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Sunday, September 17, 2023
My latest paperback is out today!

Friday, September 15, 2023
Untruthful Reality

The
laws of reality and nature are relative depending on where a person is nowadays
ever since God gave humanity over to their sins after generations of trying to
free them from their self-imposed chains. Now, each part of the world operates
on its own rules. In one place, people can breathe underwater while in another
part not too far from it, people can fly with no wings, able to consume fire,
and change their appearance on a whim. Many other varieties exist and each
reality changes as they change hands, and yet, one factor is the same. Each one
is ruled by self-proclaimed gods or pantheons of gods that dictate how reality
operates in their sphere of reality works and what is right and wrong.
Some
gods are fine with keeping to themselves while others war over territory or out
of self-proclaimed virtue or claim to the land because they think they’re the
best person to rule the world. While the gods war, normal humans must
either conform to their will, hide in the darkest corners of the world to
escape the chaos or consult idols to obtain power and challenge the power of
the gods. Many have tried to challenge the power of the gods, but few have
succeeded and fewer still have done so without giving their soul to idols. Underground
and in the unclaimed lands, there’s a Church that still worships the one true
God. One young girl seeks this God as she is desperate to end the constant power
struggles that are tearing apart reality and more importantly, the lives of
people.
Currently,
she is being chased by the faithful of one of the gods for not paying her
proper respects to the goddess by giving her body and service to her. These
guards have multiple eyes on their bodies that are as big as their heads and they
are all undead. Their bodies are filled with maggots that feed on a meal that
seems to never run out of flesh and rot to feed on. The young girl reaches a
hidden church that lies within a mountain and is surprised and disheartened
to see that the place is dilapidated and the only people that are in it are
skeletons that have their heads, feet, hands, and necks chained. This scene
suggests the faithful here were chained down and forced to starve to death,
however, a quiet voice in the girl’s head tells her differently.
“Take
up the chains and you will be freed,” the voice says.
Confused
by this, the girl tries to look for the source of the voice and a possible exit
but cannot find one. Seeing that the guards are breaking down the church
doors and with no other reasonable option, the girl does as the voice says by
first putting one of the chains around her ankles.
“You
will not be able to go where you please or do what you want. With me, you will
have unlimited freedom and control over your life, but with that God, you will
only have chains and leashes,” the voice of the goddess tells the girl.
Looking
around, the girl can’t see the goddess. The breaking down of the door by the
guards has stopped and an eerie and deafening silence fills the church.
“I
don’t care,” the girl says, “If these chains grant me something better than
freedom, I’ll gladly wear them.”
She
then puts the chain around her head.
“You
will not be able to think or believe as you want. Those chains will instill an
unmoving dogma upon your mind that dictates a rigid sense of right and wrong,”
the goddess says.
“I’ve
been unsure of what’s right to do my entire life, and this, for some reason, feels
like the first decision I’ve made,” the girl responds before going on to put
the next chains around her neck.
“You
will not be able to love who and what you want. Your tastes will be defined by
the chains and not by your desires and your heart’s innermost desires.”
“My
heart’s been left empty by indulging in my desires like a wife after her cheating
husband leaves her for another woman. People have been hurt because I’ve taken
what I want from them without caring for them or what’s good for them or
myself. I think it’s time I stop doing what I want to.”
Finally,
the girl wraps the chains around her arms.
“You
will no longer live as you wish. Instead, you will be what someone else defines
you as. You will speak, think, and act according to their will for every second
of your life.”
“I’ve
been doing that for every god I’ve come across. This is no different, except
for the fact that I’ll be doing it for the real God.”
The
guards go back to breaking down the door, but when they enter the church, they
find nothing but skeletons. Because they assume the girl is dead now, they
leave the church. Meanwhile, the girl sees that the skeletons and herself are
alive while the guards are nothing but walking rotting corpses. She sees that
church is a place of adoration where an uncountable number of people and angels
sing in joyful praise of the One True. Here, reality is consistent and acts as
it should in harmony with its Creator and in stark contrast to the world
outside of it. Here, in this place where the dead live, the sinners became
saints, and where a lamb is suffering for the love of the world. Here, is where
reality is true, where it began, and where it will be renewed from.
Wednesday, September 13, 2023
My latest book is out today!

