Sunday, September 17, 2023

My latest paperback is out today!



Horror comes in many forms in this anthology that contains a variety of stories. From dark fairy tales, to struggles with God, to stories that would be shared among friends or around a campfire, this collection contains something for everyone and every kind of horror fan and casual reader.
This collection contains Horror Before Happily Ever After, Tales and Scares that Breathe Down Your Neck, Scares Not Too Scary, and The Betrayed, His Worshippers, and Other Logical Contradictions along with Behind the Story extras that detail trivia about each book. Untruthful Reality, a scrapped story set in a world where reality bends and twists by the wills of self-proclaimed gods, is also included in this collection as an extra on top of the other extras for even more horror to indulge in.

Friday, September 15, 2023

Untruthful Reality

The laws of reality and nature are relative depending on where a person is nowadays ever since God gave humanity over to their sins after generations of trying to free them from their self-imposed chains. Now, each part of the world operates on its own rules. In one place, people can breathe underwater while in another part not too far from it, people can fly with no wings, able to consume fire, and change their appearance on a whim. Many other varieties exist and each reality changes as they change hands, and yet, one factor is the same. Each one is ruled by self-proclaimed gods or pantheons of gods that dictate how reality operates in their sphere of reality works and what is right and wrong.

Some gods are fine with keeping to themselves while others war over territory or out of self-proclaimed virtue or claim to the land because they think they’re the best person to rule the world. While the gods war, normal humans must either conform to their will, hide in the darkest corners of the world to escape the chaos or consult idols to obtain power and challenge the power of the gods. Many have tried to challenge the power of the gods, but few have succeeded and fewer still have done so without giving their soul to idols. Underground and in the unclaimed lands, there’s a Church that still worships the one true God. One young girl seeks this God as she is desperate to end the constant power struggles that are tearing apart reality and more importantly, the lives of people.

Currently, she is being chased by the faithful of one of the gods for not paying her proper respects to the goddess by giving her body and service to her. These guards have multiple eyes on their bodies that are as big as their heads and they are all undead. Their bodies are filled with maggots that feed on a meal that seems to never run out of flesh and rot to feed on. The young girl reaches a hidden church that lies within a mountain and is surprised and disheartened to see that the place is dilapidated and the only people that are in it are skeletons that have their heads, feet, hands, and necks chained. This scene suggests the faithful here were chained down and forced to starve to death, however, a quiet voice in the girl’s head tells her differently.

“Take up the chains and you will be freed,” the voice says.

Confused by this, the girl tries to look for the source of the voice and a possible exit but cannot find one. Seeing that the guards are breaking down the church doors and with no other reasonable option, the girl does as the voice says by first putting one of the chains around her ankles.

“You will not be able to go where you please or do what you want. With me, you will have unlimited freedom and control over your life, but with that God, you will only have chains and leashes,” the voice of the goddess tells the girl.

Looking around, the girl can’t see the goddess. The breaking down of the door by the guards has stopped and an eerie and deafening silence fills the church.

“I don’t care,” the girl says, “If these chains grant me something better than freedom, I’ll gladly wear them.”

She then puts the chain around her head.

“You will not be able to think or believe as you want. Those chains will instill an unmoving dogma upon your mind that dictates a rigid sense of right and wrong,” the goddess says.

“I’ve been unsure of what’s right to do my entire life, and this, for some reason, feels like the first decision I’ve made,” the girl responds before going on to put the next chains around her neck.

“You will not be able to love who and what you want. Your tastes will be defined by the chains and not by your desires and your heart’s innermost desires.”

“My heart’s been left empty by indulging in my desires like a wife after her cheating husband leaves her for another woman. People have been hurt because I’ve taken what I want from them without caring for them or what’s good for them or myself. I think it’s time I stop doing what I want to.”

Finally, the girl wraps the chains around her arms.

“You will no longer live as you wish. Instead, you will be what someone else defines you as. You will speak, think, and act according to their will for every second of your life.”

“I’ve been doing that for every god I’ve come across. This is no different, except for the fact that I’ll be doing it for the real God.”

