Sunday, October 8, 2017

Kaleidoscope Diversity Self-Reflection Paper

This is a paper I did for my Intro to AOD class. It seems interesting in my opinion and worth a look over.

Principle one of the Kaleidoscope Diversity Identity Model says that everyone possesses a diversity profile, which is a unique collection of diversity dimensions that combine and interact with each other. These diversity dimensions are personality, religion, race, gender etc. Principle two says that some of these diversity dimensions are more dominant than others and show which parts of ourselves is more experienced in a topic. For example, a person who’s political is likely going to be more knowledgeable about past and present politics and will want to talk about that the most. There are many diverse points to us that make us like each other, but never exactly the same so we’re all our own person. This gives us a lens through which to look at the world and the people that inhabit it as stated by the third principle. The lens will probably be wrong at first and will usually change as we go through life. Through this, we gain diversity competence which is always changing like how we always learn something new almost every day. Diversity competence is, however, contextual, dynamic, and even questionable in some circumstances according to the fifth and final principle of the Kaleidoscope Diversity Identity Model.
For this paper, I will be self-reflecting my own views, what my foundation is, and how it affects my view of the world. The foundation to all my views is the belief of Christianity. This is because many others and myself have found that an unmovable, unchanging, uncreated, but caring and merciful God is the most logical foundation to the creation of the universe and moral lawgiver. I’ve written sourced blog posts and fictional books to show others the lessons and the evidence for God and the good that it does to live a faithful life. God, for others and myself, is a constant factor and person that is always helping move forward and make the right decisions. Of course, I’ve tried to see things through the view of others who don’t use this as their foundation or moving factor, but I can’t find any real way to justify other positions. I’ve read and heard of multiple Christians who tell us to research our positions so we don’t operate on destructive blind faith and I have done that. Though I have found that the Christian ideology is the best to follow, I still try to treat others with respect as long as they return the same as this is one of the main lessons of Christianity.
On a side note, a smaller inspiration to me is a girl I knew whose name is Alicia. At an early age, she taught me how much my life meant and the beauty that exists in the world despite the evil and ugly people that can exist it in. Though she sometimes used the good image she’s accumulated to get away with certain selfish things, she tries to do good most of the time and stray away from her bad habits. Hey, everyone has a flaw about them and is hypocritical sometimes. Besides, girls that aren’t dangerous aren’t fun am I right? Anyways, she’s been a constant influence on me who takes from the same foundation to teach me to be patient with people and to see the good that always shines in the darkness. Though I don’t see her anymore, her example continues to carry me through the tough times, but I must admit that it is more difficult without her in my life.
The Christian view tells me to keep moving forward no matter the challenges. It says to stay on the right path and never do evil even if others are doing it. It tells me to keep living even though I’ve tried to kill myself several times. This faith is a main and unchanging part of my life that is a deciding factor to most if not all of my decisions and likes. It is a dominant part of my life that allows me to live in the best way possible while still letting me choose certain things to do like getting a job and becoming a writer. It helps me help other people so I can show them how they can fully enjoy their life or at least make it a bit easier. Though it has its restrictions, all ideologies have restrictions even those with weaker foundations or the “no rules” rule.
The way of learning through it is very much like Coomb’s Typology of Educational Settings. It uses each of the settings in our lives even though God might seem like an informal type of teacher events and people that force us to think on our feet and remember past moments. This life gives us many long formal teachers such as school teachers, parents, and even God Himself who will teach us for long amounts of time before dropping a test at the end that has the rewards with wisdom or love most of the time. We are also shown how to act through the examples of saints, great moral people, and Jesus Christ most importantly and told to act like these people. It’s almost a very visual way of teaching and very hands on as all of the lessons given come up daily in life or at multiple single moments in our life like when a stranger asks for help or someone tries to pick a fight with you.
I still love various things through the Christian mindset such as horror and violent stories like Silent Hill, The Punisher, and Fallout. It would be hypocritical for Christians to say these things are not good influences since they have good morals and themes. Plus, the Bible is full of death, violence, and sex so there’s that to throw at them. It’s all about context when it comes to touchy topics such as murder and rape. If you have rape in fiction just to see people get raped then that’s just wrong, but if you have rape to talk about the effects of it then that’s okay. Horror such as Silent Hill can teach you about the monsters that live within ourselves and how we live with them. Subjects such as these teach me to see the results of suffering which includes the good and the bad of it. Silent Hill is the main inspiration for my main book series called Choice and Consequence where I try to entertain and teach people the results of things such as; romance, normality, redemption, losing yourself, and so on. I’ve used a very Bloom’s Taxonomy Cognitive Domain- like model for book writing as I create books, evaluate the criticism then apply it to my next work and remember the lessons so I can keep improving my work. I’ve learned that pain and suffering are teaching and moving actors that get us to act and to keep being good people instead of being lazy and evil. On reflection, things like horror and violent stories aren’t okay to listen to because we’ve found a way to stretch our acceptance, they’ve always been okay and we’ve learned why.
My values in goodness as affected my music taste as I only to listen to Christian metal bands or bands that generally agree with Christian values. I sometimes listen to other genres like 80s or 90s rap, rock, or Johnny Cash country music. The songs I listen to have to either talk about something good, something fun or talk about suffering in a way that it actually is. It could also talk about suicide, criticisms of disbelief, or obsessed love, but those are few and far between. I’ve stopped listening to other bands who are hypocrites or don’t know what they’re talking about even if they have good sounding music.
As far as politics, a good moral and scientific foundation is essential in deciding who to side with. In this current politic climate, the conservatives are the best side to listen to. They applaud Trump when he’s right and scold him when’s wrong, unlike the liberals who do nothing but criticize him and never criticize their own. They claim to be open and diverse but are against it by being against Christians, people of all races if they think they’re wrong, and many others. Liberals today are nothing but Marxists or Communists who try to force people what to think and do through force or through the government. I’ve tried to think in their place, but nothing they say makes sense unless you apply their own distorted reality to what is the actual reality that most sane people agree on. Unlike what they tell you, I’m not racist, bigoted, or sexist. I write stories that go against these terrible things and I treat everyone equally unless they’ve given me a reason not to such as; being a liar, sociopath, or untrustworthy. I swear I’ve been in the headspace of perverts and killers who had more sane mindsets than some of these people. They can try to convince me of their points all they want, they can make fun of me, they can beat me up, but they will never get me to believe their self-destructive ideology that will be the death of them and those they get roped in. Now with that rant out of the way of the hypocrites of today let’s get off it.
My thoughts on things that I’ve mentioned have evolved over the years especially in college where my religion and views have been challenged. Because of this challenge, I went out and researched various unbiased and correct sources to see the truth behind what I know. Through my research and study that I’ve done on my own and with the help of God, I’ve strengthened my faith, become wiser, and gotten smarter when it comes to politics. I freely admit that I can still be wrong about things, but now I’m better at recognizing the truth and saying why it’s the truth. I’m, however, still not that good at writing lengthy papers and long novels as my expertise is writing short stories or novellas for people who don’t usually read books and would rather play a video game, read a comic, or watch a TV show or movie.

