. Give me
your hands so that I may tell you what you want to know.”
Ivy allows the man to touch her
hands out of curiosity.
“What do you see, blind man?”
“I can see a faint ember that is
struggling to stay alive. This is the last thing keeping your soul alive that
yearns to burn for justice.”
“It yearns to burn? Haha, something
in my soul telling you what it wants to do is the most absurd thing I’ve heard
today when I know it better than you do and there’s nothing in me that says
that.”
“Oh, but it does. You just silence
it even as it whispers to you, and because of what happened, it’s a whisper
that you can no longer ignore. The ember was ignited when you saw innocent
people tortured, die, and become corrupted.”
“That did make me upset, but-”
“But where you really wanted God,
truth, and justice to be real was when you heard and witnessed the death of baptized
infants especially the death of your child.”
Everyone who hears it looks at the
mystic and Ivy.
“How do you know about my child?!”
“Your soul told me about it.”
“Well, it won’t tell you anything
else!” Ivy tries to move away, but she feels that she’s paralyzed in place and
can only move her shoulders. Her eyes then focus on her guardian angel who appears
in her sight without warning and shows her that it is the one that is holding
her. “What did you do to me?”
“I’m not doing anything. It’s your
angel who wants you to realize your true nature so that you will repent and
save your soul.”
“Why now when it’s let me be who I
am? Why now when God let the vampires take over the world and enact their will
on everyone?”
“I cannot say for sure. Perhaps we
deserved it. Perhaps it is necessary so that a greater good might be born from
it. The only thing that I can say for certain is that you are the one who will
save us with your fire.”
“People keep saying I should use it,
but I don’t even know how to!”
“You have an idea of how. Do the
same thing as you did before. Give yourself over to God and you will be
complete and who you are meant to be. Here, I will allow you to feel the same
peace that you felt when God touched your soul and allowed your flames of righteous
anger the ability to manifest.”
“I didn’t feel any peace…”
It is then that Ivy remembers the
touch of God that happened for less than a second. This feeling is like that of
resting after a day of work when everything is done or something close to the
feeling of being in Heaven or even closer to the feeling of true love.
“There it is. Remember that feeling
and you will truly become the Ivy Aurora that God made you to be. Forget it,
and you will become like the vampire gods. Nothing but an empty vessel for
demons.”
With that said, the mystic lets go
of Ivy’s hands. She loses the feeling of peace and is back to feeling empty and
craving physical pleasures, which she begins to hate. Ivy then leaves the
mystic and goes to Bernice.
“That was amazing what the mystic
told you. Now you know how to fulfill your God-given role,” Bernice excitingly
says.
“Uh huh,” Ivy lukewarmly responds.
“I’m sorry about your child. If you
need anyone to talk to-”
“I don’t want to talk about it to
anyone.”
“Okay, okay.”
Before they have a chance to relax,
they see that the people are beginning to pack up. Concerned about this, Bernice
goes to one of the Church leaders to ask why this is.
“Most of us are afraid that the vampires
that come here will annihilate us because of what they’ll find. Because of
this, we’ve decided to move to another place,” the leader says.
“Why’s that? God has given us Constantinople
to be our own?” Bernice says.
“It makes sense,” Ivy comments, “This
city isn’t yours just because your God burned it and made it safe for you. The
gods may just bring in an army to destroy you or worse when they learn of what
happened, which I’m sure they already have.”
“And just because an Aurora is helping
us doesn’t mean that this one will save the world now. Don’t get me wrong. I appreciate
your help and trust that God has good things for us. I just don’t trust you too
well because of what your family has done as of late.”
“Then this is where we part ways.”
“Hold on. I still know of your
skills that we can put to use.”
“I don’t think holy people like you
want my skills.”
“You know what I’m talking about.
Your skills as a fighter and not a prostitute. We’ll pay you to keep us safe
until we find a place we can live. It’s been decided by the council that you
can have any reward for this within reason.”
“Oh? Why’s this?”
“We do not forget the good that your
family has done and what you have done according to Bernice. The Auroras did
stay faithful to the Church until the generations of Saint Claudius’ blessed children
and grandchildren passed away.”
“I see. I accept.”
“Sir, I think we should do more
than just pay her. She has the blessing from God to change the world,” Bernice
says.
“If it comes to that, then by all
means she can stay with us permanently. It’s just not something that we see
happening in the near future.”