The guards go back to breaking down the door, but when they enter the church, they find nothing but skeletons. Because they assume the girl is dead now, they leave the church. Meanwhile, the girl sees that the skeletons and herself are alive while the guards are nothing but walking rotting corpses. She sees that church is a place of adoration where an uncountable number of people and angels sing in joyful praise of the One True. Here, reality is consistent and acts as it should in harmony with its Creator and in stark contrast to the world outside of it. Here, in this place where the dead live, the sinners became saints, and where a lamb is suffering for the love of the world. Here, is where reality is true, where it began, and where it will be renewed from.

Wednesday, September 13, 2023

My latest book is out today!



Download for free on Smashwords - https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/1451343


Even in situations that seem terrifying, there's always something that takes away from the tension. Situations such as constantly being harassed by demons, hordes of ratmen attempting to conquer the world, and being dead all have their moments of brevity as shown in this collection of short stories that cover these three situations plus a couple of extra ones.

Extra 1 – Bothersome Even in Death & Extra 2 – Just a Prank

Extra 1 – Bothersome Even in Death

It’s now after the end of the world. Hell is sealed up. None will escape and no one will go there anymore. All of humanity has risen from their graves and the virtuous have reclaimed the world once and for all, and yet, I am still bothered, tortured even, by one thing, one man, a friend of mine who won’t stop chasing me. He wants to put cat ears on my head because he says that I’ll look cute with them on. Before the end of the world, he tried to put them on my head and still wants to after so many countless years.

It doesn’t matter where I go. He always manages to find me and try to put the cat ears on my head. No walls can deter him since he can go through them and no one will stop him because they’re too busy enjoying eternity. I’m alone in trying to avoid those accursed ears getting on my head. Not even God will help me. Why does this have to happen to me after the end of time? Eventually, I hide in a cave thinking that my friend lost me, however, he does end up finding me.

“Kelly, Kelly. You know that I can hear all your thoughts and can ask God where you are so I know where you are and what you’re thinking at all times,” my friend says.

“Oh, shut up! I won’t let you put those cat ears on me,” I say.

“What cat ears? I don’t have any on me.”

My friend shows me his empty hands, and as he smiles, I realize what has happened all too late. He gave my guardian angel the cat ears and distracted me so my guardian angel could put them on my head.

“Ha! I told you that you would look cute with them on!”

“You do. The ears compliment your halo very well,” my so-called guardian angel says.

More people that my friend and I know come in and tell me how cute I look. It’s all so embarrassing. If I didn’t know this was paradise, I’d say it was some kind of nightmare.

“With that done, let’s talk about an important topic,” my friend says as he turns to another. “Giorgio, it’s called gravy, not sauce.”

“Come on, why do you have to bring this back up again after so much time has passed?”

“Because it’s important.”

“Well, you’re wrong.”

“No, you’re wrong.”

An argument breaks out between family and friends over this topic and since every human on earth knows what’s going on, they get involved as well. What constitutes gravy and sauce and why certain things should be called gravy and other things sauce is so fiercely debated that God has to come down and settle it once and for all. Out of everything that I could’ve imagined happening after the end of time, what has happened today has gone beyond what I could’ve guessed. Still, it’s not a bad life. At least I won’t have to worry about pain, death, and suffering besides my bothersome friend.

 

Extra 2 – Just a Prank

Three friends try to pull a prank on their friend, Camden, in December by dressing up as stereotypical horror monsters. They think he’ll never expect it and that it may break him out of his sour mood. While Camden is rushing to get his chores done around the house, a swamp monster appears in his basement and crawls up to him as he descends the stairs. This scares him so much that he drops his things and immediately tries to run out of the house only to be met by a werewolf. Again, scared by this, he tries to exit out the back and is met by a squid man. With no other option left, Camden opens a window and leaves the house this way. As he tries to run for help, Camden is met by the three monsters again, but they reveal themselves as his friends after he tries to run away.

“Surprise, Camden!” they say as they reveal their faces under the costumes.

“What? Why did you pull this stupid prank on me?” Camden asks.

“Because you need to lighten your mood. It’s the Christmas season. You should be more joyful and less focused on your work and chores.”

“I can’t be anything other than focused on the work I have to do. I have to get it all done before the week of Christmas or else I won’t be able to be with you guys and the family.”

“We’ll help you finish whatever it is you need. We’re friends, Camden. You don’t need to do it all alone.”

They all agree and bring a smile to Camden’s face and peace to his agitated soul.

“…thanks guys. Still, you didn’t need to scare me like this to tell me that.”