In conclusion, because of this paper, I can see how my foundation has given me a lens that colors my world in a particular light. It allows other views to show but stays steadfast in its goodness and values. I will change for the better in the future because of it and I hope to teach others the good that I know. Without a doubt, this lens that has helped hundreds of millions of others in the past continues to help people in the present live fulfilling and good lives and will continue to in the future.

Friday, October 6, 2017

What I think to be the easiest way to convince God exists and that Christianity is true

Atheist Police Detective Examines the Resurrection of Jesus becomes Christian

Lecture by acclaimed police detective J. Warner Wallace. Wallace was an atheist while rejecting the New Testament claims on the resurrection of Jesus. However, after examining the evidence of Christianity and the resurrection of Jesus, he became a born-again Christian.

This is a great video to watch if you want to know why Christianity is true in the shortest amount of time possible.

Thursday, October 5, 2017

Yet another free eBook!

Since I've had this finished story for a while, I decided to publish The Man Behind the Messages and it's free! It's inspired by classic horror movies and has a mix of thriller and dark humor elements. This is one of the horror books including the previous C&C story that are published for free in celebration of Halloween. The next one coming out is called Spirits and Demons which is inspired by reality paranormal shows.

Wednesday, October 4, 2017

New free book!

I published a collection of paranormal short stories in my main series Choice and Consequence. Get it here for free!

I will be publishing a few more free stories as the months go on.