“Ivy…”
“Don’t worry about me, Bernice. I’ll
be fine. Now, come on, and let’s help your people pack up. The gods will be on
their way here before you know it.”
Bernice reluctantly accepts the
reality of the situation and silently prays that Ivy stays with them. After
packing up, the followers of God and Ivy load as much as they can on the horses
and handmade carriages the Church has kept fed and hidden in the underground
before heading out. Ivy sits on the rear carriage while other defenders sit on
the outside carriages with their blessed weapons drawn and ready for a fight.
It isn’t long before they get this fight as many beastmen and vampires come
running their way. The defenders hardly manage to defend the carriages besides
Ivy who can narrowly hold her own.
“Ivy!” Bernice says who is under attack.
“Come on, come on! Don’t you want
to save your worshippers, God?” Ivy silently thinks.
She tries to remember the feeling
to activate her flames until she starts to pray for a second, which lights up
her whip. Her whip is also extended and able to release fire projectiles out at
distant enemies that she uses to save Bernice and the other carriages.
“I knew you could do it!” Bernice
says.
“Oh, please. I don’t even know what
I did,” Ivy says.
Many more enemies approach them
until not even Ivy’s upgraded whip cannot help them.
“Come on! Where’s that feeling?”
Ivy thinks to herself.
Soon after, Bernice and those
around her are overwhelmed and their horses are killed so that the carriages
crash. This causes Ivy to panic to try to strengthen her flames.
“Come on, flames, activate already!
You’ve already allowed so many innocents to die!”
“Watch out!” Ivy’s carriage driver
says.
A group of beastmen and vampire
serfs throw themselves at their carriage causing it to crash.
“You have to do something now or we’re
all going to die or worse. Do what you did before,” Ivy silently says to God.
At her allowing God to act through
her, Ivy’s strength is restored. She becomes like a fiery tornado that tears
through the army until the gods activate her curse to bring her down. Ivy is
able to resist her temptations only for a short while until she is consumed by
them.
“Where’s that feeling? I can’t find
it,” Ivy says to herself while trying to resist her curse.
The flames from her whip are gone
along with her strength. Many of the worshippers of God are killed while few
are cursed with the fate of whatever twisted desire the gods have for them.
“So, this is the famous Aurora. It
appears that there’s more to her than her sexual proficiency and strength in
battle,” one of the gods says as they approach her.
“I think we have our explanation as
to how Constantinople burned down,” another says, “I say we don’t kill her and
use her as a weapon to dominate the other gods.”
“I say we should. Her family and
she have done great services for my family and friends in more than one way,” a
third god says.
“You don’t think she’ll turn on us?”
“People like her, like us, only
need to be satiated with pleasures of all kinds. Just look how happy she is
now.”
“Oh, that’s right, but for now, let’s
get her back to our castles. Let her pleasures overwhelm her until she falls unconscious.
I don’t want to take any chances after what she did, but I also want her to have
a taste of her future reward for serving us.”
“You are too generous, but I do
want to see her lose herself in an overwhelming amount of pleasure. Let me see
it!”
The pleasure inflicted on Ivy
through her curse is increased until she falls unconscious. She is then taken
with the rest of the worshippers of God to the combined castle of these vampire
gods and a new horror that awaits them.
Wednesday, April 20, 2022
Venatores Noctis: Fading Virtue: Chapter 1 – Using a Spark for an Inferno


Chapter
1 – Using a Spark for an Inferno
Ivy sneaks behind a vampire god and
wraps her family’s whip around his neck. Despite the metal-like spikes that
come from the vampire’s neck, go through its face, and come out the top of its
head like a crown, Ivy’s whip crushes it as if it were paper and makes the god
bleed and suffocate.
“It’s time for you to die, monster,”
Ivy says.
“Curses! To think it would end this
way,” the god says as it struggles to free itself.
“You sealed your fate with your
sins!”
“…still…to die at the hands of an
Aurora is an honor. Let it be known that I was bested by a hunter from a legendary
family-”
The two chuckle before beginning to
laugh.
“What? Can’t keep up the act
anymore?”
“It’s one of my favorites, but it
does make me laugh. I appreciate the gift of your pleasing pain, Ivy.” The
vampire god taps out but Ivy doesn’t stop strangling him. “Ivy?”