“You kept ghosting us because you were so busy, so yes, we had to tell you this way.”

“I guess you’re right. How did you even catch up to me from my house?”

“What do you mean?”

“You guys were just at my house. Don’t play stupid.”

Camden’s friends look at one another in confusion.

“We weren’t at your house. This is the first time we’re seeing you today.”

“Then…who were the monsters that I saw?”

The answer comes to them as Camden’s friends are surprised to see three people behind him in the exact same costumes. Seeing their reaction, Camden turns around and isn’t sure what to make of this.

“Who are you three and why are you wearing those costumes?” one of Camden’s friends asks.

“Costumes?” the three monsters say before looking at each other, taking off their heads, and revealing themselves to be real monsters, “What costumes?”

Camden and his friends run away from the monsters who are now confused and shrug.

One says to the other, “Well, our job is done.”

“I told you his friends would change his mind.”

“I’m glad they’re going to be working together and-do you mind?”

The monsters turn to a cop who started shooting them to no effect.

Confused as to what to say, the cop holds up his hands as if they were the ones with guns and says, “Um, I’m sorry?”

“It’s quite alright. Just don’t rudely interrupt people while they are trying to have a conversation.”

“We should disappear before we scare anyone else.”

“You’re right. We’ll celebrate back home for a job well done.”

The bodies of the monsters disappear in a flash of light which leaves the cop and the people in the neighborhood absolutely dumbstruck as to what happened.

Tuesday, September 12, 2023

Story 3 – The Benefits of Being Dead and the Places You Could Go

Story 3 – The Benefits of Being Dead and the Places You Could Go

Hello! I am an advertiser of sorts for all the benefits of being dead. Come along with me as I tell you why you should be glad in your inevitable death and tell you about your possible destinations with guests from each place. It’s going to be so exciting! I was alive just like you before I died, as you can imagine. Now, I give tours of the afterlife and teach people about it. With that said, let’s stop talking about me, and let’s go on our adventure!

First, I’d like to mention the obvious benefit of being dead and that is you no longer need to worry about the day of your death! Death can come for you at any moment. Perhaps your death will be this year, month, day, or in the next few moments or after you read this. When you’re dead, you don’t have to worry about that or how you’ll eventually die. Oh, and worrying about the way you’ll die is also alleviated so the bandage is ripped off and the most literal painful part is over.

I’ll talk more about physical things next. You won’t have to worry about taxes, how much wealth you have, or all your possessions. In addition, since you are all spirit now, you won’t have to worry about being too fat or skinny, getting a disease, and any physical harm. Nothing can kill a spirit, except for sin of course, but that’s a different kind of death that I mention in my talks about evil, which you’ll get a taste of later. Speaking of worldly things, you don’t have to worry about who is running your government, corporations, and job security. The dead don’t need to worry about a savings account where moth and rust destroy.

Last of all is what happens after your death. Even the most faithful will be overjoyed in death now that their judgment is final. You no longer have to worry about sinning or the possibility of going to Hell or worry about if Heaven and Hell even exist. In death, your judgment is final and you’ll be spending the rest of eternity in the fate that you deserve. This is probably my favorite part about being dead because I’m at the last destination of my life that I journeyed so hard to get to.

Speaking of destinations, let’s go to the three that there are. How are you doing there, Jimmy? Was it worth living life the way you wanted to?

“AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA WATER!!!!!!!!!!”

Poor Jimmy. He still thinks of short-term needs. In life, he lived how he wanted to even if he hurt himself or others. I guess you could say that’s what every member of Hell has done. Every person down here has killed their true personality made by God and replaced by someone unknown, evil, and self-made. These kinds of people live in death and their souls constantly decay until one day, they have to present this rotten soul to God who banishes their rot to Hell with the rest of the souls and spirits that thought they could define themselves better than God could.

Anyway, enough with the doom and gloom afterlife, let’s talk about something less depressing and more hopeful yet still hot, so to speak. How are you doing, Lenny? Are you done cooking yet?

“No, not yet, Jeffery. I still need cooking done on the sinful stained parts of my soul that still remain. I’ll have to flip over to ensure that side is well done. It’d help if you’d get those readers of yours to pray and do penance for me.”

