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Wednesday, December 20, 2023
Immortalis Fides: Lore - Church Militant
Tuesday, December 19, 2023
Immortalis Fides: Lore - The Great Treachery
Tuesday, December 12, 2023
My latest books are in a collection and out today!

The first exorcist was Braxton, the king of Great Britain. Set during the Protestant Reformation, Braxton hangs the Pope and his clergy at the Vatican and then parties with his wives and allies, but as they enjoy themselves in the basilica, demons pick off each one of them until God makes Braxton the first exorcist as his penance and to fulfill his life's purpose.
Secondly, the first Ombra was a nobody named Mar by God and Ruin by his parents and the locals who lives in the age before a proper Church was formed. On one faithful day, he is given seemingly limitless power with the catch being that only God can control the power Mar wields to bring justice to men and women of legend who bowed down to other gods.
Each story is paired with Behind the Story details that show a few ideas that comprise each story.
Wednesday, December 6, 2023
My latest book is out today!

Exorcism of the Hollow: Like a Shadow: Chapter 3 – Fading Pride to Nothing

Chapter
3 – Fading Pride to Nothing
The world is being drowned in a
constant rainstorm. Now I know why God has a group of people making an ark. As
for everyone else, the rich and powerful stay in their castles and act as if
nothing is happening while the lowly and poor struggle even more to get by and
find high places like mountains to settle in since many farms and low-income
areas have been ruined by the rain. In fact, the rain is so bad that some
places have to be accessed by boat now because of the constantly rising water
level. I don’t think I’ve missed the dry days more than I do now.
People are so afraid of the rain
now that they’re beginning to build their own arks and rafts to build
settlements on. Right now, I’m not too far from the ark made by the fellow worshippers
of my God, but for some reason, my God has made my body stay a fair distance away
from them. Since I’m not doing anything, I look at myself in the reflection of
the water and admire the cool black mask I have.
“I wonder why the design is the way
it is,” I wonder out loud.
“It’s a mask of shame that pays
reparation for your sins,” I hear my God say.
“Huh? What sin?”
“Notice the two mouths on it and
dull gold crown. These are representative of your two-faced personality.”
“What are You talking about? I’m
not a dishonest person.”
“You say you want to serve Me, but
do you do that because you love Me or because you want honor, fame, and to be
known as a legend?”
“I want to serve You. It’s the
right thing to do after all and is it so wrong to hope for some kind of reward
afterward?”
“Love is no debt. You serve someone
because you love them and the reward is the service itself. Everything that
comes after that is secondary and a result of the person loving you back.”
“The reward is secondary to me, I swear!”
The rain seems to get worse as lightning
and thunder fill the sky. Looking at the ground, I see that the water is noticeably
rising slowly. I try to move my legs toward the ark but find myself unable to
walk.
“What’s going on?!” I ask.
“You are to stay here and defend
the ark as the water rises. Behold what’s ahead of you,” my God says. In the
distance, I see hundreds of armed men and women charging this way. “You will be
defending against them. The so-called heroes that you’ve been bringing justice
to have made this battle easier for you.”
“What about my safety? Will I be
able to get on the ark after the battle? Can I even defeat so many enemies?”
“The ark contains my most faithful.
As for you, the waters of battle will clean your soul. We’ll see about the
salvation of your soul after.”
My body readies itself for battle
before charging at the approaching army. I guess there’s nothing more to be
said. The salvation of my soul was mentioned but nothing about the saving of my
life. Does that mean that this is where I die? Have I really been so sinful
that my God is throwing me at His enemies to battle them and dispose of me by
allowing me to drown out here? The intense battle I’m in distracts me from thinking
about this question for now but it still gnaws at my mind. Even seeing the many
heroes of renown and living legends isn’t enough to distract me from wanting to
think about saving my life.
As the battle continues and dozens
of people fall to the power of my God that is channeled through me, the water
steadily rises and before I know it, the water level is passed my hips.