Download for free on Smashwords - https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/1451343
Even in situations that seem terrifying, there's always something that takes away from the tension. Situations such as constantly being harassed by demons, hordes of ratmen attempting to conquer the world, and being dead all have their moments of brevity as shown in this collection of short stories that cover these three situations plus a couple of extra ones.
Extra 1 – Bothersome Even in Death & Extra 2 – Just a Prank
Extra 1 – Bothersome Even in Death
It’s now after the end of the
world. Hell is sealed up. None will escape and no one will go there anymore.
All of humanity has risen from their graves and the virtuous have reclaimed the
world once and for all, and yet, I am still bothered, tortured even, by one
thing, one man, a friend of mine who won’t stop chasing me. He wants to put cat
ears on my head because he says that I’ll look cute with them on. Before the end of the world, he
tried to put them on my head and still wants to after so many countless years.
It doesn’t matter where I go. He
always manages to find me and try to put the cat ears on my head. No walls can deter
him since he can go through them and no one will stop him because they’re
too busy enjoying eternity. I’m alone in trying to avoid those accursed ears
getting on my head. Not even God will help me. Why does this have to happen to
me after the end of time? Eventually, I hide in a cave thinking that my friend
lost me, however, he does end up finding me.
“Kelly, Kelly. You know that I can
hear all your thoughts and can ask God where you are so I know where you are
and what you’re thinking at all times,” my friend says.
“Oh, shut up! I won’t let you put
those cat ears on me,” I say.
“What cat ears? I don’t have any on
me.”
My friend shows me his empty hands,
and as he smiles, I realize what has happened all too late. He gave my guardian
angel the cat ears and distracted me so my guardian angel could put them on my
head.
“Ha! I told you that you would look
cute with them on!”
“You do. The ears compliment your
halo very well,” my so-called guardian angel says.
More people that my friend and I know
come in and tell me how cute I look. It’s all so embarrassing. If I didn’t know
this was paradise, I’d say it was some kind of nightmare.
“With that done, let’s talk about
an important topic,” my friend says as he turns to another. “Giorgio, it’s
called gravy, not sauce.”
“Come on, why do you have to bring
this back up again after so much time has passed?”
“Because it’s important.”
“Well, you’re wrong.”
“No, you’re wrong.”
An argument breaks out between
family and friends over this topic and since every human on earth knows what’s
going on, they get involved as well. What constitutes gravy and sauce and why
certain things should be called gravy and other things sauce is so fiercely
debated that God has to come down and settle it once and for all. Out of
everything that I could’ve imagined happening after the end of time, what has
happened today has gone beyond what I could’ve guessed. Still, it’s not a bad
life. At least I won’t have to worry about pain, death, and suffering besides
my bothersome friend.
Extra 2 – Just a Prank
Three friends try to pull a prank
on their friend, Camden, in December by dressing up as stereotypical horror
monsters. They think he’ll never expect it and that it may break him out of his
sour mood. While Camden is rushing to get his chores done around the house, a swamp
monster appears in his basement and crawls up to him as he descends the stairs.
This scares him so much that he drops his things and immediately tries to run
out of the house only to be met by a werewolf. Again, scared by this, he tries
to exit out the back and is met by a squid man. With no other option left,
Camden opens a window and leaves the house this way. As he tries to run for
help, Camden is met by the three monsters again, but they reveal themselves as
his friends after he tries to run away.
“Surprise, Camden!” they say as
they reveal their faces under the costumes.
“What? Why did you pull this stupid
prank on me?” Camden asks.
“Because you need to lighten your
mood. It’s the Christmas season. You should be more joyful and less focused on
your work and chores.”
“I can’t be anything other than
focused on the work I have to do. I have to get it all done before the week of
Christmas or else I won’t be able to be with you guys and the family.”
“We’ll help you finish whatever it
is you need. We’re friends, Camden. You don’t need to do it all alone.”
They all agree and bring a smile to
Camden’s face and peace to his agitated soul.
“…thanks guys. Still, you didn’t
need to scare me like this to tell me that.”
“You kept ghosting us because you
were so busy, so yes, we had to tell you this way.”
“I guess you’re right. How did you
even catch up to me from my house?”
“What do you mean?”
“You guys were just at my house.
Don’t play stupid.”
Camden’s friends look at one
another in confusion.
“We weren’t at your house. This is
the first time we’re seeing you today.”
“Then…who were the monsters that I saw?”
The answer comes to them as Camden’s
friends are surprised to see three people behind him in the exact same costumes.