You heard him, folks. A soul in Purgatory like him is bound for Heaven, but he’ll have to burn in penance until it is done. Lenny was somewhat faithful to God and made a good confession before his death, which narrowly saved his soul. To be honest, whose soul isn’t narrowly saved? The souls in Purgatory lived between life and death. They were hot and they were cold. Selfless in some moments and selfish in others. I may sound like I’m implying that most go to Purgatory, but the number depends on the times and if the Church is doing God’s will or the will of the world. Take care that you do not think that Purgatory is for you, otherwise, you’ll end up in a much lower place than you’d think.

Next up, and certainly not least, is Heaven, the big pearly gates themselves. Thank you for letting me through, Peter. Ah, this place never gets old, literally. Abaddon, what’s new, my friend?

“Nothing, and yet, everything feels new. Such is an eternity in adoration of goodness and love itself.”

It does feel that way. I’ll be with you again in just a second. The people in Heaven lived in death for their lives. They killed their sinful desires and pride while they had the chance, did their penance, and went straight to Heaven. Abaddon here was not only a sinner like everyone else, but also one of the worst. He is the reason why my closest loved ones died and I am the reason why his family is dead and I am the reason why he died and he is the reason why I am dead. To cut a long story short, we spent our final moments together seeing the vanity in our actions, forgiving each other, and offering our last pains as penance for our sins.

I know, I know. You probably want to know more, but that’s the thing about death and eternity. It makes you realize the drop in the ocean that your life is and that only a few decisions in your life matter with the most important being a good final confession and the dedication of your soul to God. There’s a popular saying that goes around here that’s echoed through eternity I’ll leave you with before you go. It’s better to die now so that when you die, you won’t die. I hope to see you up here when your day finally comes. Perhaps today is that day, so enjoy what you can and make the most of it while you still have the time!

Sunday, September 10, 2023

Scares Not Too Scary: Story 2 – Plague of the Rats

Story 2 – Plague of the Rats

A messenger rat runs throughout the undercity knocking aside everyone in his way, some of which fall to their deaths. Eventually, he makes it to the very bottom of the tower, barrages into the meeting room, and immediately falls to the floor in respect of the leaders present.

“Vicar Sylvatic! Cardinal Ischemic, Archbishop Ascariasis! I bring news from the frontlines! We have lost ninety percent of the army including generals and warriors of renown,” the messenger says.

“Was General Sars among the casualties?” Ischemic asks.

“Yes, sir.”

“Good, good,” Ascariasis says while laughing and clapping. “Our plan is proceeding exactly as we intended.”

“Combine our new soldiers with our existing army. Also, fill the vacant roles with our newly appointed and approved leaders. Hopefully, they’ll be more agreeable than the last. You are dismissed, messenger. Go down to the mess hall and tell the generals and other cardinals the news and our decision. Give them this letter that details who gets what position and tell them to give you the reward that the Holy Vicar has promised,” Sylvatic says.

“Yes, sir. Thank you, Vicar,” the messenger says before taking the letter from the vicar and then leaving.

“Our new underlings should be more trustworthy since they know why they have their jobs and who gave it to them,” Ischemic says.

“And these enhanced soldiers of yours, Ascariasis. Are you sure they are as strong as you claim?”

“Yes, they are. I’ve tested my mutations on myself as you can see.”

Sylvatic takes his bladed staff and cuts off Ascariasis’ four arms and his modified head which has multiple eyes and mouths.

“I meant to see their strength. Don’t play coy with me.”

The decapitated rat’s body recomposes itself in seconds much to the surprise of Ischemic and the pleasure of Sylvatic.

“See? It does work. I knew you would cut me up so I allowed myself to so I could provide the best demonstration.”

“How self-sacrificing of you.”

“Do you want to know how I could hear you despite not having a head?”

“Tell me later. Right now, I just want to take back what is rightfully mine, the Holy City of Constantinople.”

The three rats leave the meeting room and go to the large mess hall where hundreds of thousands of rats are eagerly awaiting their command to deploy. Sylvatic steps up to his podium with his two seconds-in-command behind him and on a lower platform.

“My faithful pack, we are on the verge of taking what is rightfully ours. The surface world thinks we are nothing but mutated vermin who deserve to live in our nuclear wasteland. I say that we are, in fact, blessed. What is called the Great Treachery by them has given us most of the eastern lands that are suitable for us and has transformed our bodies into ones that can survive not only harsh weather and these dangerous lands but also survive blows that would kill a normal human. Today, we will claim our divine inheritance and through it, begin our conquest of the world. With me, your holy vicar to lead you, we will know no defeat while our enemies will know only fear!”