“What is it? I thought you enjoyed
the pain.”
“Yes, its way of putting my life
in danger is enticing since I rarely ever feel it, but it’s sad to say that our
good time must end sooner or later. We can continue this again later once I recover.”
“Aww, but I’m just getting started.”
“Wha-what??
Seeing that Ivy seriously won’t
release him, the god tries to break the whip around his neck, however, since it
is a holy weapon, he only burns his hands as a result. He then uses his vampire
god ability to activate the tattoos on Ivy’s eye, heart, and the one slightly
below her waist. This causes her ecstasy which almost stops her, but she manages
to narrowly persevere and behead the god. She then obsessively touches her tattoos as if wanting her curse to continuously feed her pleasure. Her
sensations are quieted by another vampire god who enters the room and uses his
abilities on her tattoos to calm her down.
“You’ll have the chance to
experience an even greater pleasure now that you’re mine,” the god says.
“Don’t keep me waiting for long. You
know what’ll happen if you do,” Ivy says before holding the god’s arm as if she
is his wife.
To show his take over of the city,
the serfs of the vampire god hang the decaying body of the god that Ivy killed
from the balcony before the new vampire god gives a speech about his take over
with Ivy at his side. Those who hear this gather gifts for their new ruler,
especially supporters of the old ruler. On the other hand, those who are
fearful of this sudden change of rule attempt to leave the city only to be ambushed
and killed by supporters of the new rule. Ivy and her master indulge in the
pleasures of their take over before going their separate ways to enjoy even
more of their spoils given to them by their beastmen serfs.
“Congratulations on another successful
takeover, Ivy. How long will you let this new ruler live?” a human woman serf
asks.
“Depends how long he can entertain
me,” Ivy answers.
“What about your other loyalties?”
“Those other gods can wait. The
world is already theirs. It’s not like there’s any rush to replace one ruler
with another.”
“I mean the Church.”
“Rome has long been overthrown and
been driven underground so they’re no concern of mine. My family hasn’t been
dedicated to the Church for a few generations now that you mention it. Why do
you ask?”
“I heard about the history of your
family and thought that part of you would still care for it.”
“As far as I know, the God that my
family fought for has abandoned us to the darkness in a good way. We can be
whoever we want and indulge in every pleasure imaginable until the day we die.”
“I wouldn’t say that God has
abandoned us.”
“Have you looked outside at all?
The sun never shines. Instead, a warm moon shines during the day and a cold
moon shines during the night. This was a blessing given to us by the vampire
gods who brought out our true nature through the spell that they call the
Eternal Night. You should be enjoying this life rather than worrying about some
dying Church and its long lost God. Are you a worshipper of this God? Are you
from the Church?”
“Um…I’ve been in contact with people
associated with it. It’s how I know what I know.”
“Everyone. Leave the room. Except
you.” Every serf in the room leaves except for the one Ivy is talking to. “You
don’t belong here, little lamb. Your loyalties are too easy to spot because of
the way you talk. I’m sure that even the serfs could tell that you serve the
Church. What are you doing here?”
“I wanted to see if it was true
that a descendent of the legendary vampire hunting family was under their spell
rather than a willing slave, so I snuck my way here to get to you.”
“And you would break the curse that’s
making me a slave to my sin?”
“I was going to try and risk my life
so that something would be done about the vampires. Your family has saved the
world from them before.”
“You’re in over your head and out
of your mind. I don’t need saving, but you do. Leave now before the serfs tell
the new ruler of this city that you’re here.”
“Why would he care that a nobody
like me is here?”
“Because you’re a native but pure
soul. At best, he’ll beat you to death with your own limbs and laugh as you scream
and cry in agony. At worst, he’ll slowly corrupt you and turn you into a
mindless serf or a plaything for his desires.”
“But your family and you-”
“Have been fighting for the vampire
gods ever since the Eternal Night began. I’ve even been told that my family
took part in making it happen.”
“I see that there’s still light in
you since you want to save me. Why won’t you fight against the evils of the
vampires?”
“What evil? I’m enjoying my life
the way it is. Now, no more talking. Get out of here while I distract the god
and tell your Church that if they’re going to get rid of any evil then they ought
to stop giving up priests that baptize the babies the vampires use in their ritual
to become the beings that they are.”