Seeing their reaction, Camden turns around and isn’t sure what to make of this.
“Who are you three and why are you
wearing those costumes?” one of Camden’s friends asks.
“Costumes?” the three monsters say
before looking at each other, taking off their heads, and revealing themselves
to be real monsters, “What costumes?”
Camden and his friends run away
from the monsters who are now confused and shrug.
One says to the other, “Well, our
job is done.”
“I told you his friends would
change his mind.”
“I’m glad they’re going to be
working together and-do you mind?”
The monsters turn to a cop who
started shooting them to no effect.
Confused as to what to say, the cop
holds up his hands as if they were the ones with guns and says, “Um, I’m sorry?”
“It’s quite alright. Just don’t
rudely interrupt people while they are trying to have a conversation.”
“We should disappear before we scare
anyone else.”
“You’re right. We’ll celebrate back
home for a job well done.”
The bodies of the monsters
disappear in a flash of light which leaves the cop and the people in the
neighborhood absolutely dumbstruck as to what happened.
Tuesday, September 12, 2023
Story 3 – The Benefits of Being Dead and the Places You Could Go
Story 3 – The Benefits of Being Dead and
the Places You Could Go
Hello! I am an advertiser of sorts for
all the benefits of being dead. Come along with me as I tell you why you should
be glad in your inevitable death and tell you about your possible destinations
with guests from each place. It’s going to be so exciting! I was alive just
like you before I died, as you can imagine. Now, I give tours of the
afterlife and teach people about it. With that said, let’s stop talking about
me, and let’s go on our adventure!
First, I’d like to mention the obvious
benefit of being dead and that is you no longer need to worry about the day of
your death! Death can come for you at any moment. Perhaps your death will be
this year, month, day, or in the next few moments or after you read this. When
you’re dead, you don’t have to worry about that or how you’ll
eventually die. Oh, and worrying about the way you’ll die is also alleviated so
the bandage is ripped off and the most literal painful part is over.
I’ll talk more about physical
things next. You won’t have to worry about taxes, how much wealth you have, or
all your possessions. In addition, since you are all spirit now, you won’t have
to worry about being too fat or skinny, getting a disease, and any physical
harm. Nothing can kill a spirit, except for sin of course, but that’s a
different kind of death that I mention in my talks about evil, which you’ll get
a taste of later. Speaking of worldly things, you don’t have to worry about who
is running your government, corporations, and job security. The dead don’t
need to worry about a savings account where moth and rust destroy.
Last of all is what happens after
your death. Even the most faithful will be overjoyed in death now that their
judgment is final. You no longer have to worry about sinning or the possibility
of going to Hell or worry about if Heaven and Hell even exist. In death, your
judgment is final and you’ll be spending the rest of eternity in the fate that
you deserve. This is probably my favorite part about being dead because I’m at the
last destination of my life that I journeyed so hard to get to.
Speaking of destinations, let’s go
to the three that there are. How are you doing there, Jimmy? Was it worth
living life the way you wanted to?
“AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
WATER!!!!!!!!!!”
Poor Jimmy. He still thinks of
short-term needs. In life, he lived how he wanted to even if he hurt himself or
others. I guess you could say that’s what every member of Hell has done. Every
person down here has killed their true personality made by God and replaced by
someone unknown, evil, and self-made. These kinds of people live in death and their
souls constantly decay until one day, they have to present this rotten soul to God
who banishes their rot to Hell with the rest of the souls and spirits that thought
they could define themselves better than God could.
Anyway, enough with the doom and gloom
afterlife, let’s talk about something less depressing and more hopeful yet
still hot, so to speak. How are you doing, Lenny? Are you done cooking yet?
“No, not yet, Jeffery. I still need
cooking done on the sinful stained parts of my soul that still remain. I’ll
have to flip over to ensure that side is well done. It’d help if you’d get
those readers of yours to pray and do penance for me.”
You heard him, folks. A soul in
Purgatory like him is bound for Heaven, but he’ll have to burn in penance until
it is done. Lenny was somewhat faithful to God and made a good confession
before his death, which narrowly saved his soul. To be honest, whose soul isn’t
narrowly saved? The souls in Purgatory lived between life and death. They were
hot and they were cold. Selfless in some moments and selfish in others. I may
sound like I’m implying that most go to Purgatory, but the number depends on
the times and if the Church is doing God’s will or the will of the world. Take
care that you do not think that Purgatory is for you, otherwise, you’ll end up in
a much lower place than you’d think.