Every rat, including Ascarisasis and Ischemic, cheers at Sylvatic’s speech before following his command to charge toward the surface. The rats come pouring out like a black tidal wave of disease. From below, siege cannons are carried on the backs of monstrous rats the size of elephants and manned by smaller rats to fire and maintain it and the beast. Carts driven by horse rats come racing out with the troops all of which carry specialized and veteran soldiers and large ancient church bells that signal their enemies’ doom. One of these carts all the way in the back is decorated with gold, carries Sylvatic, Ascarisasis, and Ischemic, and is the most well-protected as it is plated with well-refined metal. Meanwhile, the slaves and lower-class warriors have to run alongside the carts and monstrous rats. Their mutations allow them to keep up with the army, however, it still isn’t pleasant for them, especially since they have to run for miles across the ashen nuclear wasteland.

After traveling for half a day, the army reaches the fortified ruins of Constantinople. The force of orcs that currently owns it is made aware of the approaching rats by their lookouts and the entire population, even the children and elderly are mobilized to fight except for those who are too sick or fragile to fight. From the makeshift metal and stone walls of Constantinople, the orcs fire their bows and cannons. Most of the rat army stops so they are out of range of the orc’s attacks, but the slave army continues moving and is wiped out before a single one reaches the walls. With what seems to be most of their enemy’s forces dead, the orcs cheer and dare the rats to send the last of their forces at them.

“Stupid orcs. Stupid, stupid orcs. They know not the doom they have inflicted upon themselves,” Ascarisasis says.

“Show them then the fruits of your labor,” Sylvatic says.

“All cannons, load up my concoction and fire it at the corpses of the slaves!”

The cannons on the backs of the monstrous rats are loaded with glass balls filled with black and green liquid that are fired at the corpses as commanded. Once the concoction hits the corpses, they begin to mix together into separate and hideous beings with the heads of multiple rats, bones jutting out of their bodies like blades, and multiple tails. These rats are larger than even the rats that are carrying the cannons and writhe as if they are in excruciating pain. This sight terrifies some of the orcs with some of them retreating before being killed by their own for their cowardice. Sylvatic steps out from his cart and stands on its roof.

He slams down his staff and says, “Charge and take what is rightfully mine! What is rightfully ours!”

As the rat army cries out, the large hideous mutated rats run ahead of the army and take much of the attention of the orcs, and are mostly unaffected by their attacks. The towering rats smash through the walls as if they were nothing and proceed to kill and eat whoever else they find while causing chaos in the city. Before the army behind them enters the city, the bodies of the monstrous rats violently convulse and then explode with acid coming out that melts everything and everyone it touches except for the rats. Once the carts reach the walls, the soldiers come out and lay siege to the city with the rats with cannons on the back pelt the city’s inner defenses with cannon fire and don’t stop firing even as their own forces advance and get hit by friendly fire. Sylvatic, Ascarisasis, and Ischemic watch their forces fight and slaughter the orcs from a safe distance from one of the churches, the Hagia Sophia.

“It’s glorious, isn’t it?” Ascariasis says.

“It is. I’m just glad the monsters you created are dead,” Ischemic says.

“What? You don’t think we could control them? They followed their orders exactly as we intended. If that’s not enough, the rats with cannons are also perfectly in control of their actions.”

“I’m not sure if the more monstrous ones did as we commanded because we commanded them or because they did so out of self-defense.”

“Regardless, these units will always be used for the purposes you have seen, so they will only be alive for minutes at most.”

“If you say so.”

“You should trust me more, just as the good vicar does. Speaking of which, how are you enjoying the show?”

Sylvatic cuts off one of Ascarisasis’ outreaching hands that soon regenerates before he says, “I have waited years for this. Do not disturb me as I drink in the glory of this moment that I deserve.”

“You deserve? I think we all share in the glory of this momentous victory,” Ischemic says. “My hardened soldiers and handmade cannons and carts are the final piece in the puzzle of our achieving victory. You can see from here that they’re overwhelming the final stronghold in the city and finish off what remains of the orc’s army. If you only relied on Ascarisasis, you’d be without troops because they rely on formulas and experiments whereas I rely on strength and steel.”

