Chapter 3 – Exorcising Weakness
Finally, I get to fight demons like
a real exorcist. Marina leads me to an abandoned abortion clinic. The
information we have on this place says that satanic rituals were done here as
they sacrificed infants to demons to continue to be financially stable. This
place suddenly caught fire one day after a group of Catholics prayed the rosary
around it. The survivors of the fire tried to blame the Catholics for arson but
there was no concrete evidence to link them to the fire. Here, Marina and I are
in our exorcist outfits with our swords drawn ready to cut down any demon we
come across.
“Be on your guard. Demons are known
to be tricky,” Marina says.
“Got it.”
“Alessio!” I hear a familiar voice
call out. It can’t be. “Alessio! Come out, dear!”
My mom walks through a wall and
appears before us. She’s dressed in the same pink dress and white jacket that
she wore on the day she died.
“Mom?”
“It’s good to see you again, Alessio.
I’ve heard your prayers for me to be here for you during your most troubling
times and I am here to help you again.”
Seeing my mom again brings a smile to
my face and tears to my eyes. I don’t know what to say to her. That is until
she appears to be in pain. Looking back at Marina for answers, I see her
holding a cross while muttering something.
“What are you doing, Marina?” I
ask.
“I had to make sure she is who she said
she was, but it’s a liar. This is a demon. Exorcise her,” Marina says.
“What? She’s my mom!”
“The demon just looks like your
mom!”
“Don’t believe her,” mom says, “Haven’t
I been talking to you from Heaven this entire time? Remember the nights we used
to talk to each other despite us being so far apart?”
“It’s true, Marina! She is my mom!
We used to talk to each other even after she died and she’s always been with me
through the hardest moments in my life even at her own funeral!”
“Then explain how this cross and
prayer cause you pain? You can’t. If you were a holy soul in Purgatory, then
you would embrace these to take time off your sentence in it and if you were
from Heaven, you wouldn’t be affected at all.”
“Those objects and prayers are
demonic, Alessio. Protect me or else you won’t be able to face the demon and I
won’t be able to see you anymore,” mom says.
“Alessio, listen to me!”
“Think about your father or your
sister. I won’t be able to help them either.”
All these conflicting thoughts and
feelings in my head make me scream out and cut the head off my mother. So, I
guess it was a demon, and here I was silently hoping that it wasn’t and praying
that God would prove me right. Her body transforms as holes form in her body while
the rest of her disappears.
“Thank you, Alessio,” Marina says
while putting her hand on my shoulder.
I push her hand off me then say, “Leave
me alone!”
“I’m sorry that what you’ve been
hearing wasn’t your mom.”
That demon bastard pretended to be
my mom for years and I couldn’t tell. Did I even try to know if it was her for
sure? That demon, that pretended to be her, always did say that I was perfect as I was and that I
didn’t need to go to confession or go to mass. What will dad and Alex do now
when they notice that they aren’t getting a response from who they thought was
mom? I can’t handle thinking about this any longer so I go back to the park we
were training at and sit in silence for a bit. Marina sits with me too while
not saying anything. She looks at me every now and then as if she wants to say
something.
“Thanks for being here and not saying
anything. I just had to process all that,” I admit.
“It’s okay. I’m here to listen to
you and give you advice if you need it,” she says.
“Why did that demon pretend to be
my mother?”
“It’s easier to make people hollow
by playing with their emotions and thinking. You don’t see demons rampaging in
the streets with exorcists fighting them like when you first met me. You’ll
probably see demons pretending to be angels or spirits that appear to be
helping people when really, they’re dragging them to Hell. They only attack
when there’s no option for them left.”
“Let’s get back to work then. I’m
sure there are more demons around here and it’s like what, six pm? The night is
still young and-”
“No, let’s rest for tonight.”
“Why? Don’t tell me you’re tired
already. You didn’t do anything.”
“No, it’s not that. I just wanted
you to put your skills to the test but didn’t know that they would send a demon
that pretended to be your mom. It takes a lot of strength to do what you did. I
think you’re ready to be a real exorcist. I’ll have my report and
recommendation sent to the other exorcists. Guards, what do you think?”
Marina’s guards appear before us.
One of them says, “You did excellent,
Alessio.”
“You did better than most if they
faced the same challenge,” another compliments.
“Thank you. What are your names?”
“My name is Gale.”
“I’m Jonah.”
“It’s nice to meet you two. Thank
you for training me today.”
“You’re welcome,” they both say.
