Episode 2 – Replaceable
Most people are more accepting of
others nowadays. Parents will tell their children that they can be whatever they
want if they only put in the time and effort necessary. Ray is one of those
children who was told to be accepting to his adopted brother named Raymond. They’ve
been getting together well so far, but there’s something about Raymond that makes
Ray feel off. He is great at everything he does and fits in almost too perfectly
into the family when he arrived.
Raymond was adopted because he was
the only child of a recently deceased friend of the family. Ray has heard of
Raymond before, but never thought their first meeting would be under these
conditions. Before he came into the family, Ray heard how much of a blessing he
was to his mother who relied on him in her last days. Despite her recent
passing, Raymond doesn’t appear to be sad or slowed down. Both children and
adults admire him for his strength except for Ray who is uneased by it.
Regardless of his feelings, Ray
accepts Raymond into the family and just brushes off his feelings as silly
feelings though he can’t help but still feel them, especially now. After
another day of school, Raymond helps clean up after dinner and spends time with
his parents while Ray relaxes by the TV. He feels separated, which is a feeling
he tries to get rid of by thinking to himself that he wouldn’t add anything
meaningful to the conversation. Right now, he’s going to watch a show he hasn’t
heard of until now. It’s called Adventures Into the Forbidden. He heard of it
from the others in school and from what he heard, he thought it might be
interesting to watch. Even though he thinks the puppet and teaching elements
are childish, he wants to hear the deeper lessons and see the darker things
that show up in the show for entertainment.
The show starts with the name of
the puppet appearing on the screen. Sage the Soldier, a green puppet dressed in a
green shirt with a helmet. It has brown patches on its face, shirt, and helmet
that are supposed to be dirt. In its right hand is what looks to be a toy
version of a Tommy gun.
“Hello, boys and girls! I’m Sage
the Soldier,” the puppet says in a cheery girl voice. “For first-time viewers, it
must surprise you that I’m a girl.”
The puppet seemed to have read Ray’s
mind as he is surprised about exactly what she said.
“Appearances can be deceiving. That
is why you shouldn’t let what you have now define who you are. You can be
whatever you put your mind to! The army is a male dominated job, so women don’t
usually go into it. My parents told me that I should try something else, but I
wanted to be a soldier for my country, so that’s what I did. Despite all the
challenges and doubts, I became a soldier! Now, don’t think that just because I
became a soldier means that you should too if you don’t want to, this isn’t an
advertisement for them. I’m just here to give you encouraging advice on doing
what you want to!”
Sage moves to a shooting range. She
aims her gun at the targets.
“There will always be challenges in
life, but you can get through them with the right answer.”
She shoots a target.
“Doubts.”
She shoots another.
“Bullies.”
And another.
“Fear.”
And another.
“Competition.”
This target appeared to have the
face of Raymond before being shot.
“Other people will be your biggest
obstacle, but always remember that anyone can be whatever they want. Anything
at all.”
Sage shoots again only for the
bullet to ricochet back to her and tear off her arm to reveal a human finger.
“Sage! Are you okay?” a nearby
puppet soldier asks.
“Of course I am! Puppets don’t feel
pain, silly!” Both puppets laugh. “That’s it for me, boys and girls. I’ll be
back with a new arm next time you see me. Thanks for watching!”
The show ends with Sage and the
other puppet waving goodbye. Ray thinks to himself that the show wasn’t too bad
and plans on watching it tomorrow. During the next day of school, Ray watches
as Raymond gets more attention than him. When Raymond makes a mistake, people
laugh with him and gently correct him, but when Ray makes a mistake, he is
corrected normally, and no one says anything. Because of all the attention
given to Raymond, no one talks to Ray as he is isolated from everyone else; however,
Ray chooses not to let his feelings get to him.
“Raymond has had it rough. He
deserves some love and attention,” Ray says to himself.
When they get home and eat dinner,
Raymond is asked about his day while Ray is barely asked anything.
“It’s okay. He deserves it now,”
Ray mutters to himself.
“Hmm? Is something the matter, Ray?”
his mother asks.
“Huh? No.”
“Okay. I want you boys to know that
both your dad and I have lost our jobs.”
“What?”
“The company thought two other
workers were better suited to our position, so they replaced us, but you
shouldn’t worry. We still have jobs though they won’t pay as much, which means
we won’t be able to give you as much.”
“That’s fine. You’ve given me more
than enough by allowing me to be part of your family,” Raymond says.
“Aww. That’s so sweet.”
“Brown noser,” Ray mutters.
Not wanting to hear Raymond talk in
fear of hating him, Ray goes to the TV to turn on Adventures Into the Forbidden.
He hopes to catch another Sage episode and that’s exactly what appears to
happen.
“Hello, boys and girls! My name is
Sage the Soldier!” the puppet says in a slightly deeper female voice, “As you might’ve
noticed from my voice, I am not the same Sage that you know and love. Unfortunately
for her, her injuries were too great, and she died from her wounds. It’s a
shame that we don’t have any doctors on this show. There’s no reason to worry
though because I’m here! I was inspired by Sage’s lessons and here I am! Even
you can be like your heroes if you put your mind to it. You can even be better
than them and replace them!”