In a rush, Ivy pushes the woman to
a secret exit and throws her out of it. She then runs to find the vampire god
who is headed her way.
“I heard there was a servant of God
with you. Where is she?” the vampire god says.
“Gone. Why do you have to concern
yourself with her when you have me?” Ivy answers.
“Did you get rid of her?”
“I did because I know you’ll be
giving her all your attention.” She kisses and embraces the god. “Give me all
you would’ve given her and more. I crave it. You can even let the serfs watch.
Make it a spectacle.”
Encouraged by his insatiable lust,
the god agrees, tells the serfs that they can be involved, and takes Ivy to the
public bedchamber where sex is a show and the serfs involved with it are
nothing but playthings whose lives are expendable for the sake of pleasure.
There, Ivy tries her best to play around and tease the god for as long as she
can while fighting her own desire to give in. This happens for a time until he
gets tired of the teasing and uses his abilities on her tattoos to weaken her
resistance to the point where she gives in, however, at this same moment, the
woman of the Church is brought in by serfs.
“We found her, your majesty!” the
serf says as they drag in the woman who is bruised and in chains with her
clothes torn.
“Wa-wait! You still haven’t satisfied
me yet!” Ivy says desperately trying to save the woman.
“Two is better than one since I
know you don’t like watching.”
“Stop it!”
“Oh, but I thought you liked this.
Where’s your taste for all forms of exquisite pleasure?”
As the god says this, he intensifies
Ivy’s curse, but she resists it. Flashes of infants dying in blasphemous
baptisms and other women and men like her being cruelly killed and degraded
fill her mind and ignites a dead part of her that wishes for justice.
For the first time in her life, she
prays in her mind, “If you’re out there, God who this woman worships, save her.
Save her by any means necessary. Pull out a miracle as you are said to do. You
can even use me if you wish. Just don’t make any more of the innocent die. I
beg of you.”
At her word, Ivy’s hands slowly
begin to ignite in flames as she continues to scream while fighting her curse. Everyone
in the room watches her in awe before the flames from her hands leap from her
hands and spread to everyone and everything until the entire castle they are in
catches fire. The god quickly turns to ash whereas the serfs burn to death at various
speeds depending on the person’s soul. This flame quenches Ivy’s lust and wakes
her up enough to grab the woman and take her out of the room. Looking out the window,
she sees that her flames have enveloped the entire city.
Eventually, the damage done to the
castle by her flames is enough to make it collapse, however, a mysterious light
envelops them and cuts the falling debris to save them. When the dust settles,
Ivy and the woman see that the castle has fallen to the ground around them. Every
house and building in the city has also fallen and its citizens are all ash. The
light that saved Ivy and the woman then manifests as an angel with four wings,
four burned arms that hold fire, and a singular eye as a face.
“What kind of god are you?” Ivy
asks it.
“I am no god. I am your guardian
angel,” it says.
“Guardian angel?”
“You can see what the light is manifested
as and what it says, and it’s your guardian angel?” the woman asks.
“That’s what it says.”
“Amazing. Every member of the
Aurora family was said to be able to see and communicate with their guardian
angel. It must be here to lead you to your God-given destiny.”
“My what? I don’t care for that. I
only wanted to save you.”
“You wanted more,” the angel says, “Your
heart yearned for justice and the small piece of your soul that was still pure was
allowed to manifest itself as that small flame that burned this entire city and
its sinful inhabitants to the ground. Follow the woman’s advice and you will be
led to the true freedom and justice that you desire.”
“I don’t desire that. I just want my
pleasures-”
“Don’t lie and regress back to your
old self as you sit on the precipice of change because it will result in your
damnation. Follow the woman and burn the world and moon of sin.”
With its final word, the angel disappears
in a flash of light.
“What did your angel tell you to
do?”
“It told me to follow you and burn
the world and moon of sin.”
“Follow me? It’s an honor to be
thought of as your guide. I can help you with that, but how are you going to
burn the world and moon of sin?”
“No clue. I really don’t even know how
I used that fire that manifested from my soul.”
“I see. We’ll figure it out. You
still have your family’s whip with you, right?”
“I still got it.”
“Then we’ll be good for now. Follow
me.”
“As if I have a better choice.”
Ivy follows the injured woman
unsure of the future ahead of her but somehow feeling freer than ever before.
