Saturday, April 26, 2025

The Madness in Healing: Chapter 4 – My Sibling’s Executioner

Chapter 4 – My Sibling’s Executioner

I fly through the light and darkness of the asylum and reach the surveillance room in seconds, where Bianco is waiting with my parents tied up.

“It’s over, Bianco. You couldn’t kill me when I was vulnerable, and your mind tricks work only so well,” I say.

“It is over, but I’m going anywhere without seeing you squirm in pain, one final time,” he says. In an instant, my face turns back to normal, and my parents look at me in shock. “Now there’s no shred of doubt left for them that you, Timeo Severe, are L’Obscurité. I told you he was, but you still thought I was tricking you. You lied to yourselves, like you always do, and now, you can’t do that anymore without being like the inmates you claim to take care of here.”

Getting control of myself, I use my power that take hold of Bianco, whose face is finally revealed.

“Bogart?” my parents and I say in unison.

My older brother, Bogart, was always one to say that life is short and going to end no matter what we do, so we might as well spend it indulging in as many desires as we can.

“I’m glad you remember something that I told you, little brother,” Bogart says. “After you beat me within an inch of my life, I thought the best way to live the rest of my life was to make you suffer for embarrassing me and to make our parents suffer for living longer, so I couldn’t get the rest of their inheritance.”

“Why did you kill the rest of our siblings?”

“They were useless to me, and the white serpent promised me more power if I sacrificed them. How could I refuse if it meant making you suffer more?”

“Well, you got what you wanted, and now, you reap the cost, you bastard!”

Reaching out to Bogart with my power, he returns to his normal form. His body starts twisting in unnatural ways as the white serpent in him twists and struggles to escape through his eyes. While this is happening, my parents tell me to stop because he’s my brother and to have mercy on him.

Bogart laughs at them and says, “I don’t deserve mercy, and neither do you! You’re all hypocrites! You never save any lives! You only prolong people’s suffering in this awful city. You think you’re good people because you pray and worship God, but you’re no better than scum like me! At least I’m honest about it and get what I want-”

“Be silent and die already!”

Bogart’s neck and head twist around and around again, his fingers break and snap along with his arms, feet, and legs until the life is squeezed out of his body and his soul is sent to be judged and go to Hell. My parents’ yelling finally gets me to stop and look at them, and as I do, I feel like a child who’s in trouble and messed up in a major way.

“He deserved it. My powers punish people based on their sins,” I try to explain to them.

“You need to let them go. You killed your brother with them,” my mom says.

“I didn’t do it!” It’s then that I realized that I didn’t pray for Bogart like I do with the other people I use my powers on, so they may receive mercy. “I said that my powers do it all on their own.”

“Then you need to stop being L’Obscurité,” my dad says. “You’ve caused too much suffering and death in the city. It’s time to stop.”

“Those people were criminals and villains! I was given these powers by God to punish them and make Meridian a better place.”

“Look at what you’ve done to your brother. There are other ways to make Meridian better. You have to stop,” my mom says.

“I…I can’t.”

There are a few moments of silence as I carefully consider my next words until my dad says, “Then we’ll tell the world the truth behind who you are to make you stop-”

“What?” I say.

“Timeo, look what your powers are doing! We have to make you stop-”

“I’m not doing anything!”

My parents seem to be choking on something as my powers get them to stop talking.

“Your identity can’t be revealed,” a familiar voice says. It’s the same one I heard the day I got my powers.

“My Lord and my God…” I say.

I then get on my knees and fervently pray for mercy for my parents. Please, don’t punish them for such a small mistake! They’re just upset because of what happened tonight. Please, punish me instead! Take away my powers and give them to someone else if you have to! My prayers go unanswered as I hear a crack and see my parents dead on the floor.

As tears flow from my eyes, I simply ask, “Why?”

“Because every sin, no matter how small, is deserving of death. Your identity can’t be exposed to the world,” He says.

“What if I tell everyone now? Will I die as well?”

“You won’t. I won’t allow it.”

“Then take away my powers! I don’t want them anymore! Give them to someone else who’s more deserving of them!”

“You are still deserving of them. Do not worry over the souls of your parents. Their grief and the white serpent clouded their minds so they won’t be punished severely. They are in Purgatory and will be in Heaven after their funeral.”

There’s nothing more to be done or said. I walk over to my parents and cry as I hold them for a long while until my friends, Lancetto, Klinge, Darcy, and Raymond enter the room. They ask what happened, I explain it as best I can, and they hold me and give me their condolences. In the official statement that Raymond gives, he says that Bogart is responsible for the deaths of my parents and many of the innocents, while L’Obscurité saved everyone and punished the asylum’s staff who caused the outbreak of criminals and patients, and the criminals who refused to go back in their cells. I’m given praise by Mayor Jeph and the city like usual, but I feel empty and less than alive.

When my parents’ funeral comes, I say a few words and mostly keep to myself. In the days that follow, Darcy stays with me at my house, as if she needs an excuse to. I would have told her to stay at her own home, but I don’t have the strength to do even that, and I need someone who loves me to stay by my side. She cooks and cleans for me, talks to me about my worries, regrets, and doubts, and holds me at night. Klinge, Lancetto, and Raymond have stopped by a few times when they can, giving me updates on the rising crime in the city due to my absence, but telling me that they’re handling it and I should only go back out when I feel better. I thank them and try to give them pieces of my parents’ possessions as a thank you, but they refuse them and only leave with food that Darcy made.

Another morning comes, and Darcy lets me lie in bed for a few more minutes while she prepares breakfast. I get up as I wait and look out the window. The emotions I’ve been keeping down boil back up, so I prostrate myself on the floor with my hands up.

“Again, I say, take my powers away from me. I’m undeserving of them,” I pray.

Astonishingly, I receive an answer from my Lord, who says, “You are still worthy of them. Meridian needs her dark hero to keep her safe from lawbreakers of all kinds.”

“Why? Why me? I haven’t been able to change anything at all.”

I don’t get any answers until Darcy enters, who was listening to me praying.

She sits beside me and says, “The city is worse off without you. I would’ve engulfed the city in chaos, encouraging people to take justice into their hands and murdering the guilty and innocent alike. Without you, many innocents would be dead or worse, the criminals would still be alive to enact their terror, and sinners wouldn’t be repentant, such as those people who were in that human centipede who went back to normal after repenting for what they did.”

“I know. It’s a lesson that never seems to stick with me. Thank you for everything, Darcy. You’ve been helping me so much that I have to give you something in return,” I say while getting on one knee and taking a ring out of my pocket. “Will you marry me?”

Darcy smiles and cries at the same time and immediately accepts my proposal. She kisses me more than usual and to such a degree that I think she’s going to do something to me that I prefer to do after marriage, so I gently push her back and calm her down.

“Come on, let’s go eat and then tell everyone after,” I say.

“Okay, okay. We’ll talk about arranging the wedding and clothes for the children we’ll have. I think we should go out today to start picking out some clothes for them. Did your parents keep your clothes that you wore? Maybe I can find more cute baby and child pictures of you that they kept somewhere around the house,” she says.

I laugh and say that we should take things one step at a time. As I eat together with Darcy, I think to myself about the reminders of what I learned at the incident at the asylum. I must continue being a dark hero for the sake of Meridian and its people. This city is sick with sin and crime, and I am the cure. I embrace the madness of failing and succeeding, sinning and repenting, and sickness and healing. It is a virtuous madness embraced by my parents that allows me to spiral upward towards Heaven, just as they did. Please guide my actions, thoughts, and words, and watch over us and the family that I create, mom and dad. I hope to make God and you proud of me.

 

The End

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