Next up, and certainly not least,
is Heaven, the big pearly gates themselves. Thank you for letting me through,
Peter. Ah, this place never gets old, literally. Abaddon, what’s new, my
friend?
“Nothing, and yet, everything feels
new. Such is an eternity in adoration of goodness and love itself.”
It does feel that way. I’ll be with
you again in just a second. The people in Heaven lived in death for their lives.
They killed their sinful desires and pride while they had the chance, did their
penance, and went straight to Heaven. Abaddon here was not only a sinner like
everyone else, but also one of the worst. He is the reason why my closest loved
ones died and I am the reason why his family is dead and I am the reason why he
died and he is the reason why I am dead. To cut a long story short, we spent
our final moments together seeing the vanity in our actions, forgiving each
other, and offering our last pains as penance for our sins.
I know, I know. You probably want
to know more, but that’s the thing about death and eternity. It makes you realize
the drop in the ocean that your life is and that only a few decisions in your life
matter with the most important being a good final confession and the dedication
of your soul to God. There’s a popular saying that goes around here that’s
echoed through eternity I’ll leave you with before you go. It’s better to
die now so that when you die, you won’t die. I hope to see you up here when your
day finally comes. Perhaps today is that day, so enjoy what you can and make
the most of it while you still have the time!
Sunday, September 10, 2023
Scares Not Too Scary: Story 2 – Plague of the Rats
Story 2 – Plague of the Rats
A messenger rat runs throughout the
undercity knocking aside everyone in his way, some of which fall to their
deaths. Eventually, he makes it to the very bottom of the tower, barrages into
the meeting room, and immediately falls to the floor in respect of the leaders
present.
“Vicar Sylvatic! Cardinal Ischemic,
Archbishop Ascariasis! I bring news from the frontlines! We have lost ninety
percent of the army including generals and warriors of renown,” the messenger
says.
“Was General Sars among the
casualties?” Ischemic asks.
“Yes, sir.”
“Good, good,” Ascariasis says while
laughing and clapping. “Our plan is proceeding exactly as we intended.”
“Combine our new soldiers with our
existing army. Also, fill the vacant roles with our newly appointed and
approved leaders. Hopefully, they’ll be more agreeable than the last. You are
dismissed, messenger. Go down to the mess hall and tell the generals and other
cardinals the news and our decision. Give them this letter that details who
gets what position and tell them to give you the reward that the Holy Vicar has
promised,” Sylvatic says.
“Yes, sir. Thank you, Vicar,” the
messenger says before taking the letter from the vicar and then leaving.
“Our new underlings should be more
trustworthy since they know why they have their jobs and who gave it to them,” Ischemic
says.
“And these enhanced soldiers of
yours, Ascariasis. Are you sure they are as strong as you claim?”
“Yes, they are. I’ve tested my
mutations on myself as you can see.”
Sylvatic takes his bladed staff and
cuts off Ascariasis’ four arms and his modified head which has multiple eyes and
mouths.
“I meant to see their strength. Don’t
play coy with me.”
The decapitated rat’s body
recomposes itself in seconds much to the surprise of Ischemic and the pleasure of
Sylvatic.
“See? It does work. I knew you
would cut me up so I allowed myself to so I could provide the best demonstration.”
“How self-sacrificing of you.”
“Do you want to know how I could
hear you despite not having a head?”
“Tell me later. Right now, I just
want to take back what is rightfully mine, the Holy City of Constantinople.”
The three rats leave the meeting room
and go to the large mess hall where hundreds of thousands of rats are eagerly
awaiting their command to deploy. Sylvatic steps up to his podium with his two seconds-in-command
behind him and on a lower platform.
“My faithful pack, we are on the
verge of taking what is rightfully ours. The surface world thinks we are
nothing but mutated vermin who deserve to live in our nuclear wasteland. I say
that we are, in fact, blessed. What is called the Great Treachery by them has
given us most of the eastern lands that are suitable for us and has transformed
our bodies into ones that can survive not only harsh weather and these
dangerous lands but also survive blows that would kill a normal human. Today,
we will claim our divine inheritance and through it, begin our conquest of the
world. With me, your holy vicar to lead you, we will know no defeat while our
enemies will know only fear!”