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After the institution of vampire hunting parties by his grandfather, Never, Claudius seeks to live up to his grandfather's legacy by finishing what he started. He seeks to destroy the Tower of Blasphemy that has sunk into the ground by himself no matter the cost but is everything that's hard to do and doing exactly what your heroes did always the correct decision?
Venatores Noctis: Selfless Self-Destruction: Chapter 3 – Results of Lost Hope

Chapter
3 – Results of Lost Hope
After his long travels, Claudius arrives
at the site of the tower to find that an entrance to it jutting out of the
ground is surrounded by beastmen and strange black skeleton vampires that have
little to no skin on their bones set up in the battle ruined campsite that
surrounds the site.
“You are welcome inside,” a beastman
says.
Despite not being attacked by the beastmen,
Claudius takes advantage of their passivity to kill them with three large swipes
of his whip. He winches after the attack because of his injury from the vampire
lord and remembers what the woman said before offering up the pain the penance
and going down the stairs to enter the upside down tower. The stairs down are a
crumbled mess with dirt slowly dripping down like an hourglass as if the structure
will collapse if broken in the right place. Further down, Claudius enters the first
room. This room contains ruined what must’ve been beautiful statues, paintings,
furniture, and more. These ruined objects are being cleaned and fixed by serfs,
and just like the beastmen on the surface, these ones don’t mind Claudius' presence.
One of them bows to Claudius then says,
“Welcome to our castle. Please, do not mind our appearance and make yourself at
home. Do you need first aid? We have many doctors that can help you.”
The beastman’s honest question
about his health gives Claudius pause before he stabs it with the end of his
whip to silently kill it. This method is the way by which Claudius slays every
single serf and vampire in this castle with a few small fights that end in
seconds here and there. Claudius does a thorough cleaning of this castle hoping
to find a vampire lord or someone to tell him where the center of the tower is,
but he doesn’t find any. It then occurs to him that he let his zealotry get to
him and did not see the obvious opportunity.
“It wouldn’t be a sin to take
advantage of their hospitality so I can find the center of the tower,” Claudius
silently says to himself before realizing another thing. “Guardian angel, my guardian
dear. My grandfather’s guardian angel led him through his trials to his fate,
his wife, and the only serfs who could redeem themselves. Will you not show me
the way as well?”
Waiting in silent prayer gives
Claudius no answers so he assumes he is where he is meant to be and that his chosen
course of action is correct. When he travels further down into the tower, he
finds himself in another castle, but this is more like a small town. Every
large room contains something different. Some are taverns, bakeries, and restaurants,
while others are homes and even churches. To his surprise, the churches
practice the same true Catholic faith that he does and there doesn’t appear to
be any sign of sin or misdeeds, however, he is still uneased by the sight of
the beastmen, skeletal vampires, and other vampires who go about their daily
business as if they weren’t monsters living in a destroyed castle. Reconcentrating
his efforts on his task, he goes up to a human serf who is selling clothes that
he is making.
Claudius asks him, “Might you know
where the lord of this castle is?”
“Dead and in the ground where he
belongs. Were you hoping to kill him yourself?” the serf answers.
“I was.”
“Well, there’s nothing evil in this
tower anymore, friend. The serfs have risen up in every castle in this tower,
killed the lords, and now we live here in relative peace.”
“Relative?”
“Relative because fights will
sometimes break out and the Corpus may lose themselves to their sinful ways,
but I think we’re doing better than one would expect.”
“A Corpus? Those creatures of
legend are here?”
“You’ve surely passed several by.
There are no true vampires in this area. Not anymore.”
“I’ve been attacked by vampires in
this area and my holy whip has killed them.”
“If you know the legends, then you know
that the Corpus die when God allows them to and when their penance has been
paid, so they can enter Heaven. This is a tragedy really. I assume that’s why
you’re all beat up?”
“Yes, and it’s why I doubt that the
Corpus are here.”
“I can’t help that and can only
assure you that what the Corpus do is outside of their will and they helped us destroy
the last of the lords. They even destroyed the blasphemous magic in here that
allowed those who used it to teleport.”
“I thought Saint Nevar destroyed
that when he destroyed the tower.”
“He did, but the power to make portals
still existed within the tower since it all fell to the ground. Now, thanks to
the serfs, that power is forever lost.”
“Why did the serfs rebel?”