Everyone is now wading through the water with some even choosing to ignore me
and just make a run for the ark even as I cut down those close to them one
after the other. I’m still a fair distance away from the ark and am tempted to
try to move myself towards it. At this point, I must’ve killed hundreds of people
and more are still coming, however, they are all slowed down by the water and
some of them are retreating. The waters themselves are starting to become
violent as large waves begin to form. They crash into the attackers and sweep
some away in their tide.
Now, I’m standing on top of the
water that was about to pass my neck. Looking back at the ark, I see that
it is beginning to rise with the waves and is being carried by it away from me.
My legs finally move towards it, however, dozens upon dozens of humongous waves
are coming at me. Thankfully, my arms use their power to cut their way through
them and my legs propel me into the air to fly through and over them. Everything
seems like it’s going to work out in the end until I stop flying and get caught
in the waves. Under the water, I see the people I was fighting against drowning
and being eaten by sea creatures and monsters that seem almost as big as the
ark and the biggest castles I’ve seen and that are as long as the walls that
protect the biggest cities. My legs propel me upwards and allow me to stand on
the water.
As I look around, I see that the
ark has disappeared, and have no clue where it can be. My legs are no longer
allowing me to fly or walk anywhere and I start to panic because of it. At
least the waters are beginning to calm down along with the storm. This comfort is soon shattered as I see something large below the waters rise to the
surface and then emerge. It causes the waves to ripple and seemingly makes the
storm resume its ragging. This creature is comprised of wings, a body with a hole
in its chest, and three heads with long serpent-like necks. One head seems to
be made of gold with golden teeth, gold skin, yellow eyes, and a golden crown. Another
head seems angelic with a halo around its head that has long flowing blonde
hair. Lastly, the third head seems the most human with beige skin, black hair,
and a gray crown. This last head reminds me the most of my own face because of
how similar it looks.
“Who are you?” I ask the creature.
They all say in one voice while pointing at me, “We are
the god that the men of the world bow down to. Many you have met and slain, who
were legends, and the children of angels and men were our faithful, and now,
only you remain on the earth besides those on the ark.”
“Your God has abandoned you but we
are still here,” the golden head says, “All the honored men are dead, their
legacies erased, the once great cities are rubble, and those who will find the rubble
will not recognize them as pieces of architecture and art without a healthy use
of their imagination. The manuscripts that detailed their stories are ruined
and no one will tell of their accomplishments. You, however, can be the richest
man alive and many will tell your story if you overtake the ark.”
“There’s not only that,” the
human-like face says, “Kill the men on the ark, take their women for yourself,
and your blood will be the blood of everyone who will survive the flood. You
will have an eternal legacy.”
“In addition,” the angelic face interjects,
“You will be known as the most virtuous man alive because you will hold the
most power in the world and will get to define what is right and wrong. Many
will make churches and statues in your honor and no god, not even your own,
will ever be worshipped as much as you will be.”
“How will you gain the power to do
this all you may be thinking?” all three heads say at once, “You will do this
by bowing down to us. This is the only way to become powerful, a legend like
you’ve always dreamed of. This is the only way to save your life.”
This is all too overwhelming.
“Decide. Time is short and you will
soon be swallowed by the waves if you don’t accept our offer.”
I don’t know what to do.
“Your God has abandoned you to die.
We are your only hope for salvation.”
I guess there’s only one thing to
do as there’s always been. I let my God have control over my body and my arms
move on their own to create a large wave that crushes both the creature and me.
As I descend down with it, the mask that couldn’t be removed from my face falls
off and sinks faster along with the creature. Both are swallowed by the
darkness of the abyss, but for some reason, I stop in place. In the blink of an
eye, I find myself in a garden that feels better to be in than the earth I was
once on, though I wouldn’t call it Heaven for some reason. This must be the
underworld.
Looking around me, I can for some
reason recognize people as being the virtuous servants of my God with two of
them being distinct since they were the first man and woman. These people
welcome and congratulate me for making it here. They explain that this is the
place where they must wait until our God comes for us to take us up to Heaven. I
guess I was worthy of being saved after all. I’m fine with waiting down here
knowing this though I do feel anxious to get to Heaven. In the end, I recognize
that saving my life and becoming a living legend was a vain and silly goal to
strive towards because the true goal of my life was to always serve my God and
make it to Heaven to be at His side forevermore.