“Without my formulas and experiments, we would’ve lost more forces breaking through the walls and the city’s first lines of defenses. I think I should be given most of the glory if we’re fighting over it. Battles are decided in the opening moves after all.”

“If you want to bring up opening moves, then I should gain all the glory above both of you,” Sylvatic says with venom in his voice and while slamming down his staff. “I bring all our servants under one cause. I am the head of the Church and the one who gives us a purpose, and a plan and dictates the laws. Without me, you would be fighting among yourselves with no real plan and overall goal and the orcs and other rat clans would wipe you out.”

The three rat leaders look at each other with hatred in each other’s eyes until one messenger rat comes to them and bows down.

“Sirs, we’ve taken the Holy City. All that remains left to do is plunder it, make it our own, and deal with the captives and remaining citizens,” the messenger says.

“Gather the captives and citizens. We and our soldiers are all famished from such a taxing battle and should have our fill and leave none remaining from the city at the same time,” Sylvatic decides.

“Yes, sir.”

After having their fill of their enemies, the three leading rats think they can come to a compromise, settle their differences, and calm the tension between them, however, the tensions worsen when they have to split the plunder and decide who gets what part of the city. While they are debating, they come to a temporary compromise to have basic defenses set up by their slaves from the underground city. Two days pass and no progress is made. In fact, the three rats hate each other more now than before to the point where Sylvatic cuts down Ascarisasis. Instead of taking it this time, the decapitated rat fights back and cuts off a leg and arm of the victory despite missing a head of his own.

Seeing an opportunity to take power for himself, Ischemic joins in the fight but is also cut down as well. Now that the fight is at a standstill, the three rats see that both are regenerating their limbs and that no normal blade or weapon will kill them, so they stop fighting.

“You both injected yourselves with my formula?” Ascariasis asks as if flattered.

“Yes, I did. I saw that it worked and wanted to use it just in case,” Ischemic admits.

“You do good work despite your idiocy, so I can’t say your pride is completely misplaced,” Sylvatic says.

“I can say the same about you.”

“I can say the same about both of you.”

All three rats laugh and then admit to a truce.

Sylvatic goes on to say, “We have enough enemies as it is from the orcs, elves, other rats, and whatever else that survives in this wasteland. Once they and the humans are out of the way, we can see who is the strongest and who should be the master of the world and all humanity. For now, we shall work together for each other’s benefit as one united trinity.”

The other two rats agree before they all shake hands. A messenger rat barrages into their meeting room to tell them news of internal conflict and a wave of enemy rats allied with orcs coming their way. They shrug before mustering what forces they can as the enemy force throws itself against their walls. As the battle is happening, Sylvatic stands above his two peers and watches the battle with them. Slaves from the inner walls are thrown over and at the enemy and the groups of slaves that are killed by the enemy are dosed with Ascarisasis’ concoction and turn into monsters that push back the attack and blow themselves up after a few minutes and shower the enemy with body melting acid that only their own allies are immune to. As the battle is happening, the three leaders enjoy the finest blood wine that they harvested from their captives and lay back as if it were a relaxing Sunday morning.

“Life is good, isn’t it?” Ascariasis says.

“It is. It looks like our forces will soon overrun our enemies. Let us toast to our victory and future victories,” Ischemic says before they toast. “Waiters, bring us more wine. Also, bring out our entertainment.”

The waiters do as they are told and bring wine and rat exotic dancers out to the leaders that would be considered uglier than sin to a sane human, but to a rat immersed in sin, they are as beautiful as diamonds.

“Yes, this is the life and it will only get better,” Sylvatic says as he comfortably lays back in his chair.

Wednesday, September 6, 2023

Scares Not Too Scary: Story 1 – On the Verge of Damnation

Story 1 – On the Verge of Damnation

Fr. Sergio lives a mostly secluded life with other priests like him who spend their lives in daily penance for the sake of the world. As such, they are the targets of demons that wish to see them and the world damned with Sergio being one of their primary targets since he can see and hear them as if they were physically there. Because of the target on his back, the other priests keep away from him if they can so as to not attract the attention of the demons surrounding him and make their penance harder.