“Because of Saint Nevar’s and Saint
Josiah’s example. They inspired us to rebel.”
“Then why also did the serfs rebel
against the Church?”
“We haven’t. It’s just that we’re rebelling
against those in Church that take advantage of us and think of serfs as nothing
more than irredeemable creatures, which is ironic because of the saints who were
serfs and Saint Raven who was a Corpus.”
Finding no way to argue with the
serf’s point, Claudius wonders what to say next for a few seconds.
“Who runs this mess of castles then
and how is it still together?”
“The most powerful of serfs that
led the assault on the lords. You’ll find them a few castles down. As for
keeping it together, it probably has to do with the original magic that kept it
together and maybe even the will of God since it’s so improbable that it’s
still together.”
Hearing that it’s God’s will that
this tower be together ignites Claudius’ anger since it sounds like blasphemy to
him, but he holds his rage in a way that doesn’t show his rage on his face or body
language. He then thanks the serf before moving down to visit the leaders of the
serfs. On his way there, the two other castles he passes through are filled
with similar scenes to the last with one castle having schools and libraries
and the second having farms and bakeries. It is then that Claudius’ resolve
wavers as a young child comes up to him and asks him if he needs a doctor and food
since his condition is obvious to this child. This child is also part wolf, which
shows Claudius that the serfs have been here long enough to reproduce. In
his mind and the mind of some of the others in the Church, it is an abomination
for beastmen to reproduce despite them still being considered men and having
the same rights as men, assuming the place they’re living in isn’t biased against
them.
“No, I’m fine,” Claudius says to
the boy.
The boy doesn’t appear to believe
him until he says, “Okay. Hey, how can I look as cool as you? Did you get that
look by being a knight of the Church?”
For some reason, a beastman turns
to look at Claudius at the hearing of this then runs away deeper into the
tower. The beast’s suspicious behavior causes Claudius to chase after it until he
finds himself at a dead end that happens to be a graveyard. Many gravestones
litter this room with inscriptions that note some of these people as the ones
that fought for the serfs’ freedom while others are noted as being victims of
the vampires and even the Church. Seeing that there’s no way out of this room,
Claudius feels out the walls and then the graves to try to find a possible hidden exit.
The boy even more curious about Claudius than Claudius is about the
beastman follows him into the graveyard to watch him until he becomes impatient
and approaches him again.
He says, “What are you looking for,
sir?”
“Nothing that should concern you,”
Claudius answers.
“You look like you’re looking for
secrets. Let me see if I can help. I found a chicken in a wall once. Don’t know
why it was there, but I heard the lord that had the castle I found it in loved
eating chickens so much that he had to hide his excess stock of it in all sorts
of places.”
Ignoring what the boy said,
Claudius thinks to himself about how to get him to leave.
“Hey, I found a secret staircase!
Is this what you’re looking for.”
The spot where the boy finds the staircase
is an ordinary grave that doesn’t stick out in any way. Seeing the staircase, Claudius
moves passed the boy and down the stairs without even thinking to thank him. This
secret reveals an area filled with the mangled bodies of serfs, humans, knights,
and other seemingly normal folks. Despite this being a horrid sight, part of Claudius
is sourly relieved that his suspicions that this tower still contains evil are
correct. Going further in, he finds several beastmen, Corpus, and humans
talking to each other.
“The Church has sent their soldiers
to kill us! I told you they were going to!” one of them says.
“Maybe this is a misunderstanding.
Did you send out your allies to scare them away again? You know that you’ll
only be met with force and prolong this misunderstanding,” another beastman counters.
“That was for a good reason.”
“And what reason may that be? So you
can continue with these experimentations that you inherited from the lords? I thought
that we promised to move beyond this.”
“And I thought that you said I can
continue them as a last resort because of the knowledge that would be lost.”
“That wasn’t me. That was my weakened
side talking.”
“All the Corpus say the same thing,
but it’s no matter. The lords here had an amazing last resort plan among many
and we need to take advantage of it. We can’t let their research go to waste.”
“Their research that forces people
to combine into a singular body? It’s an abomination.”
“You know how prideful the lords
were and how they hated each other. They had a plan to separate themselves once
they no longer needed to be combined. Granted, it was in its early stages, but
you can see that I’ve been getting good results in undoing the beast modifications
they put on people and those they have combined with others.”