Every rat, including Ascarisasis and Ischemic, cheers at Sylvatic’s speech
before following his command to charge toward the surface. The rats come
pouring out like a black tidal wave of disease. From below, siege cannons are
carried on the backs of monstrous rats the size of elephants and manned by
smaller rats to fire and maintain it and the beast. Carts driven by horse rats
come racing out with the troops all of which carry specialized and veteran
soldiers and large ancient church bells that signal their enemies’ doom. One of
these carts all the way in the back is decorated with gold, carries Sylvatic, Ascarisasis,
and Ischemic, and is the most well-protected as it is plated with well-refined
metal. Meanwhile, the slaves and lower-class warriors have to run alongside the
carts and monstrous rats. Their mutations allow them to keep up with the army,
however, it still isn’t pleasant for them, especially since they have to run
for miles across the ashen nuclear wasteland.
After traveling for half a day, the
army reaches the fortified ruins of Constantinople. The force of orcs that currently
owns it is made aware of the approaching rats by their lookouts and the entire population,
even the children and elderly are mobilized to fight except for those who are
too sick or fragile to fight. From the makeshift metal and stone walls of
Constantinople, the orcs fire their bows and cannons. Most of the rat army
stops so they are out of range of the orc’s attacks, but the slave army continues
moving and is wiped out before a single one reaches the walls. With what seems
to be most of their enemy’s forces dead, the orcs cheer and dare the rats to
send the last of their forces at them.
“Stupid orcs. Stupid, stupid orcs.
They know not the doom they have inflicted upon themselves,” Ascarisasis says.
“Show them then the fruits of your
labor,” Sylvatic says.
“All cannons, load up my concoction
and fire it at the corpses of the slaves!”
The cannons on the backs of the
monstrous rats are loaded with glass balls filled with black and green liquid
that are fired at the corpses as commanded. Once the concoction hits the
corpses, they begin to mix together into separate and hideous beings with the
heads of multiple rats, bones jutting out of their bodies like blades, and multiple
tails. These rats are larger than even the rats that are carrying the cannons and
writhe as if they are in excruciating pain. This sight terrifies some of the
orcs with some of them retreating before being killed by their own for their
cowardice. Sylvatic steps out from his cart and stands on its roof.
He slams down his staff and says, “Charge
and take what is rightfully mine! What is rightfully ours!”
As the rat army cries out, the large
hideous mutated rats run ahead of the army and take much of the attention of
the orcs, and are mostly unaffected by their attacks. The towering rats smash
through the walls as if they were nothing and proceed to kill and eat whoever
else they find while causing chaos in the city. Before the army behind them
enters the city, the bodies of the monstrous rats violently convulse and then
explode with acid coming out that melts everything and everyone it touches
except for the rats. Once the carts reach the walls, the soldiers come out and
lay siege to the city with the rats with cannons on the back pelt the city’s
inner defenses with cannon fire and don’t stop firing even as their own forces
advance and get hit by friendly fire. Sylvatic, Ascarisasis, and Ischemic watch
their forces fight and slaughter the orcs from a safe distance from one of the churches,
the Hagia Sophia.
“It’s glorious, isn’t it?”
Ascariasis says.
“It is. I’m just glad the monsters
you created are dead,” Ischemic says.
“What? You don’t think we could control
them? They followed their orders exactly as we intended. If that’s not enough,
the rats with cannons are also perfectly in control of their actions.”
“I’m not sure if the more monstrous
ones did as we commanded because we commanded them or because they did so out
of self-defense.”
“Regardless, these units will
always be used for the purposes you have seen, so they will only be alive for
minutes at most.”
“If you say so.”
“You should trust me more, just as
the good vicar does. Speaking of which, how are you enjoying the show?”
Sylvatic cuts off one of Ascarisasis’
outreaching hands that soon regenerates before he says, “I have waited years
for this. Do not disturb me as I drink in the glory of this moment that I deserve.”
“You deserve? I think we all share
in the glory of this momentous victory,” Ischemic says. “My hardened soldiers and
handmade cannons and carts are the final piece in the puzzle of our achieving victory.
You can see from here that they’re overwhelming the final stronghold in the
city and finish off what remains of the orc’s army. If you only relied on Ascarisasis,
you’d be without troops because they rely on formulas and experiments whereas I
rely on strength and steel.”