Ray can’t help but think about his
parents getting replaced in their jobs. He remembers them getting gifts and parties
for their hard work.
“How easily people are replaced
nowadays. Isn’t it amazing that people are becoming who they want to be? It may
be at the cost of someone else’s job, but it’s that other person’s fault for
not doing enough for their career. It’s just common sense that the people who
replace others are better than them at a fundamental level.”
There’s a deafening silence that fills
the air as what Sage said sits in Ray’s head.
“Am I saying that I’m better than
the original Sage? I am. I’m better than everything she was at. Just watch me
shoot.”
Sage shoots all the targets behind
her with pinpoint precision.
“Did you see that? I can even shoot
without looking.”
Sage shoots a target without
looking, but the bullet ricochets and shoots off her head. Ray is shocked by
this until he sees her head move its way back to her head.
“Didn’t even feel a thin-”
Her head then falls apart before
the TV cuts to static. Ray is shocked by the conclusion until he turns around
to see Raymond watching the TV.
“What did you think of that?” Ray
asks him.
“I thought it was really dark. I didn’t
like how they presented loneliness in such a harsh way,” Raymond says.
“Loneliness?”
“You’re pretty brave to watch a
show like this. I could barely handle it.”
“The show wasn’t about loneliness.
Sage was talking about people replacing each other because certain people work
others than others.”
“What?”
“It-nevermind.”
Not in a mood to argue, Ray walks
away to his room to sleep. His mom walks into the room and stands above Ray.
“Are you okay, Ray?”
“Yeah, I’m fine.”
“I don’t think you are. What’s the
matter? Does it have something to do with Raymond? You’ve been acting strange
ever since he came here.”
“Nothing’s the matter. He’s okay.
He’s better than okay. Everyone seems to like him more than me.”
“He does do a lot. He gets good
grades, makes lots of friends, and gets people to laugh. Raymond has been
through a lot, but he came out stronger because of it. Maybe you should do the
same, okay?”
“…okay.”
Ray’s mom kisses Ray on the head
before leaving the room. Ray then shoves his head into the pillow and tightly
grips it.
“Raymond this. Raymond that. He’s
such a great person compared to me. Everyone loves him and he hardly ever makes
a mistake. He’s everything that my parents want and more!” Ray screams into his
pillow.
After a few hours of steaming with his
anger and sadness, Ray goes to sleep. Even in his dreams, he can’t escape
Raymond being loved by other people while he is pushed to the side. It doesn’t
help that when Ray wakes up he goes through almost exactly what he went through
in his dream. His mind races with anger and sadness at being ignored and
disregarded in favor of his adoptive brother. When he gets home, he quickly eats
his dinner to watch Adventures Into the Forbidden to take his mind off this and
maybe learn something good.
“Hello, boys and girls! My name is
Sage the Soldier!” the puppet says in a noticeably deeper voice, “I’m sorry to
inform you all, but the last Sage died. You can’t heal a shattered head after
all! Unlike the other two Sages, I’m a boy. Sage is a unisex name, which means
that either a boy or girl could have it.”
Ray isn’t too shocked by seeing
another Sage on the show. Instead, he just wants to see what’s going to happen.
“With that out of the way, let’s
talk about today’s lesson. As you can see, when one soldier dies, another
replaces them. The army doesn’t have any use for a dead soldier so why bother
keeping them around. It’s just like useless people in real life. When they’re
replaced, what’s the point of keeping them around? What’s the point of having a
person around who isn’t as good as the others? They just hurt their families, friends,
and everyone around them because they’re weak.”
Targets start popping up behind
Sage.
“Weak, weak, weak, weak, weak!”
Sage says as he shoots the targets into pieces with his Tommy gun. These
targets appear to have Ray’s face on them.
Once things settle down, he turns
back to the camera before shooting it.
“Weak.”
Sage slowly approaches the broken
camera.
“If you’re weak and aren’t useful
to the people around you, you might as well disappear or better yet, leave this
life because it would be better if you didn’t exist.”
The show then abruptly ends as
things become much clearer to Ray. He shouldn’t hate Raymond. He shouldn’t even
try to get to his level. Instead, he should just leave. If his parents are
okay with being replaced in their jobs, then Ray is okay with being replaced as
their son. Raymond got what he wanted. He did everything he could and became a
son to Ray’s parents. He doesn’t look at them as he exits the house while
Raymond and his parents are having another fun conversation. While walking his
neighborhood’s streets, he feels like he’s doing the right thing.
That is until he thinks he sees a
life-sized version of Sage in the darkness. Sage reaches out to him and despite
seeing his hands, he feels as if he’s touching him with a longer pair of
invisible hands.
“It would be better if you didn’t
exist,” Sage says before disappearing.
Feeling colder than ever, Ray keeps
walking away from his home. He considers taking his own life as continues
further into the dark night.
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