Tuesday, October 3, 2017

Choice and Consequence of Reaching Beyond

Humans have conducted research on the paranormal as long as they’ve known of spirits. It is currently the early 1900s and an exorcist by the name of Emmanuel enters an abandoned hospital to search not only for spirits, but for a supposed door to Heaven or hell. He walks through the facility while strongly gripping his cross. The hospital feels way more different than it did before when Emmanuel was walking through it with the owner. Something or someone is watching him from the corners of darkness to see what he does. Noises and voices echo throughout the building. Some make Emmanuel follow them while others make him go in another direction.
A bright light down in the basement gets him to walk down and he finds that the entire floor has been burned, which is strange because the hospital never suffered a fire. He finds charred corpses stuck in metal restraints that are uncomfortable to say the least. Some have spikes that dig through their skin, some in terrible positions while others are roasted above a fire. Loud screams of agony echo throughout the realm and never seem to stop. Emmanuel tries to find a way out, but is stopped by the sight of two demonic creatures who are approaching him. Fearing for his soul, he runs the other way and the creatures give chase. The crawl all over the ceiling while lunging at him to try to slow him down. Once they get the opportunity, they attack him, but the cross he’s carrying shields him from their blows. He manages to escape the basement and once he looks back, he sees that the basement is no longer charred so he catches his breath for the moment.
Emmanuel isn’t out of the woods, however, as the demons appear to be invisible, but the marks they make on the walls can still be seen. He stops himself from cursing before running again, this time running upstairs hoping that this will lead to Heaven. With each passing flight of stairs, that possibility seems less and less likely especially with the demons constantly bugging him with their attacks and taunts. Once he gets to the roof, he finds that the scenery hasn’t changed in the slightest and the demons catch up to him. With nowhere else to go, he blesses himself and readies himself for a fight. Since the demons are invisible, he can only get a few lucky hits in while the demons try to push him off the roof since they can’t physically harm him. He gets pushed further and further to the edge until he’s hanging by the edge. The demons don’t allow him to climb up and keep stomping on the shield protecting him to make the force of it make him fall. Suddenly, the sky brightens and the demons are seemingly taken out, but Emmanuel is still losing his grip.
He finally falls an invisible hand tries to catch him and he falls down several stories. Everything in his body hurts now with multiple bruises, cuts, and broken bones. Thinking he’s going to die, he manages to hold his cross to his chest and says a little prayer. A light envelops him which allows him to get up and walk without much pain. The same light begins to guide him, but it guides him away from the closest town. Emmanuel begins to doubt the light and this is when a person driving a car comes by to help him and he is driven off to a hospital. It is discovered that Emmanuel’s legs are broken and he shouldn’t have been able to walk much less survive the fall. He’s confined to a wheelchair now, but he still manages to get around to places. Places where he preaches the dangers of forcing the paranormal aspects of the world to interact with you. He is even more faithful now than ever before since he feels protected by the light, but every now and then, he sees dark figures with glowing red eyes in the corner of his eyes.

Monday, October 2, 2017

Choice and Consequence: Beginnings

A story is passed down from generation to generation that involves the mysterious condition humans suffer from. A condition that involves monsters born from the personality of those who have it. This involves a man, who is made from dust, being born in an indigenous forest with no other humans around.
An angel appears to him and says, “Do not be afraid for I am the Angel of the Lord. He commands you to follow me. I will protect you from any dangers that might dare cross our path.”
Not knowing what else to do, the man follows the angel. Their journey takes several days with the angel taking care of the man. The Angel teaches the man how to eat, survive, speak, make clothes, defend himself, and even show love to each other. Along the path they walk, the trees and animals become monsters that try to kill the man, but the Angel converts them back to their normal state by showing the man their true nature. Another lesson the angel gives, is the lesson to reject superstition and follow what is true and good. From this point on, the man befriends some of the animals, but he befriends a wolf that becomes his best friend. As they get closer to the destination, a flying serpent slithers through the forest with his army, who look like fallen angels, block their path.
“Traitor! You will not trick another human being!” the Angel yells out.
“What is one human man worth?” the serpent responds, “He and his kind will cause you more grief than us.”
“And yet you have caused Me the most grief Morning Star. I give the power of the Spirit of the Lord to the man to assist us in this battle.”
A phoenix comes from the sun and enters the man who is now able to wield His power. The Angel of the Lord fights the fire-breathing serpent while the man and his companion fight the numerous fallen angels. Though they keep coming, the Spirit of the Lord makes the man invincible enough to fight the fallen angels until they retreat when the Angel of the Lord defeats the serpent.
The Angel then says to the man, “The Morning Star has left this creature and I have purified it. Bring it to your destination and feed and clothe the people there with its remains. I will leave you when we get there, but you must treat them the way I have treated you. Teach them as I have taught you.”
The man carries the carcass to his destination and the people there rejoice for the man’s appearance. The village was experiencing a food shortage and needed clothes for impending winter. They’ve kept their faith and have been graciously rewarded. The man does as the Angel said and the village becomes a great people.
All that is in this story was found in caves, old stone tablets, and word of mouth. It is unknown if the story actually happened, but it does prove that the Human Mirror condition has existed since the dawn of man and its paranormal qualities.