During one of his scheduled secluded times in the adoration chapel, the demons tell him, “The other priests think you are cursed. You’re a danger to them, to their salvation, and the salvation of many others as a result. You may as well live by yourself, or better yet, you kill yourself, now. Think of the souls you’ll be saving by doing so.”

Ignoring this temptation by keeping his mind quiet and on God, Sergio keeps his inner peace.

“Uh, can you hear me? Isn’t what I’m saying important to you? I guess not since you’re not responding. Be that way then. It’s obvious that you don’t care about other people.”

Continuing with his day, Sergio goes on to have a meager meal of bread and water during which a demon appears from the food closet. Undisturbed by its sudden appearance, he takes what he needs from the food closet, closes the doors on its face, and goes on to sit by himself in the garden.

“That was rude of you,” the demon says. “Kind of like how it’s rude that you’re staying away from the other priests. You are hardly even present when the bishop and new priests come to visit. What is it with you? Don’t you care about other people? Don’t you care to make other people know how you feel? The difficulties you go through daily?”

Sergio doesn’t respond to the demon and just stares up at the blue sky.

“Do you see something up there I don’t? How’s this appearance for you?” The demon’s form changes to that of one that Sergio recognizes. “You left your wife because you felt God’s call to the priesthood. It was a pain getting that divorce even though your wife understood, but still, it was painful, wasn’t it? Maybe if you were there when she was attacked, she’d still be alive. No one was there to help her. Not even God.”

The demon’s words strike Sergio so deeply that he has to concentrate harder on eating, breathing, and keeping calm so as to not give in to anger. After finishing his lunch, he breathes in and out to release any remaining tension before going back to his prayer routine. Next on his daily agenda is daily mass. Even though the demons try tempting him during it, Sergio and the priests drown out and repel them with their chanting and singing in Latin. Now near the end of his day is saying the rosary with all its mysteries. A demon possesses a priest and sits with him. As this is happening, a couple of priests look at the two and are unsure of what to do.

“Is this the life you want for yourself? A life of constant seclusion, pain, and thankless penance? The two priests over there know what I am, and yet, they don’t even think about praying for you or doing anything to get me away from you. They just want to watch and see what happens,” the demon says.

Sergio bends his head deeper down as he tries to concentrate on his prayers.

“You won’t earn a greater place in Heaven because others have led greater lives of piety than you. You can’t go back to your comfortable life of having a family and stable job unless you give up your role as a priest. Why even continue in your penance if people will continue to sin? To go to Hell regardless? God will not reward or comfort you for every soul you save. All you will get is pain and some meaningless feelings of comfort here and there. All of this is meaningless and vain.”

“Shut up!” Sergio says as his nerves finally give in and breaks his rosary with his hands in the process.

At this moment, it feels as if everything in nature around him stands still, even the air. The priests who were watching him hold their breath while their ears ring. After recognizing what he’s done, the demon-possessed priest asks God and then Sergio for forgiveness but is only met with silence. At this moment, Sergio feels the demons and damned from Hell clawing for him. He sees those who claim that he did penance for and people he’s cared for burning and telling him that he’s just like them and will join them in death. The crying and screaming from Hell suddenly ends when Sergio brings peace to his heart, and yet, the demons keep clawing at his soul and accusing him of every sin he’s confessed and yet to confess.

Sergio then gets up and turns to the previously demon-possessed priest and asks, “I forgive you. It looks like we both need to go to confession.”

“Yes-yes, you’re right,” the priest admits.

Both priests go to confession and feel much better afterward. The two priests then talk afterward and become friends over their shared struggle. Their rest is short-lived, however, as the demons come back and tempt the priests to despair as they are accused of giving half-hearted confessions and that God has not and will never forgive them. It is then that their guardian angels manifest also and show the demons the list of the priests’ sins in their books are being erased by blood, which makes the demons disappear and leave the priests be, for now. After going about the rest of their daily penances and responsibilities, the priests go to their rooms to rest for the night.

Even though he is sleeping, Sergio is still targeted by the demons as they try to affect his dreams, but tonight, every saint that he prays to, his guardian angel, and the Blessed Mother come to his aid this night. Their appearance scares away the demons and allows Sergio to sleep peacefully. He wakes up in the morning and says his prayers in high spirits like always despite being constantly harassed by demons since he knows God and His faithful are on his side.