The End
Tuesday, December 5, 2023
Exorcism of the Hollow: Like a Shadow: Chapter 2 – Erasing the Legends

Chapter 2 – Erasing the Legends
Before me stands a man with only a
half-human face with the rest of him being that of a slimy and slithering
monster and a vaguely human head on one of his arms with long flowing black hair.
He’s a legend that goes by the name Lucanus. When he was overcome with grief at
the loss of his mother, he sought the monster of the seas, found a cave system
that led to the bottom of the ocean, and spoke with the monster he was
searching for. In exchange for worship, the monster granted his mother life by
attaching him to his body. To this very day, he’s been worshipping the
monster of the seas and converting others to do so.
Right now, I watch as he uselessly
tries to get to me since my one arm has turned the floor around him into ice. Lucanus
falls again and again on his face while never losing his will to continue. In
fact, he might be getting angrier after every fall. This is both somewhat funny
and sad to watch as a living legend struggles to even stand against me. What’s
also strange for me to look at is the dark hole in his chest, which I can feel emanating
an icy chill that’s colder than the ice he’s slipping on even though I’m
standing far away from him.
Finally, after watching Lucanus
slip and fall over and over again, my hand twists and moves to control the ice beneath
Lucanus to make it jut up from the ground and impale his body before tossing it
into the sea. Large tentacles then emerge from the sea and pull the city behind
me into it. As this is happening, I am immediately teleported outside of it in an
instant.
While watching the last buildings
of the once immaculate city be pulled into the ocean, I say to myself, “Maybe
my name should really be Ruin as my parents named me.”
“You are what I called you after I saved
you from your family and orphanage. You are Mar,” my God says from behind me.
“I am glad that you saved me from
being sacrificed to strange gods. I always have been.”
Still, I can’t help but feel as if
the name Ruin fits me. My life’s story should also be something grander since I
was saved and raised by the God of Heaven ever since I was little. At least I think
it should be though I guess I can’t complain about that anymore since it’s now
turning out to be more special with all these heroes I’m defeating. An apple
instantly appears in my hand. I move my mask aside that still sticks to my head
and eat it as I think of what the overall grand goal of my God is and what I will
get out of it.
Why make some build an ark and make
me take out heroes one after the other? Will I be rewarded with a kingdom of my
own? Maybe I’ll be given riches and land so I can live peacefully in isolation.
Perhaps I’ll be known as a hero above all heroes and my God will be recognized
as the God above all gods. That last one seems more likely to me than the others
since my God isn’t a fan of worldly wealth and people. As soon as I take the
last bite of my apple, I am instantly transported to a new location.
“What happened to flying to places?”
I ask.
“My timing will not allow that.
Societal and spiritual decay is forcing My hand to enact justice on the guilty
earlier rather than later,” my God says.
“I see. Let’s not waste any more
time then.”
Again, I am transported in the
blink of an eye to the place where God wants me. I am surrounded by huts made
of stone and rocks all of which are marked with symbols and stories of each
inhabitant written on them. The house in front of me that’s the biggest, has
the most varied kind of stones, and the most writing on it is probably the home
of the person I’m looking for. Sure enough, a living legend walks out of it.
The man carries two daggers and is clothed with the skin of wild beasts and men
that hardly hide the black hole in his chest and the writing on his entire body
and face that detail his greatest victories.
Xanthos is the man’s name and is a mercenary for his god of victory and valor. He and his followers are said
to live out here since they want to live for virtue and their god appearing to
be like mine makes them outcasts. As he approaches me, he squints his eyes
before sheathing his daggers and offering me his hand to shake.
“Welcome, brother,” Xanthos says.
Confused, my arm shakes as if torn between
two wills before I shake his hand. Does my God want me to kill or befriend him?