Sunday, October 1, 2017

"Cheesecake"/Indie female character driven comic reviews

These kinds of comics might just seem like sexist, stupid stories made by men with the intelligence of a teenager, but they're not...well not exactly. Here's a short review of the pictured comics.


Zombie Tramp
A prostitute is setup with a zombie and becomes a zombie because of it. A voodoo witch gives her the opportunity for revenge against the person who wronged her and she takes it. This story happens after the first set of Zombie Tramp comics which I haven't read yet. The story and style of this comic is grindhouse which, if you didn't know, is tons of gore, tough, beautiful ladies, over-the-top action, and a sense of humor. Zombie Tramp has this in spades and is a really enjoyable story to read if you want to read something for fun.

Vampblade
A comic book store cashier obtains a pair of blades in her store when it's under attack and she becomes the fictional comic book character Vampblade. She has the same powers and abilities as the character and details about the story come true as if the story the comic was based on was real. The story is pretty interesting and is full of fun action. It can get a little too pandering to nerds, but it's an overall fun book to read.

Dollface
A witch hunter is saved from execution and her soul in put into a robotic sex doll that battle against witches. This witch hunter is out for revenge and hunts the witches that have wronged her and her family. Since this is made by the same guy who made Zombie Tramp, it shares a similar level of quality. Speaking about her, Zombie Tramp appears in this comic as one of the main antagonists and acts more like a springboard to show Dollface's power and ability. It's nice to see a shared universe (heck, even Vampblade appears in Zombie Tramp), but it feels weird that Zombie Tramp is more of a test for this character and nothing more. Instead of the grindhouse inspired story, this one is inspired by manga. Just like the previous three, this is a great book to just sit back and enjoy.


These ones pictured above are more mainstream like Hack/Slash, Witchblade, and Red Sonja so I might not say as much depending on the comic.

Hack/Slash
A comic series for those who like slasher movies like Friday the 13th and Halloween. If you like those movies or at least the good ones then you'll like this series. It's as simple as that though the art can be a bit polarizing.

Dejah Thoris
I don't know much about the Warlord of Mars/John Carter series, but it looks interesting. The story presented here was fun and a good introduction to the series.

Jungle Girl
A female Tarzan book basically. It's a good adventure story full with fun action and great art.

Witchblade
A female police officer obtains a powerful weapon only meant for females who it determines should wield it. It also protects its user from all harm including self harm. The layout of the comic is a bit weird though the story is interesting. I watched the anime adaptation which is pretty good and the original comics carry a similar level of quality.

Vampirella
Essentially a horror action comic with vampires. The series has a long history and is great to read if you just want something fun.

Lady Death
A fantasy story starring an anti hero protagonist who must take her throne of evil from someone who is more evil than her. This is an interesting premise and though the story doesn't do much with it, it does still deliver a solid experience.

Red sonja
The most popular of these comics. If you like Conan the Barbarian, swords and sorcery, and adventure, then you'll like these comics.

All in all, these comics are good if you want to read something fun and not too heavy. I didn't mention it, but all of these main characters are all strong despite being eye candy. Jungle Girl is resourceful, Zombie Tramp is slick, Vampirella is seductive and powerful, Cassie Hack (from Hack/Slash) is determined and never gives up, etc. I definitely recommend these comics that do a better job of making strong female character than SJW writers.