“Without my formulas and experiments,
we would’ve lost more forces breaking through the walls and the city’s first
lines of defenses. I think I should be given most of the glory if we’re fighting
over it. Battles are decided in the opening moves after all.”
“If you want to bring up opening
moves, then I should gain all the glory above both of you,” Sylvatic says with
venom in his voice and while slamming down his staff. “I bring all our servants
under one cause. I am the head of the Church and the one who gives us a
purpose, and a plan and dictates the laws. Without me, you would be fighting among
yourselves with no real plan and overall goal and the orcs and other rat clans
would wipe you out.”
The three rat leaders look at each
other with hatred in each other’s eyes until one messenger rat comes to them
and bows down.
“Sirs, we’ve taken the Holy City.
All that remains left to do is plunder it, make it our own, and deal with the
captives and remaining citizens,” the messenger says.
“Gather the captives and citizens.
We and our soldiers are all famished from such a taxing battle and should have
our fill and leave none remaining from the city at the same time,” Sylvatic decides.
“Yes, sir.”
After having their fill of their
enemies, the three leading rats think they can come to a compromise, settle
their differences, and calm the tension between them, however, the tensions
worsen when they have to split the plunder and decide who gets what part of
the city. While they are debating, they come to a temporary compromise to have
basic defenses set up by their slaves from the underground city. Two days pass and
no progress is made. In fact, the three rats hate each other more now than
before to the point where Sylvatic cuts down Ascarisasis. Instead of taking it
this time, the decapitated rat fights back and cuts off a leg and arm of the
victory despite missing a head of his own.
Seeing an opportunity to take power
for himself, Ischemic joins in the fight but is also cut down as well. Now
that the fight is at a standstill, the three rats see that both are
regenerating their limbs and that no normal blade or weapon will kill them, so
they stop fighting.
“You both injected yourselves with
my formula?” Ascariasis asks as if flattered.
“Yes, I did. I saw that it worked
and wanted to use it just in case,” Ischemic admits.
“You do good work despite your idiocy,
so I can’t say your pride is completely misplaced,” Sylvatic says.
“I can say the same about you.”
“I can say the same about both of
you.”
All three rats laugh and then admit
to a truce.
Sylvatic goes on to say, “We have
enough enemies as it is from the orcs, elves, other rats, and whatever else
that survives in this wasteland. Once they and the humans are out of the way,
we can see who is the strongest and who should be the master of the world and all
humanity. For now, we shall work together for each other’s benefit as one
united trinity.”
The other two rats agree before
they all shake hands. A messenger rat barrages into their meeting room to tell
them news of internal conflict and a wave of enemy rats allied with orcs coming
their way. They shrug before mustering what forces they can as the enemy force
throws itself against their walls. As the battle is happening, Sylvatic stands
above his two peers and watches the battle with them. Slaves from the inner
walls are thrown over and at the enemy and the groups of slaves that are killed
by the enemy are dosed with Ascarisasis’ concoction and turn into monsters that
push back the attack and blow themselves up after a few minutes and shower the
enemy with body melting acid that only their own allies are immune to. As the
battle is happening, the three leaders enjoy the finest blood wine that they
harvested from their captives and lay back as if it were a relaxing Sunday morning.
“Life is good, isn’t it?”
Ascariasis says.
“It is. It looks like our forces will
soon overrun our enemies. Let us toast to our victory and future victories,”
Ischemic says before they toast. “Waiters, bring us more wine. Also, bring out
our entertainment.”
The waiters do as they are told and
bring wine and rat exotic dancers out to the leaders that would be considered
uglier than sin to a sane human, but to a rat immersed in sin, they are as
beautiful as diamonds.
“Yes, this is the life and it will
only get better,” Sylvatic says as he comfortably lays back in his chair.
Wednesday, September 6, 2023
Scares Not Too Scary: Story 1 – On the Verge of Damnation

Story 1 – On the Verge of Damnation
Fr. Sergio lives a mostly secluded life
with other priests like him who spend their lives in daily penance for the
sake of the world. As such, they are the targets of demons that wish to see
them and the world damned with Sergio being one of their primary targets since
he can see and hear them as if they were physically there. Because of
the target on his back, the other priests keep away from him if they can so as
to not attract the attention of the demons surrounding him and make their
penance harder.