“Do you know me? Have we met
before?” I ask.
“Our God has granted me a vision of
your arrival in my dreams. Your name is Mar, correct?”
“Yes, it is.”
“Then there’s no reason to be so cautious
of me. You can calm your shaking.”
“I’m not doing the shaking. Our God
has control over my powers.”
“If He has control over your
powers, then they’re not really yours, are they?”
“I guess you could say that, but my
life is still mine despite it being dedicated to Him.”
“Isn’t part of your life your own?
Sure, God has a good portion of it, but you also have your own where you do
what you want to do.”
“What are you talking about?”
“Maybe we don’t serve the same God
after all. Come on out everyone! We must pray over our lost brother to save him
from the false version of our God!”
Many people with writing on their
bodies come out, form a circle around me, and start to pray. My body feels less
twitchy, but something is still wrong about this.
“Don’t resist the effects of our
prayers, Mar,” Xanthos says. “Our God has brought you here for purification and
to give you a home far from the reach of the pagans and heretics.”
“A home? A real home with people who
worship the same God as me?”
“Yes! Now, allow us to free you so
that you may be with us.”
This seems too good to be true, so,
as in everything, I give you control, my God. My shaking stops along with my nerves as my hands move into a praying position. From my clenched praying hands,
a green mist seeps out and spreads throughout the settlement of stone and
suffocates everyone to death with its fumes.
“I guess…I guess it really was too
good to be true,” I say.
For some reason, I am unable to
move from my current position and simply fall to my knees in prayer. Perhaps I
am meant to pray for the souls of those who just died. Xanthos did say we
worshipped the same God, so perhaps there’s a chance they repented at the time
of their death or because they were close to the truth. It is possible they
went to the place where my God cleanses souls before bringing them to the place
of rest in the underworld, so I pray silently until I am interrupted by the sound
of horses making their way to me. As I stand up and turn around, I see that the
people on horses have holes in their chests and the one that is leading the group
of five is a man with most of his face missing, his teeth showing for all to
see, a hole in his chest, red eyes, black gauntlets and armor, and one of his
arms being a spear-like blade.
Scipio is the name of this man or
at least I think it is. It’s said that he is the conqueror of gods because of
his stubborn will. He’s a mysterious wanderer who’s said to go from place to
place and replace the gods of people with himself so that he is worshipped
instead. Are these people with holes in their chests the gods he’s conquered?
The horses they ride on also have holes in their chest, and before I can think about
it more, they change into a more human form and all approach me with sinister
looks on their faces.
“We came here to collect our tithe
from these people, but it looks like you’ve killed them all. Care to explain
yourself?” Scipio says in a tone of voice that sounds similar to the sound of a
serpent.
“They died because my God wanted
them dead and used me to kill them,” I say.
“Ah, so you’re another tool for the
so-called divine. I conquered their god and many other gods. The ones surrounding
me tell me how you feel, how scared you are, and that you want more than just
to serve your God. You want to be loved and honored like the heroes and legends
of today. You want to be like me.”
“You’re wrong!”
“Then why are you shaking so much?
I’m at the very least partially true. The thought of going against your God of
the Heavens, truth, and love is constantly on your mind and you are
always in danger of going against Him. Do it. Give into your heart’s desire and
you can become a legend like me.”
I struggle to move or do anything.
Even my thoughts and prayers are all jumbled because of the voices of the gods in
my head.
“Let’s work together on this,”
Scipio says, “Your God is just another one I have to conquer and I’ve conquered
many like Him. If you help me, I’ll let you tag along with me as my henchman. I’ve
always wanted a successor.”
In this dire situation, I have only
one course of action, which is the one that I’ve always had. I let go of control
of myself and give control and my full trust over to my God. My body stops
shaking and my arms welcome Scipio as he approaches me. Thinking he’s won, he
comes towards me until he is stopped by one of the gods and then by more of
them that surround him. He tries to get them out of his way, but no matter what
he does, he is unable to do anything against him and they end up dragging him
into the earth. Wow. That was something else that I didn’t expect to happen at
all.