“Most aren’t well in the mind after
your experiments.”
“Okay, okay, but it’s something
that we must make a decision on right now. If I explain any more details of the
experiments, then we’ll be here all day. The Church’s soldiers have already
killed the guards on the surface and those in the uppermost castle. Now, after
everything that I’ve explained and the enemy banging at our gates, tell me that
you agree with me.”
“If the Church sent their soldiers
here, then we’d be seeing more than just one and there would be more chaos.”
“Tch. You dolt. You don’t understand
what is happening!”
During this conversation, Claudius
is unsure of how to act while listening in on what the enemy knows of him. His
enemy is clear and in front of him, however, he is outnumbered and in no shape
to take on so many at once, especially with the Corpus among them. The side who
is on the side of the Corpus probably wouldn’t appreciate it if he killed the beast
experimenter even though they are against each other, so that option is out of
Claudius’ mind. Even so, looking around at all the scientific experimentations
done on both the living and dead here that mocks God’s creation begs him to act
sooner rather than later. Thinking that this was the same challenge that his
grandfather faced, Claudius silently prays for bravery, strength, and bravery
before leaping into action. He kills several beastmen with an efficient use of
his whip and continues to kill multiple of them as he takes advantage of their
surprise.
“I told you they’re here to kill us!”
the experimenter says before working some kind of strange machinery. “I have no
choice but to activate it as it is. You can thank me later.”
“No, wait!” the Corpus says to no
avail.
A dark force comes out of the
machine and shakes the very tower. It begins to suck in everything around it
and seeing as how it is breaking apart the tower, Claudius assumes that it will
destroy it and begins to leave. On his way out, he sees the boy that was
following him get sucked in the direction of the dark force. At that moment, it
was as if time was moving slowly. Claudius saw the boy’s terrified expression and
saw him reaching out for him. A part of his soul tugs at him to go save the boy, but
he thinks that living the life of a beastman is a curse, so he abandons him.
Even while leaving, Claudius doesn’t
help anyone who is struggling not to get sucked in or fall victim to the
collapsing tower. In fact, he pushes passed them and uses them to pull himself
up while they fall. Eventually, Claudius makes his way out of the tower. He falls
to the ground out of exhaustion and struggles to even stand. He then watches
the staircase that goes into the tower slowly begin to sink down. Part of him
remembers the boy and thinks about him again as he feels that he could’ve saved him.
“No, I couldn’t have been able to,”
Claudius says to the rogue thought in his head.
As the staircase continues to sink,
Claudius can see beastmen, Corpus, and other human serfs desperately trying to
fit through the narrow hole that none can seem to fit through. The poor people
beg Claudius to help them, but he just sits there thinking to himself that they
deserve it.
“Pray for mercy because your death
is near Repent of your sin of rebelling against the Church,” Claudius says to
them.
Claudius can hear the people’s screams
until he hears a loud crushing noise. He lays down before thanking God for his
victory and his purpose being fulfilled. After getting up, he limps as he
begins his way back home only to be stopped by the ground shaking again.
“I knew it wouldn’t be that easy,” Claudius
says.
Ready for a fight, Claudius takes
out his whip, however, when his enemy emerges from the ground where the tower
was, he finds that his whip will probably not be enough. What emerges is an
enormous beast that is a mile long and the size of a house along with some of
the ruins of the tower. It has the body of a wolf, a half wolf, half fly face, the
arm of an ape, a claw for another arm, and the wings of two different kinds of
insect. The body is split in two by two different mouths and its lower half is
that of a snake. Finally, hundreds, if not hundreds of thousands of humanoid
figures can be seen writhing around in it appearing to try to break out and faint
moans and screams emanating from its body.
“What kind of ungodly abomination
are you?” Claudius says.
“We are the result of not leaving
us alone and your persecution,” the creature says in many voices, “Whereas the
Church was uncharitable to us, we have been charitable to you in letting you
know this before you die.”
“God will not let me fail. To kill
you is to achieve my destiny. Guardian angel, grandfather, please grant me strength.”
To Claudius’ dismay, his whip can
hardly do any damage to the beast and is run over and seemingly killed by it
soon after. In his half dead state, a light enters his mind to wake it up.
“I’m sorry, grandfather. I’ve
failed you,” Claudius says.
“No, you haven’t. You still have a
chance,” Nevar says.