“Okay, I think it’s time to go back
home. I’m beat-”
The sight of seeing a family causes
me to choke up a bit and wipe my eyes.
Marina hugs me from behind then
says, “Are you okay?”
“I-I’m fine. Now, get off, you
cougar.”
When we get back home, I try to
pretend to Alex and my dad that everything is normal. As I joke around, Marina
laughs and looks at me as if she’s still worried. I don’t know why she’s so
worried about me nor do I know what to say to her to ease her mind. While trying
to sleep, I can feel her stare at me. What’s her deal? The feeling of someone staring
at me doesn’t leave even as I feel myself falling asleep. Turning around to
look at where the feeling is coming from, I turn to see my mom.
Demons claw at her and drag her
down to the fires as she screams. My arms and legs are restrained and can feel
myself being pulled down along with her. Alex and my dad are being pulled down
as well and seem to be going down faster than I. This is until I watch Marina
cut something above me and everything I see disappears.
“What happened?” I ask.
“I did it! I banished my first demon-ah,
a demon was affecting you. I’m sorry I only noticed it when I was woken up by a
feeling,” Marina says.
“Thanks. Congratulations on your first
banishment or whatever."
Okay, okay. It was just a dream.
Mom is probably in Heaven and that dream was just a product of my worry.
Nothing more. The next few days fly by like nothing since the revelation about
my mom was revealed. Marina and I exorcise demon after demon and even come
across a few holy souls in Purgatory. One, in particular, I try to cut down because
she scared me, but when my blade cut her, it just passed right through her.
“Alessio!” Marina says.
“What did you expect my reaction to
be when I see a spirit appear to me out of nowhere that’s on fire?”
“Please get my family and the
Church to pray for me. My sentence in Purgatory is until the end of time. Thank
the merciful God that I was allowed this generous cleansing before entering
into Heaven,” the woman says.
“We will,” Marina says to her.
“Thank you, and please tell my
children to remember me and pray for me. Oh, and that I will always love them.”
My mom never said to pray for her
and remember her when she spoke to me. I guess whenever it happened, it was
always the demon speaking to me. Still, that could mean she went straight to Heaven. She loved
me so much that she sacrificed herself to save me. Yes, that has to be it.
After so much training, fighting demons, and helping the souls in Purgatory, I begin
to put the thought of the fate of the soul of my mother to the back of my mind. My
hopes are that she is in Heaven looking down at me and proud that I’m an
exorcist like her.
A worry still keeps me up every
other night though. Why didn’t God let me know that a demon was pretending to be
my mom? Why let me know now? What’s the purpose of letting me be an exorcist?
Why also let me continue to have these thoughts when I prayed to make them stop?
Why also let Marina continue to stare at me every single night?
“Do you have a crush on me or
something?” I ask her.
“No! Royalty isn’t allowed to be
in relationships with peasants.”
“You didn’t exactly say no. Why do
you keep looking at me?”
“I’m not! I’m just…I’m just
concerned about you. You’ve been different ever since you met that demon that
pretended to be your mom.”
Marina sits at my bedside while I
sit up.
“I’m fine. Really, I am.”
“You promise to tell me when you
aren’t?”
“I promise. What made you start to
care about me so much?”
“I don’t know what you’re talking
about.” I give her a look and she knows that I’m not buying her lie. “Okay. I
don’t want the boy who saved me and who tries to be the best person he can for
both himself and his loved ones to go away or be tainted in any way.”
“Don’t you worry. I won’t change
the way I am.”
“But you’ll become even better over
time, right?”
“I think I’m fine the way I am.”
“You’ll have to grow up eventually
and I’m not talking about age.”
“Okay, okay. I’ll try to. Now stop
worrying so much and go to bed.”
“Alright.”
She still seems to have lingering
concerns so I give her a hug before she sits up from my bed and she hugs me
back. Out of the corner of my eye, I see my dad and sis looking at us again from
a crack in my door.
“What you’re expecting isn’t going
to happen so you better leave us alone!” I say to them.
“Ah, come on! I know she’s been
making lover eyes at you for the past few days. Just give her what she wants,”
my dad says.
“I want to see what love making is
like in person. It’s not the same looking at it online,” I can’t believe my
sister says.
“Would you both get out of here!”
They don’t move until I get up and
throw my pillow at the door. I can hear them laughing behind it. Creeps. Marina
goes back to her bed and falls asleep not long after. Hopefully, she can rest
easy now.
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