“I am master over all, even my
enemies,” my God reminds me.
“Of course, of course,” I say with
a bit of jealousy within me.
Master even over my enemies…
“The enemy that you should master
is the one within and never doubt that I am always with you.”
“Yes, I know. So, where to next?”
Silence fills the air. “Lord?”
My body moves on its own, goes over
to a tree to make fruit instantly grow and fall from it, and sits down. Okay, it’s break
time now, I guess. I need it after what I’ve been through anyway.
Saturday, December 2, 2023
Exorcism of the Hollow: Like a Shadow: Chapter 1 – Limitless Power in a Nobody’s Hands


Chapter
1 – Limitless Power in a Nobody’s Hands
While working on the farm, what
seems to be a young brother and sister approach me. They’re dirty and skinny, and
their clothes are nothing but ripped rags.
“Could you please give us a few
pieces of fruit?” the brother asks.
Without thinking about it much, I take
a bunch of fruits from the trees, put them in a sack, and give them to the siblings.
“Now, head off before you’re
caught,” I tell them.
They smile at me and run away as
fast as they can. Before I know it, my boss approaches me with a scowl on her
face.
“I was watching you give those two
fruit from a distance. You know you’re not supposed to give out food for free,”
she says.
“I know, but they were poor and
starving,” I say.
“That’s exactly why you shouldn’t
have given anything to them. The stuff grown on this farm is worth a fortune to
those in the inner city and I intend to make every piece of gold that I can
with it, especially with the stiff competition during this dry season. If you
run over and bring back that fruit, I’ll cut your pay in half for the day, but
you’ll get to keep your job.”
“No.”
“What? You’re not even going to
think about it for a second?”
“No, I’m not.”
“Then get out of my sight before I have
my guards kill you. It’s no wonder why people call you Ruin.”
I run away and sit down in a
secluded alley. It’s a good thing that she didn’t check my pockets since I already
took part of my pay. I eat apple after apple until I notice the poor in the
alley with me. Feeling guilty, I give them everything else I have in my pockets
before walking away. Now I have to find another job before going hungry again.
Heading to my favorite place outside of the city, I take in the view as I think
of what to do next.
Under the shade of a tree, I look
at the majesty of this city where heroes and legends reside. The castles seem to
reach past the clouds and look like they’re designed by angels. This sight never
gets old and allows me to reset my mind every time. It’s also a personal place
for me to pray to God. In the city, various gods are accepted
besides mine. From here, I can even see the many statues and churches they’ve
built for their gods, but nothing for my God. Other versions of Him are worshipped, but all of them are perversions. The only other people that
I know that worship the same God were either forcefully converted or are building
some kind of boat that they say is for a flood.
“Mar,” I hear a familiar voice say.
“Yes, my God,” I say as I pick myself
up and get on both knees while not daring to look into the eyes of God.
“It is time for you to do more than
odd jobs around the city just to survive. I have a new purpose for you.”
In an instant, I feel a surge of
power enter into me. My dirty rags turn into a long black coat, pants, and
boots and a mask covers my face. Fire then bursts from one of my hands while my
other hand has metal spikes coming out of it all of which I don’t feel at all
as if they were natural to my body.
“Woah! What is all this?”
“A blessing of power I have
bestowed upon you so that you may accomplish My will.” Finally! A reward that
legends get because of my years of service and good deeds. “That power of yours
is subject to My will and changes accordingly.”
“As all things do, my God. What do
you wish me to do?”
“To be a conduit of My will. First,
I will have you go into the city to bring certain so-called heroes to justice.
I will allow you the choice in terms of approach. Do you want to fly or should I
bring you there in an instant?”
“Since it’s my choice, I choose to fly!”
“So be it.”
Before I can prepare myself, I am
instantly thrown into the air. Despite not having any control over where I’m
going, this still feels exhilarating and amazing at the same time. I fly through
the city and spin myself in midair as I have the time of my life. Somehow, no one
seems to notice me despite how close I am to the biggest buildings and how I stick
out. My flight ends at the gates of the uppermost building at the top of the
city. Guarding the gates is a single man, a legend, Uthman the Unyielding.