“Is that you, grandfather?”
“I’m here for you, Claudius.”
“Hurry and grant me your
intercession so I can live up to your legacy.”
“You don’t have to live up to my
legacy in the way that you think.”
“What do you think?”
“What do you think I mean? Everyone
has their own unique God-given purpose. My father achieved his after he died
and I did by being pushed into it by God. You have a different one and I’m
sorry to say that it’s changed because of your failure, but there’s still a
chance to make amends.”
“What are you talking about? I haven’t
done anything wrong.”
A second light enters his mind, which
turns into his guardian angel.
The angel says, “It is true that
you were meant to destroy the castle to finally seal away the magic and tainted
scientific research within, but you were also meant to save the serfs within
and bring them back to the Church and renew their faith in God.”
“What? Why couldn’t you tell me
this before?”
“You were shown it and various
people gave you good advice. You were shown the goodness of the serfs, given
the advice to ask for help from the vampire hunters in your family’s hunting
party, and told by a priest that certain people have certain roles in life and
not everything harder to do is always right.”
“Then leave me to die so I may
serve my penance in Purgatory or let me live in pain for as long as God will allow
for the same reason.”
“That will not be necessary if you do
what God actually wills. You have another chance if you follow my son’s example
who is doing his part correctly,” Nevar says.
“My father? If you say so. I won’t
let you down again, grandfather.”
Nevar smiles and then says, “I know you
won’t, my grandson.”
Waking up from his injuries,
Claudius finds himself with the other members of his family’s hunting party.
His wounds are being dressed while others pray over him. They thank God that he’s
awake, able to stand, and limp around. He makes his way to one of the leaders
of the hunting party, or rather, they meet halfway after Claudius says that he
wants to see him as his reason for not resting.
“You should be resting, sir,” the
hunting party leader says.
“I will, but not yet. You must know
of the massive abomination out there,” Claudius says.
“Oh, we know. It’s been out there
for three days destroying towns, farms, and attacking cities on a rampage. We
already have an army with siege weapons setting a trap for it. It’ll be dead
before you know it especially since it bit off more than it can chew when it
attacked Rome.”
“But what you don’t know is that it’s
my fault that the beast is loose.”
“We figured you had to do something
with it when we found your barely alive body near the ruins of the tower.”
“No, I could’ve stopped it from happening
altogether. The beastmen were not allied with the vampires nor was there a
single vampire among them. In fact, there were Corpus there. One of them got
scared and activated a machine tainted by dark magic that sucked in both the
dead and the living to create that creature. What that beastman did is indeed terrible, but it’s not like his fears were unfounded as I proved him right
by carving a bloody path to him.”
“There’s no time to worry about
that. I’m sure you have some painful penance in mind for yourself to make up
for it. I suggest that you don’t do it. Do something simpler like praying that rosary
the size of your arm for a while and promise God not to ever do something like
that again.”
“I’ve already talked to my
grandfather and my guardian angel who told me the error of my ways. I told them
that I won’t let them down.”
“Then there’s nothing more to say. Let’s
just keep this between ourselves and not tell anyone. Well, tell no one besides
your confessor. We’ll get you back to your father soon. I’m sure he hasn’t
stopped praying for your safety since you left.”
Sure enough, when Claudius returns
to Rome damaged by the beast he unleashed, his father meets him halfway to
hug him. Claudius tells his father what happened in secret and this doesn’t
change his father’s attitude towards him.
“You aren’t mad at me?” Claudius
asks.
“No, because I know that you’ll pick
yourself up and become a better man. It was also good to hear that my father
said to follow my example despite me being such a klutz. I can already see it
in your eyes,” his father says.
“I’m…I’m sorry for everything I
said about you. About calling you a coward and…for being such a foolish son.”
“Don’t worry about it. Come, you
must get your rest. I’m getting a celebration ready for-Oh! I’ve spoiled the
surprise! I’m sorry!”
“A party? For me?”
“Yes, to celebrate your coming back.”
“I…I guess I shouldn’t complain or say
what is best for myself. I’ve been doing that for too long and dressing it as
God’s will. Thank you for everything, father.”
Claudius embraces his father and
looks forward to the future having learned from his mistakes. Once he gets
better, he cleans up his appearance, and even though he is still a hunter, he
vows to do what is right no matter how hard or easy it may be.
The End