During one of his scheduled secluded
times in the adoration chapel, the demons tell him, “The other priests think you
are cursed. You’re a danger to them, to their salvation, and the salvation of
many others as a result. You may as well live by yourself, or better yet, you kill
yourself, now. Think of the souls you’ll be saving by doing so.”
Ignoring this temptation by keeping
his mind quiet and on God, Sergio keeps his inner peace.
“Uh, can you hear me? Isn’t what I’m
saying important to you? I guess not since you’re not responding. Be that way
then. It’s obvious that you don’t care about other people.”
Continuing with his day, Sergio
goes on to have a meager meal of bread and water during which a demon appears
from the food closet. Undisturbed by its sudden appearance, he takes what he
needs from the food closet, closes the doors on its face, and goes on to sit
by himself in the garden.
“That was rude of you,” the demon
says. “Kind of like how it’s rude that you’re staying away from the other
priests. You are hardly even present when the bishop and new priests come to
visit. What is it with you? Don’t you care about other people? Don’t you care to
make other people know how you feel? The difficulties you go through daily?”
Sergio doesn’t respond to the demon
and just stares up at the blue sky.
“Do you see something up there I don’t?
How’s this appearance for you?” The demon’s form changes to that of one that
Sergio recognizes. “You left your wife because you felt God’s call to the priesthood.
It was a pain getting that divorce even though your wife understood, but still,
it was painful, wasn’t it? Maybe if you were there when she was attacked, she’d
still be alive. No one was there to help her. Not even God.”
The demon’s words strike Sergio so
deeply that he has to concentrate harder on eating, breathing, and keeping calm
so as to not give in to anger. After finishing his lunch, he breathes in and out
to release any remaining tension before going back to his prayer routine. Next on
his daily agenda is daily mass. Even though the demons try tempting him during it,
Sergio and the priests drown out and repel them with their chanting and singing
in Latin. Now near the end of his day is saying the rosary with all its mysteries.
A demon possesses a priest and sits with him. As this is happening, a couple of
priests look at the two and are unsure of what to do.
“Is this the life you want for
yourself? A life of constant seclusion, pain, and thankless penance? The two
priests over there know what I am, and yet, they don’t even think about praying
for you or doing anything to get me away from you. They just want to watch and
see what happens,” the demon says.
Sergio bends his head deeper down
as he tries to concentrate on his prayers.
“You won’t earn a greater place in Heaven
because others have led greater lives of piety than you. You can’t go back to your
comfortable life of having a family and stable job unless you give up your role
as a priest. Why even continue in your penance if people will continue to sin?
To go to Hell regardless? God will not reward or comfort you for every soul you
save. All you will get is pain and some meaningless feelings of comfort here
and there. All of this is meaningless and vain.”
“Shut up!” Sergio says as his
nerves finally give in and breaks his rosary with his hands in the process.
At this moment, it feels as if
everything in nature around him stands still, even the air. The priests who
were watching him hold their breath while their ears ring. After recognizing
what he’s done, the demon-possessed priest asks God and then Sergio for
forgiveness but is only met with silence. At this moment, Sergio feels the
demons and damned from Hell clawing for him. He sees those who claim that he
did penance for and people he’s cared for burning and telling him that he’s
just like them and will join them in death. The crying and screaming from Hell
suddenly ends when Sergio brings peace to his heart, and yet, the demons keep clawing
at his soul and accusing him of every sin he’s confessed and yet to confess.
Sergio then gets up and turns to
the previously demon-possessed priest and asks, “I forgive you. It looks like
we both need to go to confession.”
“Yes-yes, you’re right,” the priest
admits.
Both priests go to confession and feel
much better afterward. The two priests then talk afterward and become friends
over their shared struggle. Their rest is short-lived, however, as the demons
come back and tempt the priests to despair as they are accused of giving
half-hearted confessions and that God has not and will never forgive them. It is
then that their guardian angels manifest also and show the demons the list of the
priests’ sins in their books are being erased by blood, which makes the demons
disappear and leave the priests be, for now. After going about the rest of
their daily penances and responsibilities, the priests go to their rooms to
rest for the night.
Even though he is sleeping, Sergio
is still targeted by the demons as they try to affect his dreams, but tonight,
every saint that he prays to, his guardian angel, and the Blessed Mother come
to his aid this night. Their appearance scares away the demons and allows
Sergio to sleep peacefully. He wakes up in the morning and says his prayers in
high spirits like always despite being constantly harassed by demons since he
knows God and His faithful are on his side.