Uthman spent his entire life
training his body in training and battle and spirit in long nights dedicated to
his god. His training has allowed him to conquer many in battle and to defend
every place he’s been hired to defend. It is well known that no one has been
able to get passed him no matter how much political or physical power they wield.
He is wielding two large hammers and is clothed in silver armor that shines in
the sun. Just like everyone else, he doesn’t take note of me until I approach him.
“Small shadow man with hands of
steel and flame, you are not expected to be here. Leave,” Uthman says as he
glares down at me.
As I stumble backward at the surprise
of Uthman seeing me, I hear my God say from behind me, “Do not back down. I
will help you defeat him.”
“What? How?” I ask.
“Trust in Me.”
“Oh. Just like always then.”
My next movements are not my own as I let my God take control. The arm that I have that's on fire thrusts forward in Uthman’s direction before he burns to death from inside his armor. Everyone around the gates sees this and wonders how this could’ve happened despite me being here.
“Do people not see me?” I wonder out
loud.
“No, they don’t. You’re an Ombra, a
shadow. You walk in the spiritual realm,” my God says.
Oh, I see now why Uthman was able
to see me and others couldn’t. Heroes like him are gifted with the ability to
see both realms.
“Okay, now what?” I ask before I am
flown inside the palace temple.
Inside the palace, I stand before
another hero of legend who sits in silent adoration of her goddess with her
defender. Zyaire is the defender who is said to have suffered the blows from
many weapons to protect his wife and somehow lived. His wife, Ysolda, is known
to calm the hearts and minds of many with only the words that she’s learned
from her goddess. Ysolda’s words are how she managed to tame the bestial heart
of her husband and sway him to become the city and her goddess’ defender. Seeing
me, Zyaire stands up, puts on his golden helmet that still has cuts and bits broken
off it, picks up his spear and shield, and stands in front of his wife like an
imposing wall. I know that I’m supposed to allow God to act through me so I don’t
do anything as my arms and legs move on their own as they ready themselves to
fight.
Ysolda stops her adoration, stands
up, and steps in front of her defender. She hardly has the chance to open her
eyes as my one arm jolts forward with lightning flowing through it and now into
Ysolda and blows her up. Both Zyarie and I are at a loss for words for a few
moments that feel longer than they should have. He then yells out in anger
before dropping his spear and shield and charging at me with his hands reaching
out to me. My body sidesteps his charge, grabs his arms, and blows it up before my hand which has metal spikes jutting out of it touches his chest and blows that up as well.
The people from the outside are now
in and are appalled to see their two heroes reduced to nothing more than bone,
flesh, and pools of blood. Now, of all times, my appearance changes back to what
it once was and everyone notices me.
Thinking on my feet, I say, “I defeated
Uthman, Zyarie, and Ysolda! The gifts given to them by their god were no match
for the gift given to me by mine.”
This situation reminds me of the
stories where one hero would overcome another figurehead and be praised as the
best of them all and their god would be worshipped instead of the other, but
that doesn’t happen. Instead, insults are hurled at me before the chairs in the
palace are thrown at me. My mask and black outfit return and the things thrown
at me go through me as I disappear in the eyes of the crowd. I am then flown
out of the city and put back under the tree where I was.
“If I may ask, what was the point
of that?” I ask while not expecting an answer.
“You’ll see. I know what you were
expecting to happen, but that was never going to happen. These people are stuck
to their gods of gold, stone, and worldly pleasures. More will have to be done
for their dead hearts to be converted,” my God says.
“I get it.”
Still, I expected some kind of reward
not just from the events of today, but from everything I’ve done in my life. Despite
how nice these powers are, they’re a bit bittersweet to have since I don’t have
much control over them. Speaking of which, one of my arms moves on its own and touches
the nearby tree to make apples, oranges, strawberries, and fruits of all kinds sprout and fall from it. Now that’s what I’m talking about!